The next few weeks fly by, as Jeremias and I fall head first into our new "arrangement." We haven"t gone too far in the intimacy department, which is completely fine by me - although to say we"ve both been tempted is the understatement of my life. We"ve somehow managed to hold off, however, and I"m surprised by how much that builds my trust in Jem. I suppose it should make sense, given my history. My only lingering concern is the fact that he hasn"t once offered to come see Tristan and me in Massachusetts; I continue to make the drive to him in Newport for visits on the weekends I don"t have Tristan with me. Even though I don"t really push the issue, I keep an open invite to my place. Around my sixth or seventh attempt to get Jeremias to visit me in Massachusetts, he finally gives me a g

