OVERJOYED MELANCHOLY

CHAPTER 6 : STRANGE CHERISH - GRATEFULNESS

MAYBE ITS TOO LATE FOR US

In the position of loving someone again ,

I found myself blank.

October in my heart when it rain ,

Is it ok to love I ask.

We knew each other now ,

The way you speak has my heart .

I managed to stay away somehow ,

But I fell for the art.

You drafted away a lot ,

I stayed to wait .

My roses blooms in the pot ,

But maybe it wasn't our fate.

I thought you'd love the rush ,

But maybe it's too late for us.

I SAW YOU BEING YOU

Hurtful was the world for him ,

Yet he cherished every soul .

He heard everyone not knowin' ,

I don't know his story as whole .

I haven't got the foggiest idea ,

About how this person was .

I took my pen as a writer ,

Knowing how alluring this person was.

He saved me assorted times ,

Even after knowing I hated him first.

Oh I called a person mine ,

Who snatched my hate from brust.

He said I'll see it for you ,

When I saw you being you.

UNSAID WORDS BY HIM

In the melody of my eyes,

I heard him singing a song.

The world who lies,

Looks at him as he's wrong.

All he wanted was to be heard,

When it was the time to speak.

But he lacked a word,

That was the time when his heart bleed.

The world pushed him away,

When all he wanted was love.

They shattered him to a way,

That there's no one above.

And now he's unable to take a stand,

His heart lacks words and trust.

Cause he know that nobody will understand,

When the heart is in thrust.

OCTOBER

October often brings sadness they say ,

This one was different my heart was happy ,

I met you and my blood ran once again ,

Your words were carved beautifully ,

When I fell in love after burying my flesh ,

This time I felt it beating in my soul ,

October often brings sadness ,

But it bought you this time ,

When every song I heard was for you ,

My days were happy again ,

My eyes were losing its water to shine again ,

This time it bought you to light up the lamp again ,

You were here , to light up my world again .

EVERYTIME YOU PUSHED ME AWAY

When they want to they will ,

In the corner or my heart you'll always have a place ,

Where its just you and me against this world ,

You moved away a lot of time for my good ,

Forgetting that my good is with you ,

When you're happy my friend is happy ,

When you're sad my world fades again ,

Moving away was your move but staying

looking at your eyes from even far , was mine ,

Everytime you came back made our friendship impregnable ,

I wish nothing from god but you to be happy ,

For the reason that my heart is blooming ,

When yours is connected.

WEIRD US

October brought us together when we were hiding ,

Hiding everything from everyone ,

Our thoughts then matched with our eyes searching

our real self , when his voice touched my ears ,

My heart rang a bell , it was a bell in my heart after a long time ,

When the sound reached my ears my lips smiled ,

I had a night with my pupils looking at the ceiling ,

Head replaying the voice I heard of him that morning ,

Instead of pumping my heart was pouring butterflies out ,

When I remembered that this was gonna last ,

The way we're , open and annoying sometimes ,

Beautiful and out of this world quiet time ,

Desperate to have a conversation our friendship grows ,

Even if he leaves , he leaves with hope ,

I hated October a lot , but now it's my favourite month ,

We're so lovable sometimes , sometimes we're cussed ,

But I can't help this , because we're named as weird us .

YOU'RE WORTHY

My heart ripped apart when you said it ,

I'm not worthy enough were your words ,

When my soul cried hoping to heal you .

You're worthy you're loved I remember,

I yelled when I said this to myself .

Praying to god to heal you because I'm away ,

Hoping to see you smile wherever you're ,

Oh how sensitive my heart is I thought ,

When I smiled having tears in eyes ,

Asking god for you to be ok .

FRIENDS

Love is of several phases and types I guess ,

I found one in him that day when we both matched ,

We lost each other several times yet we found

each other in the hard times .

Random is his choice to be always ,

Even when he's sad he finds a way to hold on ,

When I guess I found someone who's worth waiting for ,

Because he's worth everything ,

With the depth ness of my heart I never want it to end ,

Cause maybe the universe decided us to be friends.

I MEANT EVERYTHING

I accidentally fell in love with him ,

When he came into my life ,

He is like water to my plants now ,

When excess sunlight was burning me ,

Gazing the beautiful texture of water

while running my legs into it ,

The sound of the waves , Playing into my ears.

When throwing a coin in a pond ,

My wish were you and nothing else.

I said I love you a lot of times ,

Will wait for you all the time ,

Even if you leave me behind ,

Cause I meant everything all the time.

MAYBE IN OTHER UNIVERSE

I love how you and I have no end together ,

But still god bought us on the same page .

Maybe to know how unfortunate we are ,

Or we're fortunate.

Two lovers on the same page , god wanted us

But they separated us because we loved someone else's ,

Thinking is always one thing ,

We'd be together if they were not here .

Maybe to teach love ,

maybe to teach what separation looks like .

Maybe to stay , maybe to leave.

Or maybe to stay as we do. Separated.

How unfair life seems sometimes ,

Where two people were in love ,

They separated themselves because

They loved someone else.

Maybe in another universe ,

All they say .

WHO LIVES IN MY HEAD

A person so strong,

I saw crying that day.

When we're devoted,

Left alone when they.

Art adores him the most,

Eternal blood he has.

He says I live in his head,

When we have nothing in our hands.

Museum is his eyes,

Dwelling in originality.

Lost the sight of reality.

Dwelling in sanity.

He will heal one day,

Will laugh like he used to.

Flowers will bloom again,

When he will become his true.

LOVE AS UNFORTUNATE

Love was never mine,

in the ocean I dive.

Where I found love.

They were always above.

I gave my blood.

The ocean had flood.

They lost their mind,

I was one to remind.

I am unfortunate.

The flood found a gate.

Tragedy I bring for you,

Days were very few.

Ruined what we were,

The flood was blur.

I other reality we reside,

When I opened my eyes.

I DON'T DESERVE

Powerless I am to do anything,

When Everyone clutched my spark.

Sitting like a bird with no wing,

When I was left in a boat with no ark.

Thinking of the deeds coming back to me,

How mean spirited I was to do so.

Still having a hope to be happy,

Feeling nothing drowning in yeo.

In a room blank my mind it was,

Am finding a ray of hope to catch the light.

Want to hold hands with myself like everyone does,

Realising I lost myself in Twilight.

I think of my old self sometimes,

I was happy, but even if I want to can't be this time

HER

I found my heart in her ,

met her not knowing

how crucial us coming ,

found my heart in her ,

While mine was in her.

Holding our souls ,

we fought battles all ,

Saving each other every time ,

we stood by everyday