Gathering my thoughts, I slowly started the car, still feeling lost and distraught. Driving while reminiscing about our argument, I was filled with regret, sorrow, and frustration. It felt like being stuck in traffic, both on the road and in my heart. I felt I was on the brink of collapse.
Just then, I received a text from Joshua: I'm returning to Chicago the day after tomorrow. Free in the evening?
A new man stepping in brought some relief to my gloom. I quickly replied: I'm free. I'll go pick you up.
Thinking of Joshua, I suddenly felt a strange sense of peace.
I decided to stop wavering. Since things had progressed this far with Joshua, continuing with him seemed like the best ending. Breaking things off with Felix today had sealed the deal. I could now peacefully pursue a relations
