We wait. And then we wait some more. I am so worried about Ana and Kev. We don't even know how long it has been since we were detained here and have lost the track of time. I came in first and then to my shock they brought in Carol and then Grey. All I can think of is feral rage when I think of how they both went and did precisely what I asked them not to more than a hundred times in the past few days. I look at them and despite of how vulnerable and scared they look, I can't bring myself to not be angry at them. Do I look the same to them? Vulnerable and afraid? Or can they see how mad I am at them? I look at Carol and she looks like she is about to fall asleep, she must be exhausted. Christian keeps on walking inside his cell like a cornered wild animal. Me, I am settled in my chair for
