BETA ROLLINGS POV My anger was increasing, almost to the point that it burned my chest. Today was supposed to be a great experience, spending it with my mate and picking things out for our pups, but no, I had to go and f*ck it all up! I don't know why I am being an i***t, but I was. Skull was no help at all. He keeps threatening me and then giving me the silent treatment. It was infuriating! After I spoke with Chris, I was in a more stable mood, so I went in search of my mate and in-laws. I found my father-in-law first and it was a bit awkward. He obviously was still pissed off at me, and I didn't exactly blame him. When I took Paulette on our first date, I made a promise to him that I would never make his daughter cry by hurting her, but here I was, only about 5 months from that d

