Julia's POV I don't want to believe the words that have fallen from his mouth so easily like vomit. I shake my head, feeling slightly dizzy, but trying to be as present and logical as I can be in this terrifying moment. "John.. This is not you.. Besides, I told you I was yours in the heat of the moment.. We both didn't mean what we were saying.. Right?" I say softly to him, trying to convince him otherwise as I took a deep breath trying not to throw up on him like my stomach is telling me to do. I stay as calmly as possible in his tight grip that is hurting my arm. "No, I wasn't just saying things in the heat of the moment. You don't know it, but I mean what I say when I say it because this is me." He states as I shake my head in complete denial of the man he has shown me before we even

