Paranoid

"If wishes were beggars would ride. If only my home is freewheeling...." My thoughts would go on and on without ending. Originating from a family bounded by rules which disrupted hedonism is exhausting, owing to the fact that i am an hedonist. I have to go through so much constriction as a female child. Been Perky Sharpe, 21 in a month, tall and slender, a bit dark in complexion. I'm a conservationist and a connoiseur, tho i often have conniption, but a bit of bete noire and betwixt, and also modest in modicum. My earnest wish is to be a free bird for at least a day. * Mrs Sharpe is a single, religious mom. She made sure none of her kids go against the house rules. But even as temperamental as she is, she still have her peculiarity in portraying love. If by chance i get into a dilemma, i normally prepare ahead of my mom's portentous talk. If only i could exorcise, then living with Mrs Sharpe wouldn't seem hard. * Playing a mother's role is fatiguing for my mom(she complains about that alot).This is because her kids weren't seeing things from her perspective. Either ways, she had to keep it going. For her, it was a case of faute de mieux.