Catch me Alpha

Lullaby

Light.

It was the first thing that made me realise that I was not dead. Too much light to be honest

Whispers

All I could see was the roof, at least I was inside. 

I was afraid that they had left me outside, in the cold danger night.

My wolf sniffed, this place was new, I'm not in my pack land anymore.

I had to follow my instinct and run away. 

I got up too fast and fell from the bed, on the floor. 

'This is what you get when you don't get up slowly.'

Seemed like the thud had stopped time

I couldn't see anything from the side of the bed I was by, maybe  who were whispering thought the noise came from outside and decided to go check

I tried to get up again, this time slowly

I recognized that the light came from two giant windows, every ray of sunshine warmed the room which was quite comforting

I turned around looking for the door, the moment I found it I wished I didn't

My gaze met two furious black eyes

He moved from the doorway he was leaning on and came closer.

"Are you still trying to escape after all?" His tone was pungent and accusatory. It was understandable, but he had no right on me, even if he was my mate he didn't win the run

"Where Am I?"

" You are where you should be" he turned around aiming for the door

" I strongly sugget you to not try escape again, you may regret it" then he closed the door and I was left alone.

I stepped back on the bed, my captivity now begins.

---

It was late afternoon, few hours passed after that man closed me inside these room with only white walls. During daylight it was pleasant, but as the sky was darkening the windows showed a creepy mountain landscape. I was a wolf, but outside there where a lot more dangerous animals and the echo of their screams reached my ears giving me goosebumps.

The slamming of the door made me jump, this place was making me feel really uneasy

The man came back

"Who are you?" I didn't dare to turn around, I knew he was still infuriated.

"Does it really matter since your planning to run away?"

"This is not going to happen, right?"

"Absolutely not" 

I faced him this time, he was standing there, not caring if I was happy or if I was scared. 

Everyone always told me that having a mate was the greatest thing ever, after finding him everything else will no longer matter. There will be only love, passion and trust.

So why was there a stone on my heart? Why every word he uttered was knocking me down?

Being mated meant pain, I wasn't going to be the one to suffer

"I will reject you"

Suddenly two pair of big hands wrapped around my neck, pushing me back down on the bed. I didn't see that coming, he was faster than I thought, maybe I shouldn't have said those words.

"DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT YOU HAVE A CHOICE? I OWN YOU, YOU WILL GO NOWHERE UNLESS I SAY YOU CAN, YOU WON'T EVEN BREATH UNLESS I SAY SO"

"I don't mate, you can't force me" I barely whispered as his hands tightened.

His hips pressed hard on mine, I rolled my eyes back. I was in a point where I could not tell if I was trying to breath or enjoying this moment.

He made me confused, I couldn't stand him but I coldn't let him go neither.

He realesed me and I started to breath again. He was still on top of me, his black hair caressing my cheeks, he calmed down but I was still a fire under him.

" I won't force you, you will come to me willingly" His eyes were now softer as he came closer his lips brushed my nose. The blood inside of me was boiling, every inch of skin that he touched became hot and red.

"Please...let me go, I promise you I will go back to you, but now just le me go" It was a lie.

If there was a change that he will ever let me go, I promise myself to never look back. The longer I stayed here the weaker I became. I didn't want to live a life torn between my freedom and my wolf's will.

I knew that a part of me was attracted to him, it was certainly the animal instict. My wolf wanted his love, but I loved myself more. I was an awful selfish, not ready to love anyone else.

He got up and aimed for the door, again he was leaving without even consider me

"Don't make me angry again"

A loud growl escaped my lips. I got up from the bed and started punching his back.

"I hate you, I just f*****g hate you." I sobbed as my strenght failed me and I fell on the ground on my knees, still hitting him

"I wish I had had a dead mate instead of being chained to you"

He stopped, a sad sigh escaped his lips. He let go of my hold and slammed the door again.

I cried, I cried all night till the first lights of the sun. My throat was dry, my eyes red and heavy, my head was spinning.

I got mad at him because I wanted my freedom back, but I cried because I hurted him with all those unnecessary words. 

I always was the one to love to hate, but now it turned out I'm hating to love him

This will consume me, he will consume me

My mate without a name

Noah's POV

TWICE

Since I've met her, she hurted me twice.

I had to go out and take a run, my mind needs a break time, these two days were supposed to be like heaven. I've found my mate, this should make me the happiest wolf ever, but no. She was stubborn, annoying. Not to mention that she hurted my wolf so much that he now doesn't even want to come out. He is really sad, he had high expectations on her mate, but she turns out to be a bad b***h.

'Don't say that, mate is good. She is just scared'

What on earth she should be afraid of? I'm the best for her, fate decided it. We're perfect for each other.

'She wants to erase her past and she is afraid you won't let her'

Her past? 

I will ask Jim do a thorough research. Now would you please show up? I need to run, I will deal with her later, her words still haunt me.

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It was early in the morning, the night run helped me, my rage subsided. I chased few rabbits and checked the borders with the patrols. I've kept myself busy. Now as I was heading back home, it felt like something was missing. Otherwise my wolf knew exactly what we needed. In fact I didn't shift back in human form and I let him guide me. 

He brought me in front of Grace's door.

I didn't want to enter, I think she needs more space. She needs to adapt before forcing her with my presence.

Unfortunately my wolf had the control, he entered. I was afraid that she would start to yell at me again. I couldn't stand another of her outbust.

I prepared myself for the worst, but surprisingly the only noise that filled the room was her mild snoring that came from her bed.

I was glad that she reached the bed, if I had found her on the ground I won't forgive myself for my carelessness.

I shifted back and got under her blanket, she moved a little. I stretched my arms and gripped her hips bringing her close to me, her back hitting my chest. She was so delicate at the same time she was a tornado. 

I caressed her belly which I will soon fill with all of my love. I sniffed her hair, her neck; her scent was everywhere, it rocked me in my sleep, my favorite lullaby. I rested my right hand on her waist, kissed her temple and then I felt asleep thinking that she was the one.