I try sleeping but can't even get a wink of sleep and before I know it's morning already. Christian is out like a light. I go to wake Kevin up. I quietly pick him up and bounce him in my arms and carry him downstairs to the kitchen. I make a quick bottle of chocolate milk with him still in my arms. He whines, knowing he has a hard, busy day ahead. I hold him in my arms and feed him the bottle in the living room. "Kevin, you remember what daddy spoke to you about yesterday? Our secret plan? You all ready to do it?" I ask him, sitting him up. He nods, trying to put on a brave face. "Daddy is so proud of you, big boy! Let's go over the plan again?" I tell him and we quickly go over the plan for the next five minutes. "Daddy will have to give you the shot in some time. Okay?" I tell him

