Sword of the Emperor

Darkness that's all I see and I like that darkness since I've gotten used to it I have been alone since the age of six,  My parents died in a mugging while I was with them, then my grandparents took me in I thought I could finally get over their deaths but life had other plans,  One year later they died in a car crash coming to pick me up from school, My life has been hell since then my relatives didn't want anything to do with me,  During that time wanting that time I wanted to be loved so much I put myself into my Schoolwork just to be praised by the teachers but because of that I was bullied,  Bullied through middle and high school I was so done with it the only reason I even came to school was to keep up my grades,  One day they took it too far in my second year of high school they put me in the hospital for two weeks after that I researched ways to protect myself then I came across martial art by the name of ???? ????,  By the end of my 2nd year of high school, I mastered it and taught my Bullies a lesson but instead of getting praised I got in trouble and people looked at me with fear The next 2 years went by fast for me during that time I took on sword fighting and started watching anime but other than that I just kept stuffing my brain with Information,  I finished high school with a 5.0 GPA and got 1600 on my SAT I applied for Harvard and got accepted I was happy thinking I could start over but that's when ??? appeared,  When she appeared I thought she could take my loneliness away I guess you could say it was love at first sight but that was all a lie,  The reason she appeared was just to cause me pain, Our first date was a ???, Our first kiss was a ???, It was all just to cause me ???? and it did just that,  I was going to pick up my girlfriend from her house I think we're going to do it I'm so excited I guess she really is the one to bring me back from my loneliness,  As I knocked on the door it opened I got scared thinking about what happened to Sofia so walked in ready to fight but I was not prepared for was to come next I heard weird sounds coming from her room grabbing a Javelin I walked towards the room with caution but with a pep in my step,  I opened the door to a man above Sofia with her moaning in pain,  "GET OFF OF HER!" I said yelling getting ready to attack him Then he started laughing while turning his head slightly I was shocked to see who it was it was Chris my main bully "But she doesn't want that do you ?????" Chris said caressing her face with a wicked smile "What you Bastard?! Her name is SOFIA!" I said angrily "Can you please shut ???" Sofia says getting up with a cover covering her bare body with Hickeys all over them "My name is Alexa, I can't believe you actually thought I'd date someone like you, Your such a fool" Alexa said as she looked at me with cold eyes "What? I thought you loved me? was this all just a lie?!" I said with tears falling down my eyes   "Yeah! And I thought you were smart, hahaha your so gullible" Alexa said sitting down and crossing her legs  "Now to do what I came here to do," He says pulling out a gun and before I can react shoots me Five times in the stomach  I drop to the ground on my knees holding my stomach trying not to pass out from the pain or even worse die "What you're not dead yet? well doesn't matter I want to see you in pain before you die" He said before his 10 goons come out of nowhere holding bats and crowbars  "Get him, make sure it hurts!" He smiled wickedly "You got it, boss," the goons said walking towards No, I can't die, I don't wanna die, I just can't Die! At that, I moment I felt an extreme case of adrenalin, getting up clutching the Javelin not feeling the pain from my gunshot wounds and I rushed at the goons,  I can't believe It but I started killing them I started stabbing them everywhere I could, the grief, the suffering I endured, all came out at that moment,  The Heart, The head, The Throat, The Lungs, Some of them died quickly others died Slowly,  After I killed them all I see Chris walking towards me with his gun ready to shoot me he fires the gun but they move slowly towards me,  I dodge them and run towards Chris stabbing him in the throat watching him try to stop the bleeding was funny Then I turn my eyes towards Alexa who had a scared look on her begging me not to closer Then I started walking closer to the person who caused me this pain,  But before I could kill her I dropped dead with the adrenaline wearing off I fell right next to her I can't believe the last thing I saw was her face And that's how I got here in this dark void waiting for my soul to just wash away  As I was thinking about that I felt something it's like I was getting swept away like I'm in a whirlpool 'I guess this is the end I'm glad I just wanna see my family the people who bring me comfort' I thought excepting my fate wanting to get my suffering over with As I was expecting to die I feel a bump opening my eyes which I was surprised to have as I looked it looks like I was in a dirty carriage trying to move my hands only to find myself in constraints,  What the hell is going on?!