Poor Little Fool! [Ricky Nelson]

Chapter 6

[Waring s****l Conduct]

April 1958

I folded up an extra dress placing it into my suite case. I was humming while I was packing my clothing. Ricky was on his way over to pick me up. He was driving me to my parents.

It was only a few towns over from here. I hoped my parents would be alright with the idea of me dating Ricky now. I had told my mom over the phone. She seemed surprised about this.

But she was alright with it. She knew I always had a mad crush on Ricky. She told me she would let father know that Ricky was coming to stay with me.

But of course, we would have to sleep in separate rooms at my parents out of respect for them. It was going to be a full house there. Aunt Martha was going to be there with uncle Ben. I had not saw them since Christmas.

Mom was not sure if Avery was going to show up or not. Avery had not told mom a definite yes or no yet. That meant that Avery could come at the last moment. Or not come at all. Either way.

I kind of hoped that Avery chose not to come. That would be great for Ricky and I both. I wanted Avery gone for our first holiday together. But I knew we would have to deal with Avery at some point.

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"Hey Willow, Ricky is here" says Mary Ellen.

"Coming!" I tell them.

I rush out of the room. There stands Ricky with a happy grin splashed on his face. "Hi babe" he greets me.

I rush to him. He pulls me in his arms. Then kisses me. "Hi babe" I reply back.

He laughs. "Are you all packed to go?" he asks me.

I nod. "Are you sure you are ready for this?" I ask one more time. "Avery could be coming" I warn him.

"I know. I told you before. I am fine and it will be good to see your family again. And be there for you" he says sweetly to me. He kisses me. "No more worries okay?" he asks me softly as he touches my cheek with his hand.

I nod. I lean up kissing him on the lips.

"Can I use your bathroom before the long road trip?" he asks me.

"Sure, down the hall to the left" answers Mary Ellen.

Ricky leaves the room for a moment.

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"Are you sure you are okay?" worries Mary Ellen.

I smile. "I am. Maybe Avery won't even come" I tell her. "that would be nice"

"But what if she does?" asks Mary Ellen. "what if she wants him back and he finds he has feelings for her then what will you do?" she asks softly.

I shake my head. "Ricky already told me that he was over her" I tell her.

Ricky comes back in the room and smiles. "You ready baby? We better hit the road, so we make it there by dinner time" he warns me.

"Alright" I say. "let me get my stuff"

I grab my suite case out of my room. Then head off with Ricky.

"Happy Easter Mary Ellen!" I say before I leave. Ricky helps me put my luggage into the back of the trunk. Then he opens the door for me to get in his car.

I hop in. Then he gets in. I scoot near him after he was all settled in the car. And then he places his arm around my shoulder. We take off. Nervousness scatters inside me.

Was it to soon for me to bring Ricky? Was this a bad idea? I really wanted him to come as my boyfriend. And brag and rub it in Avery's nose if she did show up. I could not help but want to show him off a little bit.

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"I am happy to spend our first holiday with you" he tells me as we drive out on the highway.

"Me to. It will be nice" I say.

"Yes, then the next one you can come to my folks" he offers.

"There will be a next time?" I giggle.

"Sure, why not? I hope we last a long long time" he tells me.

He smiles over at me.

"Me to" I agree. "how have your parents been?"

"Good they know I am seeing you. They are glad" he mentions.

"Really? You told them about me?" I ask.

I am blushing now.

"Yes, and I let them know I was not coming home for Easter. That I would be with my girlfriend" he adds.

He called me his girlfriend.

I peck him on the cheek with my lips. "Ricky!" I breath out.

"Oh, look in the back seat there" he tells me.

I turn and glance in the back seat of his car. There was a box of cigars. The kind my father loved. And my mother's favorite kind of candy! He was so sweet to remember this stuff. My mom would love this.

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"You are so sweet! They will adore you" I tease. I ruffle his hair playfully.

"Hey, don't mess up my hair" he jokes.

"I love messing up that perfect hair" I giggle.

"I know you do" he smirks. He smiles.

He looks as happy as I feel right now. I hoped it would last us all weekend long. Fingers crossed. And toes to. I sigh. Soon we were at my parents. He gets the gifts out of the backseat. Then he takes me by the hand and we our fingers lace together as he leads the way to the front door.

Daddy was already standing on the front porch with mom. He was wearing sweater and slacks. He was smoking his pipe. His dark black glasses rested on the brim of his nose.

His hair was slicked back perfectly. Mom had on a beautiful mint green dress that fit her figure perfectly. She had little pink flowers splashed on it. Her hair was curled perfectly. She rushes to me and hugs me.

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"I am so glad you are home! I was not sure if Avery is coming. I am grateful that one my daughters will be here" she gushes to me. I hug her back.

"Hi mom!" I giggle.

"Ricky how wonderful to see you again! My you have grown to be a fine young man" gushes my mom. She hugs Ricky before he can give her the gifts. He nearly drops them. Then dad hugs me. And shakes hands with Ricky.

"Hi there" he greets Ricky. "How are your folks? We get Christmas cards from them still every year" he mentions.

"That is great. They are doing well" Ricky adds. "Here these are for you"

He hands my parents their favorite goodies.

"Oh, Ricky how lovely my favorite" mom looked pleased. She hugs Ricky again.

"Well these are expensive. They are the best from Cuba. You better take these back" worries my dad as he tries to give the gift back.

"Sir I don't smoke. They are for you. Enjoy. I remembered you liked these" he tells my dad.

Dad looked pleased. Then took the cigars back. "Well thank you" he says.

"Come on in kids" mom demands.

Everything is still the same as we enter a childhood time warp for me. Ricky glances around. He carries in my luggage and his. Father takes my luggage for him. And heads up to show Ricky his room where he will be staying. And leave my luggage in my old bedroom.

"Hi sweetheart. I am so glad you are here!" gushes aunt Martha.

We hug.

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"Where is uncle?" I ask her.

"Napping. He and your father were playing cards late last night" she laughs.

"Like old times" I say with a smile.

"Is Avery here? I saw her boyfriend arrive" says aunt Martha.

I wince. "No, she is not here. That is my boyfriend now" I explain. "Ricky is dating me. Not Avery"

"But I was sure he was the one she was so serious about before. The singer, right?" she asks me as she looks confused.

"Martha be a dear I need help setting the table for dinner" calls out mother.

I sigh. Ricky and my father chit chatted with my uncle. Then uncle and dad headed outside. Ricky makes his way to my side. He pulls me in his embrace. Then kisses me tenderly on the lips.

"How are you doing? What were they talking about?" I ask.

"Oh, they asked if I wanted to help grill. I am not that great of a cook yet" he laughs.

"Dad loves to grill" I say. "I am sure you would make a wonderful chef"

He smiles. "I will have to try and cook you dinner one night" he vows.

I smile. "I would love that. What do you do for dinner?" I ask. "don't you cook?"

"No time. Take out or there is microwave dinners. Someone always wants to hang out and get something to eat you know?" he asks me.

"I get that" I say.

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Later that night we have a great dinner. Ricky sits beside me at the family table. Like when Avery used to sit beside him. I was proud to have him as my date at the family table. As we eat, I feel his hand reach over and take mine in his. Holding my hand under the table. I smile over at him. He smiles back. Then winks at me.

Later on, I get ready for bed. I had told everyone good night. So far Avery had not bothered to show up. But Easter was tomorrow. She could still show for the event. We were all getting up early the next morning because we wanted to see the Easter parade in town.

Mom loved parades. I did not really care for crowds. But going with the family was always fun. I turn out my light once I put my hair up in curlers for the night. I find an old high school photo of Ricky on my dresser. I forgot I had that there. He had given me his photo.

I smile at that photo. Now he was my boyfriend. Not Avery's. I wished I could tell him how I felt. But Mary Ellen was right. It was far too soon. And he should be the one to tell me first.

I wanted Ricky to say the L word before me. Then that would mean he was really over Avery. Once and for all. I sigh as I place his photo back on my dresser. Right as I pull the covers up over me the door opens and closes softly.

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"Hey!" he says.

I glance up. I see Ricky standing there in the moonlight.

My heart races.

"I could not sleep with you in the next room over from me. I tried. I tossed and turned" he admits. He had nothing but a white tee shirt on and boxers. I forget I am in my night gown. I make my way to his side. My hair curlers.

Crap!

I quickly take them all out. Setting them on the dresser. My near dry curls cascade down to my shoulders. I feel his gaze on me. He pulls me in his arms. His gaze meets mine.

He touches my cheek with his hand. Then his lips fall to mine. Crushing mine. With a powerful force of feelings. My breast perk as they press into his bare chest feeling his heat flame into my body.

He groans softly as our kiss deepens.

"You look beautiful tonight" he whispers to me.

"Ricky" I shiver with delight.

I lift my top up over my head. My night gown falls down to my ankles. I see his erection painfully showing in his boxers. I take my hand then graze over his length. His erection leaps on my hand. His eyes close as I wrap my fingers around him.

Feeling him. Stroking him in my hand. Excitement floods in me as I feel his hard c**k in my hands. I had to see him. Taste him.

My body craves more of him. With my other hand I place his hand on my breast. My eyes watching his every move. Then I take my hand and remove his boxers.

He was large. He was going to tare me up. But in a good damn way. It had been so long since I had a man in my life. I go over and lock the door. So, no one could walk in on us.

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"Willow are you sure?" he goes to say.

"Shhhh" I whisper to him.

I jerk him harder in my hand to bring him pleasure and relief. Then I ease down. And take the man in my mouth. He bucks at first. I clamp my lips over him. Then suck on his erection. I close my eyes and pleasure him. I wanted to show him how much I treasured him. And how much he meant to me. How long I have wanted this. How long I wanted him.

"You are so large Ricky, I bet all the girls tell you that huh baby?" I whisper dirty talk to him as I lick the tip of him then dip him back into my throat. He grunts then his hands are in my hair.

"I don't have a lot of girls in my bed. Willow there have only been.... been" he loses train of thought of what he was going to say as I take him as far back as I can in my mouth. "f**k" he whispers.

He takes me over to the bed. I feel his fingers rub my c**t in my panties. Shamefully wetness release in me. I glance up to see what he was doing next.

He places his lips to my panties. I feel his fingers slide in the corner of them. Then inside of me. He sucks my c**t between his lips. I breath out. Then shudder with delight. My hands go in his hair. My panties are so wet now.

He removes them down my legs. Then I feel his tongue enter me. His fingers stroke inside me. I whimper. I bite my lip not to cry out and wake everyone in the house. He was f*****g me with his mouth. He felt so good. My back arches.

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"Ricky, I want you please!" I beg of him.

He lays on the bed. "Climb on" he orders.

He was ready. So was I. He had a condom on him, so he slides it on the tip.

"You are sure you want me in charge?" I joke.

"Yes, hop on. You will feel less pain as a virgin" he adds.

I laugh. "I am not a virgin Ricky" I say softly.

"You're not?" he asks surprised.

"Why did you think I was?" I ask. I giggle.

"Well you were coming undone by my moves. My actions never work that well" he jokes.

"They work well with the right woman for you. And this time you have the perfect woman for you" I remind him. I straddle him between my legs. Then kiss him deeply. I slide his c**k in me. "damn you feel, you feel so good" I whisper to him.

I rock myself on him. He slams deeper into me.

I had to bite my lip to stop the L word from flying from my lips. I wanted so badly to tell him how I was feeling. How deep in love with him I was. Right now. I felt him. It felt like he was in love with me. But I had been wrong before. Maybe I wanted to think he was in love with me.

He yanks me down to kiss me.

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"Ricky, I want to tell you something" I breath out.

"Yes?" he grunts as he slams into me. I feel his breath on my neck.

"I want to tell you that" I mutter.

I could not think straight right now.

"Ricky" I moan his name.

He kisses me. Shutting me up.

Did he love me? So much passion. I felt something for me. He felt something for me. My heart soars with that feeling.

"Am I hurting you?" he worries.

"No" I manage to mutter.

Soon we are nearly rattling the bed along the wall.

"We better be a little more quiet" I warn him.

My hands are in his hair.

"You are messing up my hair" he teases softly.

"I know" I say as I rock him inside me. I lean down kissing him. Hoping that he felt how much I loved him.

He had to know.

This feeling, this bond was so strong right now.

"Willow" he groans softly.

"Yes?" I ask.

Then he is cuming. He pulls out then I feel him explode near my leg.

"What were you going to say Ricky?" I ask as he kisses my shoulder.

"You are so amazing Willow. Wow" he tells me.

"That is it?" I wonder hoping for more from him.

"Amazing!" he tells me.

"Yes, it was" I sigh.

He cleans off. Then me.

He pulls me in his arms.

"What if my mom catches us?" I worry.

"Set your alarm. I will sneak out early" he adds. "I want to sleep here with you" he begs.

"Alright" I giggle.

I set my alarm.

Then he pulls me in his embrace. He kisses me.

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"Good night Willow" he says to me. "Sweet dreams"

"Sweet dreams Ricky" I sigh.

Well Mary Ellen was right. It was to soon for the L word. I did not want to scare him off. But I felt something tonight. Something was there. I know I was not wrong.

Why was he holding back from saying anything? I could not blame him. I was holding back. Maybe he was scared to tell me because Avery hurt him so badly before. I had to show him that I loved him without telling him. Then maybe he would say it first. I know he was feeling love for me.

That passion was something you could not fake. Not like that. I smile as my eyes close. I listen to Ricky breath in and out as his arms keep me warm while he spooned me in bed.

I wished I had his love. If I did, I would never break his heart. Not like Avery had. She was foolish to let him go. I would always want him by my side. Avery lucked out. Now it was my turn.

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