The sadness within the darkness
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The sadness behind the darknessDo you know what it feels like to hate everything about yourself?
To look in the mirror and only see flaws?
To cry yourself to sleep at night?
Living with depression is like being kicked when your down.
Dealing with sadness behind the darkness breaks you.
You claw your way out only to be sucked back in.
It’s something you live with.
Something that eats away at you little by little.
You feel like you’re not good enough.
Like people would be better off without you.
That all you do is bring people down.
You try to fight it, but it’s hard.
It’s one of the hardest fights you have ever been in.
People tell you to suck it up.
To just be happy.
Can’t they see it isn’t that easy?
Do they think we honestly want to live like this?
I would love to laugh and be happy.
I would love to be proud of my accomplishments.
Yet I can’t.
Every time I try the darkness creeps in and I am back to feeling like a loser.
Fighting the sadness within the darkness……
- Writer
