CHAPTER-THIRTY-SIX:
It was as if my heart raced as I stared out of the car window. He said, "I love you, I love you, I love you." How could he say that after breaking up with me? Could I just go along with his mood swings? Why had he asked me to stay when he told me to leave a few hours earlier? I felt unfair to me because I had already been confused enough without being dragged along by his mother. I balled my hands into fists. As a matter of fact, despite the fact that I already felt confused enough, Luke said that he had made his own decision. During the conversation, Channing asked me if I was okay, Ella. "I'm not sure," I replied honestly. "I don't know." I kept telling myself I had just blathered on drunkenly, but there was a part of me that wished it were true. "I know you don't really notice, but I'm
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