I wake up with a start. f**k, when the hell did I fall asleep? I look around and see Carol and Jay sitting near each other only separated by the glass wall. I want to be together to but I cannot. If I move, Carol will come to my end of the call and I don't want that. What the f**k? How long has it been since we have been here? When are they letting us go that is if they're letting us go at all? These are the detention rooms we are in and I wonder how f*****g crazy will try jails be? I move my hand it f*****g hurts. It's like they injected molted lava or lead inside of me. I have never known pain like that. I try to keep myself mentally strong. I did stick with the script when they asked me if I kidnapped the girl if I knew anything about it and then why did I lie. I know Jay would have a

