Infinitely Infinite

Chapter-16

'Doll, relax! Don't worry! You know right that all these bureaucratic people will be arrogant and debauchee! What's the point in crying?! Don't be impoverished! Wish you to be in serenity! Relax!'  Maya said, to me for the supreme most tenth time, fondling me into her arms, bucking me up.

'I have been in fine feather all these days, Maya! But now it's seriously vigorous to get through. ' i said weeping my life out.

After all, the officer must be ashamed for giving a try to a***e a, girl who had come seeking license approval for her building! I must not, worry for this. Though, I do talk  feminist, What's the use of all my  tweets and status updates on feminism . Nothing had its effect!  At the end, few haughty, skirt chasers do, survive around us. After all, perverts are perverts!

'Don't nag yourself, Heera! Better to keep quiet, just wipe off your tears! Let's talk about this to, Tarun! ' Maya said, igniting  the motor's engine.

' No, Maya! Don't let him know about this, please. I will be back to normal soon! ' i said, with tears running from eyelids, over cheeks and then to chin.

' Do you think, he will not help you on this issue? He is not that much cocky, Heera! ' she said finding, a little to hard to drive.

' Not like that, Maya! Our agreement was, not to interfere in personal life of eachother! It shouldn't be me, who broke the rules! ' i said, affirmingly, in low voice still sobbing down .

' No, Heera. This is not fair. He will surely aid you on this thing. Don't underestimate his manliness! Listen to me! ' she said, being too sure. But somewhere in my heart, alarmed me to blab this out to him because, i know how i will feel when i share things with him.

' Maya, please! ' i said, with still dripping eyes!

She placed her left palm and phalanges on my hand that rested on my lap and replied,'  Okay, doll.. Ease off! We're not letting anyone know about this! Not even, aunty! ' she said and finally we reached home.

Maa was waiting, there on the couch in full tilt expecting the result! If you're looking, whom do i address as maa here, it's none other than Tarun's mom she wants me to call her as Maa. Sweet, right?! As i said before, except the adonis, every other people around me was so cloying and sacchariferous.

I entered the home, with frowned face and she understood, my license was rejected. As soon as she, noticed my face reaction she came forward, and made me to sit near by her, ' Heera ma, Don't worry! Everything will be fine soon.  Okay? Go and sleep for sometime!'  she said, lulling my top of the head.

As soon as , she dulcified my hair those stocked, redeemed tear drops, started it's way down to cheeks and the inward thoughts were killing me. I didn't know, if i was over reacting for what happened, but zealously it mattered a, hell huge, to me. Being a girl, who had seen these molestation and abusive things only in movies. I faked out a smile, that made my tears deviate a little from their orthodox, alleyway, on my cheeks . Maya, jolted back to her house.

I got up and reached up my room, jumped into the couch and started weeping again. I can't say that i did it, earnestly or purposely, tears were coming up, bit by bit in huge doses, as if i had  barrels of tears stocked inside me.

As the backwash, soon my body started to burn up and my head was already breaking. I was frenzied, tormoiled. I laid, there for the rest  marooned day, embracing the tissue box, wiping of my tears and cleaning off my roseate nostrils.

It was half past ten, that night yet the process didn't seemed to halt! But then, i heard someone opening the latch of the door, soon realized that it was him  and when i saw him, the only thing i wanted to do was to sprint myself abreast him and bury my head, agaisnt his chest, consign all my worries to grave and hold the last rites for my mopes and poignancy. I know that all my, dolor would die if i do that, but yeah technically i was not supposed to that.

My frailty, in not telling the in de facto what happened  thing, rekindled my nuclear feeling which led to the flow of thousand more barrels of tears. And Tarun being Tarun, didn't give a f**k in asking what happened or Why was i sobbing.? His this act of omitting my tears, scooped and dredged out my broken heart, making it into shatter again. For the one more time, thousand more canals broke their dams, and water was freely flowing. My head was literally breaking like someone was hammering it! I didn't know when  did i doze off, but soon i did.

The next morning, the incandescence of the sol, that beemed in, perforating the window glasses, happened to be my eye opener. I felt like, i had got some spick and spam, gleam of topical brightside and rosiness. But, What's this?  I wouldn't be experiencing this every morning, when i wake up on the couch or the bed. So where am I? I squinted my eyes, as it was much hard to open this during the first attempt! My migraine was on its highest top notch, and it was breaking my head despite the heart break that i had the previous day. Then, Maya with bulgy, pushed frontwards like abdomen carrying her dumpling was sitting in front of me. I got up, and branched forward to make my seating comfortable.

'Morning, Bud! Hope you're okay now! ' Maya said, beeming whole heartedly, facing me.

' Maya! You? Here? ' i asked with fluttering eyes, still being not able to recognize what was happening around me.

' Now, first go  take a shower and come back! ' she said, smilingly , holding me hands to make me wake uo from the couch!

I strolled into the privy, with sunken thoughts and sick head. Even after the shower, headache didn't seem to reduce. When i came out, from the water closet Maya handed over me a glass of water  mixed with few pieces of crushed ginger, added with lemon drops candied with honey.