Is this still me?

Chapter 6

Yann’s POV

The last 2 weeks were great. We come back to our apartments, but most of the nights we had been sleeping in the same bed. No s****l contact as yet, but her closeness, it’s enough for me. Kate gave me her flat keys, and I gave her mine just in case if any of us will not be able to sleep or will need to calm down. Yeah, she noticed that when I am close to her; I am more relaxed and calm, that was worked for her too. After our first breakfast in my parent’s house, we have them every day together. During the one on Saturday, she told me.

-‘ I want to go and visit my family. I will take dogs and we probably will come back after 2 weeks or so’

-‘my love, the full moon it’s less than 2 weeks and you can’t be alone. Can I go with you? I can pretend to be your best friend. We can rent a house where we can stay with dogs, so I still can sleep next to you if I need’ - I saw the hesitation in her eyes, but then she nods her head as yes.

-‘you know that is a long journey, right?’-she asked, and I nodded. I probably never mention it, but my Kate is from Poland, so it’s a hell of driving.

.-‘ yes, my love, I know. We can change behind a wheel if you want to? When do you want to go?’

-‘ about 3 days. I will be finishing my work by then’- she resigns from her work at the hospital after her lottery money arrived. She said that she can leave so someone else will have a chance. I didn’t tell her yet, but I resign too and tonight it’s my last shift.

-‘ no problem, my love. We will go in 3 days' time’-I was happy that she trusts me enough to take me with her to meet her family.

3 days gone very fast and we’ve been on our way. We got a reservation in one of the hotels close to Eurotunnel, which will take us to France. Kate organized everything. After we settle in the hotel and eat our dinner we’ve got tired and went to bed. Just like usual, I laid behind Kate and pulled her to me so her back touched my chest. Just like always, I kissed the top of her head and inhale her smell and when I was ready to drift into sleep, Kate turns around and faced me. She looked up into my eyes and kissed me. First, very gentle. Her lips only brushed mine, but I responded with more passion. I took her face into my hands and pulled her closer to me I bite a little her bottom lip asking for permission to sneak into her mouth, which she granted. I tasted each part of her mouth and she tasted great. First I was surprised, but o God I had been dreaming about our first kiss. She depends on our kiss, and I didn’t mind. When we were out of oxygen, we separate and breathed heavily. After we could breathe normally, she speaks.

-‘I am sorry Yann, but that tension for the last 2 weeks drives me crazy. I know that’s not fair for you to ask you to wait, but if you still want to take everything slow, I understand’- she looked into my eyes and I was lost in them.

-‘ O God Kate, I dreamed about that, but I waited for you. I love you! ‘-she didn’t respond and I know that’s too early for her, but I think that is progress. I hug her and closed my eyes with a happy smile on my face. After a while, I felt one of her hands on my chest and another sneak under my t-shirt before I could say anything, I felt one of her hands move to my boxers. She put her hand under my boxers and touched my manhood. I hold her hand and whisper in her ear,

-‘my love, I can’t control myself if you do not stop now’

-‘it’s ok Yann, I want to make you happy, just relax’- she whispered back.

She took off my boxers, and my c**k sprung free. She gives me a passionate kiss. I roamed my hands through her body, but she whispers

-‘no-touch Yann’- she licked my earlobe and the electric sparkles run through my body. She kissed my lips again and then my chin. She started kissing my torso and using her hands, she swirled circles around my n*****s. She continues and started to kiss my stomach and then she gets to my hard and ready c**k. Her lips touched the tip of my c**k and that was it. I stopped to hold myself and grab her hair just when she swirls her tongue around the tip of my c**k. She looked in my eyes and her head start to bob my shaft up and down. She picks up her pace and I couldn’t wait anymore I closed my eyes and pushed her head to depend on myself in her mouth. After she started to suck the tip of my c**k I just release all my load into her mouth. She licks me all up until the last drop. I hold her up and kissed her hard, feeling myself in her mouth. I quickly flipped our position and push her on her back, hovering over her. I kissed her hard again and help her to take off her t-shirt. She was perfect for me. I saw her uncomfortable for a moment but I said -‘Kate my love. For me, you are perfect' - and I kissed her. I get back to scan her body and when I saw her full breast, I couldn’t help I just started to suck one of her n*****s and took the other one in my hand, and massage them. Her cup size perfectly fit into my hand. When her buds got hardened, I kissed her lips again. She moaned at my lips and then looked into my eyes. I kissed her neck, suck for a while her hard buds, and kissed her stomach. I kissed each inch of her scar, which was started from her belly button down to her pelvis create the letter, T. I kissed her inner tight up from her knee. Then I did the same with her other inner tight. I could smell her arousal and that turn me on again. My manhood stood again and was ready. I licked her belly button and, still kissing her body, I get to her womanhood. She was so wet and ready for me. I started to lick her c**t, and she started to moan louder. I took my pace and slid one of my fingers between her wet and hot folds, still licking and sucking her c**t. She moans louder and clutches sheets with her hands. I never stopped, but spread up her folds and add another finger.

-‘ Yann please I need you inside’- she moans.

-‘Are you sure about this, my love? I can wait’- I whisper in her ear and lick her earlobe.

-‘ yes Yann, take me, make me yours, please’- she moans. I didn’t waste any time I slid out my fingers and positioned myself between her legs. She spread them wide for me and she lifted her hips as I put the tip of my c**k next to her hot entrance and pushed in. She gasps and started to move her hips to meet my thrusts. Soon we moved in sync. I speed my pace and deeply kissed her on her lips. -‘ Yann, o god I am going to c*m’- she screamed and come hard milking my hard c**k, which make me come just after her. I move out and lay next to her. She laid on her side and I move her close to me and kissed.-‘thank you my amazing love’- I kissed her again a little harder with passion, need, and love. She looks into my eyes and smile

-‘ good night Kate, I love you'

-‘ good night Yann. We did not get too much time to sleep now.’ She kissed me hard again and turn, so her back was again touching my chest. I pulled her closer to me and put my face on the crock of her neck I closed my eyes and drift to sleep.

Kate’s POV

After I saw Yann naked in his parent’s garden, I dream about him every night. I know that I could have s*x with him earlier, but I couldn’t do that in my flat, where I made love with my late husband.

The s*x between me and Yann was amazing, the best I have had so far. He was so kind and full of passion at the same time. I think that I had s*x with Yann because I felt a bit jealous and wanted to make him mine. All-day during our breaks for coffee, food, or dog walk I could see young women look. They eye-r**e Yann every time they looked at him and whenever they discovered that I catch them doing that they send daggers on my way. I know how Yann looks like and I got a mirror and know how I look, but they were so shameless. I don’t think that Yann noticed that. I hope not. I wish to introduce him to my family as my partner, maybe even husband-to-be in the future, but I can’t. He looks at least 20 years younger than me. I must fall a slept as I woke up when a gentle kiss brushed my lips. I knew that was Yann as sparks were all over my skin, so I smile, still not opening my eyes.

-‘good morning, my love it’s time to get up.’

- ‘I don’t want to, can we stay in bed?’- I asked, still with closed eyes.

-‘My love, I wish I could, but it’s eight in the morning and we got’ -I cut him off and jump from the bed.

-‘eight in the morning, s**t Yann we late, our train went at seven’- I tripped and almost fall, but held a side of our bed. I was ranting and cursing, but Yann comes close to me with his smile and holds my shoulders.

-‘Kate, if you allowed me to finish you would know that I changed our train to ten in the morning, so no panic. I already took dogs for a walk and you now go get ready so we will get going’- I just noticed that he must have been finished his shower as his hair was still wet and his towel was very dangerously hanging around his hips showing his hard torso down to his abs. I wish that we could stay in bed, but I know that we need to keep going. I went to the bathroom and started water under the shower then I look at the mirror, o hell, I am naked. I forgot that I never put my t-shirt on after our hot night. I immediately blush at the memories of our session. I quickly get a shower and put my clothes on. When I left the bathroom I couldn’t find Yann, but then the doors open and there he….wait who is it?

-‘who are you?’- I asked.

-‘ it’s me, my love’- that was Yann’s voice, but the man in front of me was looking similar to my age.

-‘Yann is that’s you? But how do you look old?’- I asked confused, still, look this man up.

-‘ that’s my little surprise for you, my love. We all got that kind of mask in which we look for our age. You see, not all our family and friends are werewolves. I decided to wear that mask today, as yesterday I saw all that look. Look from all that young woman around us when we stopped. Kate, I saw all sadness and hurt in your eyes. I can’t tolerate that it also hurt me’- he comes closer to me and kissed my lips. I open my mouth and let his tongue get in. He tasted so good.

-‘Kate I love you, I am all yours, and I will do everything to make you happy’- he gently kissed me again and then look into my eyes.

We get off the train and Yann was behind a wheel as he promised me a good breakfast. After about half an hour we parked outside nice looking restaurant. We got out at the same time and to my surprise, Yann gets to the back to take the dogs out. I looked at him questionably, but he only smiled and pointed for a big sign- dogs welcome.

We get to the table, dogs lay next to us, and a waitress appear.-‘Bonjour. Qu’est-ce que Je peux vous offrir?’-(Good morning. What I can get you?) she asked with a smile. I don’t know any words in French, so I got no idea what she asked. Yann smile at her and replies-‘ Bonjour. Parlez-vous en Anglais?’-(Good morning. Do you speak in English?) she nodded yes to Yann’s question and he added-‘ Je parle tournament français mais ma fiancėe pas,pouvons-nous parler en Anglais?’(I speak fluent French but my fiancee not, can we speak in English?)- Yann asked again. And to my surprise, she asked-‘ Good morning, ma’am. What I can get you?’-she smiles again at me.-‘ can we get coffee and menu’- I asked with a smile

- ‘no problem. Here this is your menu and I come back soon with your hot coffee’- she replies and gone I opened the menu and gasp. All in French- just great.

-‘Yann menu it’s all in French.’‘

- ‘of course, my love we are in France’- Yann holds my hand over the table and smile

-‘ I know where are we but how I can order food if I don’t know what is it?’

-‘ Kate it’s easy I will tell you. I know French very well, I was born in France’- Yann said with his smile.

-‘ looks that you are full of surprises’- I said to him with a small smile. -'where you were born, Yann?- I asked.

-’ I was born in Saint Louis, a small town located at the German and Swiss border, just north of Basel’- Yann reply.

-’ no way'- I shouted with excitement -‘my baby sister finished her studies there and looked like she wanted to stay there. We should meet her at my parent’s house, she’s coming on holidays’

After breakfast, we get back on the road. After all day we crossed the border and we were in Poland. I found a hotel for all of us and we get for dinner. After we come back to the room we were very tired I wanted to go to bed and sleep. Yann laid next to me and kissed the top of my head I hide my face in his chest and fall asleep.