Rebecca's POV
Am going crazy right now. My head keeps churning and tuning and pounding harder and harder by the minute. How the freaking hell did my plans get so messed up??
How did I get to this point where I don't even know what to think because all I want to do is to hit someone or something, anything at all. I just need to Chanel all this anger to someone or something. I f*****g need to scream my lungs out or break something.
I had it all planned out. For f**k's sake I had everything under control. Toby was supposed to go out there and get her. He was supposed to get her rattled up and disorganize her thoughts so when she hears the news about my engagement to her father, she won't be able to react in a negative way.
Gosh!!! I wanted this to be a huge surprise for her. Who knew that
