THE GENTLEMAN

NEW BEGINNINGS

Sometimes it is important to take a step out of the bubble we create for ourselves because of fear.

That one step could lead us to something great or not but what's important is you took that step,for life is about taking risks involving both the good and back outcome of things.

After he asked the question,I had stayed contemplating and trying to figure out what I should do. I asked myself so many questions but 3 kept repeating themselves in my head

first one: am I ready to enter a relationship?

second one: will he make me happy?

and the third: will I make him happy?

I had spent days thinking about what to do and what to say. Not knowing what answer to give when he asked I told him to give me time for I had to figure out what I really wanted. Within the time I asked for him and I continued to talk and get to know each other more,the more that happened the more our attraction for each other kept growing.

The more Hendrix showed me his sweet side the more it was evident I had to figure out an answer soon so I know if I can go against every negative thought against this happiness presenting itself. After having my trust broken it was hard for me to have faith and believe this happiness could come for me. I set out to question some friends and hear their view on whether or not my fair of relationships was getting the best of me and if I was over thinking it.

After sometime of thinking about the response I got from my friends I finally new what I hard to do so I asked Hendrix if he would come visit me and he said yes.

It was the night before his visit,I spent the entire night thinking about how the day would go,if everything will go fine,I was nervous but at the same time excited to actually see him,kiss him and spend some time with him. The day came and I was scheduled to meet him later in the afternoon so I had time for church that afternoon. After church I came home to relax and wait for him to come until I finally received his text asking me to get him from the drop off point.

I reached the place, as soon as we saw each other he came straight and gave me a tight hug,his arms felt so warm and comfortable,I felt safe. We talked and walked home,to sit and talk more. The conversation was going great and I thought to myself I had nothing to worry about,we talked and talked and then we stood to get high,as we were in our zone we kept talking and staring at each other,oh how I longed to kiss him

but I was too shy to actually go in for the kiss and hoped he was longing for the same.

He gathered up the courage to lean in and kissed me,we stood kissing, tightening our embrace on each other and the kiss becoming more and more intense until we broke out of it.

We sat back down and continued to talk,till he leaned in for another kiss,he gave me butterflies in my stomach. I was happy,he made me happy.

I am glad I got to meet him.

Hendrix you asked me if I can be your girlfriend

My answer is YES,YES I EMILLA WILL BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND.?