I am lying on the bed with Jay and he pulls me closer into his arms. Although it's been some time since we have had s*x we both feel like just cuddling. I love his smell. It comforts me and makes me think of home. He is home. And I have been so busy following Blake without getting noticed that I haven't nearly spent enough time with my family in the last few days. He caught me in the same cafe at him once. I just pretended to be mad to be at the same place as him, gave him a stink eye and stormed off. It worked like a charm, and it was on that particular visit that I learned the thing that I will use to kill him. He's allergic to everything with peanuts in it. I can't think how right now but I will figure that out. There have been some court hearings and Jay is managing all that by himself
