Julia's POV
The moment after that piece of information was given, now feels somber and a little heavy. But I don't want it to be like that between us, especially if he is all the good about this place that I get to hold onto after I leave. Because even though I want to come back, that is no guarantee that I will be able to, and I want something good to remember from this trip since it hasn't been the best so far, and as I have thought about it I have figured out that the best part seems to be him.
The guilt consumes me almost instantly as I watch the sadness fill his eyes, making me want to jump across this bartop to give him a big hug or an even bigger kiss than before. I probably shouldn't have given him that kiss when I was technically here with John, but I needed him to know how I f
