OVERJOYED MELANCHOLY

A ray of hope as moonlight during night , when there's nothing but joy and love . Presence is such a beautiful stage of love that truly tells you what being in love is. Love is a process we complicate a lot now , but love is a simple process holding nothing but a bundle of emotions. The way I understand love is a little complicated yet simple. Love is a particular emotion yet it is filled with every emotion a human can experience , being a single emotion love is filled with everything. The presence of the lover is the most hopeful and optimistic process , yet it ends soon in this world. The peace of eyes we can feel when we're there with them , the whole world is embracing that piece of love while the souls dance effortlessly. The way they walk , the way they talk , the way they are , everything is observed by our eyes hoping to crave them into our pupils and as soon as they look into our eyes , the chaos in our eyes reflects in the forms of irregular eye contacts. Presence is a state where a lover meets the other half and each day by watering the flowers of each other's hearts the garden blooms. The arms look like a safer place for the first time in their entire life , the smiles they pass are captured in the camera of pupils and stored in the world of our heart. When we feel awake , presence shows the aurora that reflects the love in the sky is the truest form of affection. One who feels the presence of the soul , experiences the realest form of love , because sometimes presence is the only way our eyes can taste the honey of love. There are 14 poems in this section that justify the love of presence in our hearts 4TH OF JUNE The pupils of my eyes stopped searching , In the ocean eyes I saw thee then. My heart stopped heavy breathing , I was abroad when . Summer like lily thou looked , Brown met brown in the eyes. The seats thee booked, Saw you instead of pretty skies. Fourth it was I remember , June is like summer . Memories in my heart like amber , Twenty second is the number. The globe of my memories is you , Misery is amazing you already knew. LUST My eyes were covered , With a glass of l**t. You were when uncovered, My heart had rust. Filthy my eyes were , When I saw you firstly. How can something be so blur , I guess it was too early. To understand you I needed, My heart to be cleared. Because it was not immediate , To know you when you appeared. I wish you knew that it was who , Lust changed into love when I saw you. WHEN BROWN MET BROWN I fear gazing into eyes , Wanted to see nothing but you. It was a fantasy in lies , To see your brown true. End of the time it felt , With you moving away . Us in the memories of us melt , But that was the last day. God glanced at us the way bodily, Wanted to see nothing but your eyes. Us under rainbows blurry , To look back my eyes tries . Be lost in your eyes once , Aparted when brown met brown. YOU WERE EVERYWHERE When I saw you it was all dark , Finding you when I was excited to feel abroad . I was sad but your eye left a mark , Finally it was over for the battles we fought . Every place I go has a glimpse of your touch , Oh how lucky the earth is to feel your presence. The hotel was the place I confessed nothing much , When in the car your eyes observed my essence. Why weren't you looking at me I said it to my friends , You said later to me that you were listening to everything . But a moment of love I saw in your globe we blends , When you showed me the watch hope in believing. We were separating my hands were filled , My eyes were scrolling your heart when we were falling apart. EYE TOWER Standing still with a glance of your eyes , Waiting for time to freeze . Our souls were connected at that time , When my spirit wanted you to please. A moment of five seconds it was , A bridge of forever connection of our orb . Through our eyes we saw intimacy in years , A moment my eyes wanted to absorb . They took us away from each other , Our eyes were still playing with our souls . Oh in love I was my heart was ready to suffer , When in a queue you were in a sole we were . I came a little later when found you looking at me , You were curious to look at me , where love was the key. MAYBE THE LAST TIME I waited for something to happen Wish it could be love to happen again. We saw each other at that exact fraction, Could be a chance to reveal the pain. Meet me again my dear love , Again in the world of ours I've made . Because I saw you no where but above , My heart belongs to you I prayed. Eyes were desperate to play once again , Are you not doing anything to make it happen . Dying to come out of a dream when , To burst into tears cause maybe I've fallen. See you soon again my heart wishes Yours said this or not , Because this is the last time. REKINDLE THE SPACE. In the bed of my heart , Late July resides. Over us was nature's art , Vase of drops in the eyes. Eternal wishes dandelion you glanced , Yearning the centre of your eyes . Out I glimpse your beam , Uttering nothing my heart recognised. Pouring my blood I was blank , Overjoyed yet melancholy from eyes . Treasure got my heart c***k , Thrive my love while guilt dies . Embracing the little jar , it craves Rekindle the space . Embarassed Made a lot of things in my mind , I laughed when I saw you. My heart raced at that time , When the time was very few. Heart to heart could be it , Instead I stayed away. There was a fire that lit , When I pulled you in a way. I shouldn't have done it , But I didn't know how to react. Cracking was something to hurt, Who knows I overreact. But I saw you for the first time , Only my heart knows it wasn't fine. NECKLESS Snowflake filled with diamond it was , When I lost it losing myself . Craving it with my eyes cause , Used to watch it till twelve . Abask was the warmth on my face, My head up in the sky . Preserving it in my heart's case , To keep it safe till I die. Winters passes by and it also , Snowflake was lost somewhere . Abloom my heart was to hold , Devior it was , left with tear. Oh I hope I find it hope it appears , Diffusing it to know it's been two years AGITATION It was just months I considered , But universe has no time . Your eyes has a gesture I loved , I saw it while moving with mine . Fond of love I was that day , For was the world for me . Perfusing my love without water I say , You are the most beautiful thing I can ever see. Blank was my mind hoping to find answers , Racing my heart was with its own thoughts. I was like the most adorable burden in my pannier, Horrifying everything was , even the spot. I wish you were real in person , But we were destined this way , in agitation. LOOKING BACK Shone was on my face , Glitter was your presence. But tears were in eyes , When both of us flies. Fourteen yet seven colors in the sky , Drops of rain from the clouds shy . Behind I left you with our sight , When my hands wanted to hold you tight. Oh looking back with fear , What if I love you I do care. Oh looking back with a hope , A thin knot over our unbreakable rope. Gazing back one when situation tore us apart, And one when universe did our ways part. BRACELET Matchstick I used to burn the gift , Burning wasn't what I did . A pattern on my heart I craved , It was your present I displayed. Hanging together long were the ways , A hug I got when there was no space. On the groceries I felt like home , When car came behind rung your telephone. Donkey is a beautiful word now , When I jumped a little to catch you . I adore you I said mingling in you , When I saw the sky , and sky already knew. A fear in heart I had to gain , Because I still crave to see you again. YOU WERE LEAVING WHEN Holding nerves to nerves, You were leaving when. My heart deeply preserves, i wanted you to stay then. Held your hands got numb, Eyes were then blue. Kissed my hands was dumb, Was frozen had no clue. Touch is eternal sometimes, Maybe the last time I'm feeling. My blood wiped it was last time, I saw you staring at my ceiling. Your presence lift my soul, But God wanted it to be cold COLORS IN THE SKY And I was confused about finding clues , That our hands were parting their own ways . Day each passed without anything to choose, Nature showed me its art with plays. Witnessed my eyes the colour of yours , That love we deserve but we're isolated. Love is in the air those colours seen in years , Is the sign that lives to lives its awaited. The colors that day witnessed something , Purest of its own kind when clouds cried . Thing I never got was with you a spring , Ever I'm gonna get it my soul yelled aside . To you I was being the purest that day , Exist in your heart those colors of magic they say.