Dear Diary,
Something awful is going to happen today.
I don't know why I wrote that. It's crazy. There is no reason for me to be upset and every reason for me to be happy, but...
But here I am at 5:30 in the morning, awake and scared. I keep telling myself it's just all in my head since I have the book Supernaturals but that doesn't explain why I feel so scared. So lost.
Three days ago, after Chase left my place, I opened the book and I could feel the power that came through me.
I know. That sounds crazy.
But it did and all of a sudden, I started craving blood.
I was too tired yesterday to go to orientation.
Denise picked up my schedule for me, but I didn't feel like talking to her on the phone or talking to anyone.
I've got to see the crowd today, though. We are supposed to
