After the dance, James took Lily outside into the gardens where it was dark except for some lanterns hanging over the gardens. "Oh I've missed you so much," said James sweeping her into a hug. “I didn’t go anywhere,” Lily said jokingly. “Yes but I was so angry, I was ignoring you. And I'm sorry for staying angry, I was just so hurt..." "Its O.K." said Lily pulling back her head to stare at him. He still held her in his arms and Lily didn't ever want to leave them. "I'll admit it was my fault. I was so jealous," she admitted. “Not exactly of Anya…but…I couldn’t stop thinking about all the women you’d been with. I didn’t know how intimate and how vulnerable physical intimacies really are. I just can’t stand the fact that those women have seen a side of you, have experienced things with

