CHAPTER 1: THE NIGHT OF FATE
Laila's point of view
My window was filled with the silver glow of the rising moon, which should have made the room feel holy. Tonight was supposed to be everything. I had shaking hands as I tried to tie the thin ribbon around my waist. I messed up a few times.
I told myself in a low voice, Calm down, but the words felt like lies. Since I was a child, my 18th birthday, the night I would finally shift, had been etched in my mind. I was going to show the pack, Damien, and myself tonight that I wasn't weak. That I fit in.
The knock at my door made me jump. Laila, are you ready? The door opened by itself before I could answer, my cousin Mira. Her wide eyes took in the nervous wreck I was, hands shaking, lips bitten raw, hair pulled too tight.
You look like you’re about to faint. She folded her arms. You’ve been waiting for this night forever. Where’s the confident girl who swore she’d show the whole pack who she really is?
I faked a laugh, brittle and sharp. “She’s hiding somewhere behind the nausea.”
Mira sighed and softened, stepping closer. Listen, Damien’s been staring at you all week. He wouldn’t bother if he didn’t believe you were his mate. You know what that means.
My chest tightened. Damien. The future Alpha. The boy who once promised me under the old oak tree that I was his. That is when the Moon Goddess bound us; nothing would separate us. His promise had been the only thing that kept me standing when the rest of the pack pushed me down.
I remembered the day as if it had just happened. I had been twelve, mud on my face after the others shoved me to the ground. He had helped me up, brushing dirt from my face, his young eyes hard with something close to anger. You’re mine, Laila. One day I’ll make them respect you.
It had been my shield, my secret strength, the Said memory I clung to when comments of weakling and burden followed me through every hall. And tonight, I will finally prove them wrong.
I lifted my shoulders, even if my legs still shook. You’re right. I can do this. Mira gave me a quick, fierce hug. You'd better. Or I’ll drag you out there myself.
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The meeting ground was already thick with bodies when we arrived. The entire pack stood beneath the rising moon, the air sharp with expectation. I could feel every pair of eyes on me, measuring, reading, waiting for the show on
My first shift.
Damien stood at the front, tall and immovable, the weight of future leadership sitting on his shoulders like armor. His dark eyes locked on mine as soon as I stepped into the circle, and something in my chest fluttered madly. He hadn’t smiled, he rarely did, but he didn’t look away.
“Come forward, Laila,” the elder called, his voice booming. “It is your time.”
The ground felt shaky beneath my feet as I stepped into the center. My breath came fast, shallow. The moon rose higher, its light pouring over me. The pack quiet, silence stretching taut as a bowstring.
This was it. I closed my eyes, calling the wolf I’d felt talking in my dreams since I was a kid. I reached for her, begged her to rise. My body convulsed as heat rushed through my veins, my bones stretching, my skin burning with the pressure of the shift.
The world seemed to hold its breath with me. And then, nothing.
The fire flickered out. My body stilled. My wolf didn’t come. I tried again, harder, choking on fear as I pushed, pulled, screamed inside myself for her to answer. Pain cracked through me, sweat dripping down my spine, but the silence inside me was thunderous. Empty.
No, I said, shaking my head. Please, no.
Murmurs spread through the crowd. Disbelief. Pity. Scorn. My knees buckled, but I forced myself to stand, to try one last time. My chest heaved as if I could will her to appear through sheer desperation. But nothing came. The quiet broke with a single sound. A low, evil laugh.
Damien’s.
My head snapped toward him. His eyes glinted in the moonlight, but there was no love there, no sign of the boy who once swore he was mine. Only cold, ruthless victory.
Broken, he said, the word sharp as a blade.
Gasps emerged, followed by jeers and cruel laughing. She can’t shift. The Alpha’s mate? What a joke. “Pathetic.”
Each word struck like a stone against my chest, crushing me. I opened my mouth, but no sound came. The ground beneath me seemed to split, swallowing everything I had believed. Damien, the promise, the hope, it destroyed in a single word.
The pack closed in with their ridicule, voices blurring into a storm of cruelty. My legs shook, threatening to give way, but I refused to fall before them. Not tonight.
Still, their laughter burned into me, louder, sharper, until it blocked out the beating of my heart.
Damien stepped closer, his voice rising above the noise. “Did you really think the Moon Goddess would waste her gift on you?” His look cut through me, final, ruthless. “You were never meant to stand beside me.”
The world tilted, the weight of his refusal pushing down until I couldn’t breathe. And yet, as I broke apart inside, I caught something in the dark beyond the circle. A pair of eyes watching, cold and angry, not mocking, not pitying, waiting.
I wasn’t alone. Someone else was here.
The air seemed to shift, charged with something I couldn’t name, as Damien’s cruel laugh repeated and the pack’s jeers closed around me. And for the first time, I wondered if fate had just started to play its cruelest trick.