Prologue
Sunlight slashes the bed, sharp and cold. Erin sits up. Her cheeks are wet. The city outside pulses—alive, unreachable. Glass walls keep her in, keep the world out.
Two years. That’s all. Two years since she said yes, heart hammering, hope blinding. She remembers the dress, the promise. The way guilt gnaws at her every morning. Today it bites deeper.
Words spill out. She talks to the silence. "It was beautiful until it was ruined." Her voice cracks, raw. She remembers wind tangling her hair, roses thick in the air, the hush before the vows. The sky is endless. The world—safe, for a moment. Everything possible. Until it wasn’t.
Her words hang heavy. She stands, bare feet sinking into the rug. She steps to the balcony. Below—his city. Josh’s kingdom of glass and steel. Tycoon. Visionary. Predator. Her life after him: galas that sparkle, secrets that bruise, a pulse of danger beneath every perfect night.
She leans out. The horizon tempts her. She remembers Josh’s shaking hands, the ring cold on her skin. The world watched, hungry for a fairytale. Cameras caught her practiced smile. Only she knew the truth—her heart split between joy and dread.
A soft knock. Breakfast. She tightens her robe, opens the door. Ana stands there—coffee, pastries, concern hidden behind polite eyes.
"Good morning, Mrs. Bradford." Ana’s voice is cautious, careful, always watching.
"Good morning, Ana." Erin forces a smile. She takes the tray. "Thank you."
Ana’s eyes flick to the desk. Notes. Secrets. "Will Mr. Bradford be joining you today?"
Erin shakes her head. "He left early. Important meeting."
Ana nods, slips away. Alone again. Erin stirs her coffee, stares at the city. The last two years—a blur. Power, privilege, endless parties. Eyes, always watching. People wanting, taking. She plays her part. The script is not hers.
Her phone buzzes. Josh: Running late. Love you.
She types back. Love you too. Be safe. Lies come easy now.
She wonders what safety means. Josh’s enemies—everywhere. His friends—dangerous. She’s learned to smile, to keep secrets, to hide the fear.
The day moves in rituals. Charity lunch. Polite conversation. Laughter at all the right moments. Photos, diamonds, practiced grace. She comes home. Silence swallows her.
Sunroom. Books she’ll never read. She opens her journal, pen hovering. Words spill—habit, survival.
Just in case. If something happens—she needs the truth on the page.
She writes, steady hand. She started this after year one, when Josh’s world closed in. She writes the wedding’s beauty—Josh’s shining eyes, laughter, hope. All of it real. All of it gone.
She writes the loneliness. The city’s lights lie. From above, she’s invisible. Secrets she can’t voice. Fear in the quiet moments. Does she belong here? She scribbles lines from a favorite poet—her only honest language.
A free bird jumps onto the wind and glides downstream until the current stops. It dips its wing in the orange sunlight and boldly claims the sky. But a bird pacing in his narrow cage can barely see past his angry bars. His wings are clipped, and his feet are tied, so he sings out. The caged bird sings with a trembling voice about things he does not know but still hopes for. His song reaches distant hills because he sings for freedom. The free bird dreams of another breeze, the gentle trade winds in the trees, and the fat worms waiting on the bright morning lawn. He calls the sky his own. But a caged bird stands where his dreams have died. His shadow cries out in a nightmare. His wings are clipped, and his feet are tied, so he sings. The caged bird sings with a trembling voice about things he does not know but still hopes for. His song reaches distant hills because he sings for freedom.
Sun drops. Shadows stretch. Erin reads her words, eyes closed. Happiness. Heartbreak. Hope. She keeps writing. Just in case. Always, just in case.
The city lights flicker. Erin sits, journal open, secrets bleeding onto the page—because hope is dangerous, and safety is a lie.