THE GIRL WHO FOUND LOVE AT LAST
CHAPTER ONE
The Girl Nobody Chose
Amara had always believed in love.
Since she was a little girl, she had dreamed of meeting a man who would love her with all his heart. Someone who would hold her hands when she was afraid, listen when she needed to talk, and remind her that she was special even on the days she felt worthless.
She wanted a love that felt like home.
But life had a different plan for her.
At nineteen, Amara had already experienced the kind of heartbreak that made her question whether true love existed.
Her first boyfriend, Daniel, had promised her forever. He called her his queen, told her she was the most beautiful girl in the world, and swore that nothing would ever separate them.
Amara believed every word.
She gave him her time, her attention, and her trust. Whenever he was sad, she stayed awake to comfort him. Whenever he needed encouragement, she reminded him of his worth.
She thought that was what love meant.
Then one rainy Thursday evening, everything changed.
Amara sat on her bed, staring at her phone. She had sent Daniel several messages, but he hadn't replied.
Finally, a message appeared.
Daniel: Amara, I think we should stop this relationship.
She read it once.
Twice.
Then a third time.
Her hands began to tremble.
Amara: What happened? Did I do something wrong?
His reply came several minutes later.
Daniel: I'm no longer interested. Please don't make this difficult.
That was all.
No explanation. No apology. No memory of the promises he had made.
Just four years of dreams reduced to a few careless words.
Amara placed her phone beside her and stared at the ceiling. Tears slipped down her cheeks as questions filled her mind.
Was she not beautiful enough?
Had she loved him too much?
Was there something wrong with her?
That night, she cried until she fell asleep.
The following weeks were even harder. She saw Daniel posting pictures with another girl, smiling in ways she remembered from their happiest days.
Her friends told her to move on, but nobody understood how difficult it was to forget someone who had once made her believe she was everything.
So Amara made a decision.
She would stop believing in love.
She would stop expecting people to stay.
And she would never again allow anyone to have the power to break her heart.
She didn't know it yet, but somewhere beyond her pain, a new chapter was waiting to begin.
And the man who would eventually change her life hadn't even met her.
CHAPTER TWO
A Heart Behind a Smile
Two years passed.
Amara was now twenty-one, studying at university. To everyone around her, she seemed happy. She laughed with her friends, attended lectures, and sometimes joked about relationships.
But behind her smile was a girl who had quietly given up on being loved.
Whenever her friends discussed their boyfriends, she listened without contributing much.
"Amara, when are you going to get yourself a man?" her friend Ifeoma teased one afternoon.
Amara laughed.
"Never. Men are stress."
"Not all men!"
"Maybe. But I'm not interested in finding out."
Ifeoma shook her head. "One day, somebody will make you change your mind."
"That person should not waste his time."
She said it confidently, but a small part of her still wished someone would prove her wrong.
Someone who would choose her without making her beg.
Someone who would stay without being forced.
Someone who would see her flaws and still find reasons to love her.
But wishes were dangerous things. They gave people hope, and hope had a way of hurting when reality refused to cooperate.
One Monday morning, Amara hurried into the university library to escape the rain.
She was carrying three textbooks and a notebook when she accidentally bumped into someone.
Her books fell to the floor.
"Oh my goodness! I'm so sorry!" she exclaimed.
The young man bent down immediately to help her.
"It's okay. I think the books attacked me first."
Amara looked up.
He was tall, with warm brown eyes and a small smile that made him look friendly rather than proud.
For the first time that morning, she laughed.
"Then I apologize on behalf of my books."
He handed her the last textbook.
"I'm Michael."
"Amara."
"Nice to meet you, Amara."
She nodded and hurried towards an empty table.
Michael watched her for a moment before returning to his own seat.
He didn't follow her.
He didn't ask for her number.
He didn't try to impress her.
And strangely, that was what made her notice him.
For the rest of the afternoon, they studied in silence.
When Amara finally packed her things, she discovered that the rain had stopped.
As she walked towards the library exit, she heard someone call her name.
She turned.
Michael stood a few steps away.
"You forgot this."
He held up her notebook.
Amara checked her bag and realized he was right.
"Oh! Thank you so much."
"You're welcome."
He paused before adding, "I hope your books behave themselves tomorrow."
She laughed again.
"I can't promise anything."
They said goodbye, and Amara walked away.
She didn't know why, but she found herself smiling.
It was nothing serious.
Just a stranger returning a notebook.
Just a small conversation.
Just an ordinary day.
Yet, for reasons she couldn't explain, something about Michael felt different.
And for a girl who had spent two years building walls around her heart, even the smallest c***k was dangerous.
CHAPTER THREE
The Boy Who Didn't Rush Her
Michael began appearing in Amara's life in the most unexpected ways.
Sometimes, they met in the library.
Other times, they crossed paths outside the lecture hall or at the university cafeteria.
Their conversations started with simple greetings and gradually became longer.
Michael was easy to talk to. He listened when she spoke and never made her feel silly for expressing an opinion.
He had a quiet sense of humor that made her laugh when she least expected it.
One afternoon, they sat beneath a tree near the university's sports field.
Michael was eating a meat pie while Amara drank a bottle of water.
"Can I ask you something?" he said.
"Depends on the question."
"Why do you always look like you're preparing to run away?"
Amara frowned.
"What?"
"Whenever someone gets too friendly with you, you suddenly remember somewhere else you need to be."
She looked away.
"Maybe I'm just busy."
"Maybe."
He didn't press the matter.
That surprised her.
Most people demanded explanations. They wanted to know everything immediately, even when she wasn't ready to talk.
Michael simply let the silence remain.
After a while, he changed the subject.
And Amara found herself grateful.
Weeks later, he asked if she would like to get a snack with him after lectures.
She almost said no.
Not because she disliked him, but because she was afraid of what might happen if she started liking him too much.
Still, she agreed.
They spent the afternoon talking about music, childhood memories, family, and their dreams for the future.
When Michael walked her to the campus gate, he stopped.
"I enjoyed today," he said.
"Me too."
"Can we do it again sometime?"
Amara hesitated.
"Michael, I don't want to lead you on."
He looked confused.
"I'm not sure I understand."
"I'm not ready for a relationship."
He nodded slowly.
"Okay."
She stared at him.
"That's all?"
"What else should I say?"
"I don't know. Most people would try to convince me."
Michael smiled gently.
"Amara, you don't owe me a relationship because we enjoy spending time together. If you aren't ready, you aren't ready."
For a moment, she couldn't speak.
Those words were simple, but they touched a place in her heart she had kept hidden for a long time.
He wasn't demanding anything.
He wasn't making promises he expected her to repay.
He was allowing her to choose.
"Thank you," she whispered.
"For what?"
"For understanding."
Michael smiled.
"You're welcome."
That evening, Amara lay on her bed thinking about him.
She remembered Daniel, who had once told her that if she truly loved him, she would do anything to keep him.
Then she remembered Michael, who seemed perfectly willing to let her make her own decisions.
They were different in ways she couldn't ignore.
For the first time in years, Amara wondered whether love could be something other than fear.
Perhaps love didn't have to be a constant struggle to prove that she was worth keeping.
Perhaps it could be gentle.
Perhaps it could be patient.
Perhaps it could begin with friendship.
And perhaps, just perhaps, her heart wasn't as broken as she had believed
.CHAPTER FOUR
The Day Her Past Returned
Monday morning began like every other day.
Amara sat in the university cafeteria with Ifeoma, eating bread and drinking tea while complaining about an assignment they had to submit.
"I swear, this lecturer wants us to stop sleeping," Ifeoma said, dropping her spoon.
Amara laughed. "Maybe he thinks students don't need sleep."
"Then he should come and write the assignment himself!"
They both burst into laughter.
For a moment, Amara forgot about everything troubling her. She forgot about her fears, her broken promises, and the part of her heart she had carefully hidden from the world.
Then Ifeoma suddenly stopped laughing.
"Amara."
"Hmm?"
"Don't turn around immediately."
Amara frowned. "Why?"
"Just listen to me."
"You're beginning to scare me."
Ifeoma leaned closer.
"Isn't that Daniel standing over there?"
The smile disappeared from Amara's face.
Her heart began beating faster.
She turned slowly.
And there he was.
Daniel.
The boy who had once promised to love her forever. The boy whose goodbye had left her questioning her worth. The boy she had spent two years trying to forget.
He stood near the cafeteria entrance, wearing a black shirt and jeans. He looked older, but his smile was painfully familiar.
Then his eyes met hers.
For several seconds, neither of them moved.
Finally, Daniel walked towards her table.
"Amara?"
She swallowed.
"Daniel."
He pulled out a chair.
"Can I sit?"
"You can stand if you want."
Ifeoma nearly choked on her tea.
Daniel looked uncomfortable, but he sat down anyway.
"I've been looking for you."
Amara stared at him.
"For what?"
He rubbed his palms together.
"I know things ended badly between us."
"Badly?" She laughed without amusement. "You sent me a message saying you were no longer interested. That was all you had to say after everything we shared?"
"I was young."
"So was I."
"I made mistakes."
"And I paid for them."
Daniel lowered his eyes.
For the first time, Amara noticed something she had never expected to see in him.
Regret.
"I've missed you," he whispered.
Those three words struck a familiar place in her heart.
Once upon a time, she would have given anything to hear them.
Once upon a time, she would have rushed into his arms, cried against his chest, and begged him never to leave again.
But that girl was gone.
Or perhaps she was still there, buried beneath the lessons pain had taught her.
Daniel reached across the table.
"Amara, I want us to try again."
She pulled her hand away.
"Try again?"
"Yes. I still care about you."
She looked at him for a long moment.
"Daniel, do you know what I did after you left?"
He said nothing.
"I blamed myself. I wondered what was wrong with me. I questioned whether I was beautiful enough, interesting enough, or good enough to be loved."
Her voice trembled, but she continued.
"And while I was trying to understand why you abandoned me, you were busy showing the world how happy you were with someone else."
Daniel looked ashamed.
"I know I hurt you."
"No. I don't think you understand. You hurt me, and then you left me to figure out how to heal from something I never expected you to do."
"I'm sorry."
Amara looked away.
For two years, she had imagined this moment.
She had imagined him returning, apologizing, and begging for another chance.
In those fantasies, she always knew what to say.
But now that he was sitting in front of her, all she felt was exhaustion.
"I forgive you, Daniel," she finally said. "But forgiveness doesn't mean I want you back."
His expression changed.
"Is there someone else?"
Amara hesitated.
Michael's face appeared in her mind.
His gentle smile. His patience. The way he never forced her to explain herself before she was ready.
"That's none of your business," she replied.
Daniel stood.
"I can see you've changed."
"Yes," Amara said quietly. "I had to."
He stared at her for a moment before walking away.
Ifeoma watched him disappear through the cafeteria doors.
Then she turned to Amara.
"Are you okay?"
Amara nodded, although her eyes were beginning to fill with tears.
"I think so."
Ifeoma took her hand.
"You don't have to pretend with me."
That was all it took.
Amara began to cry.
Not because she wanted Daniel back.
Not because she regretted turning him down.
She cried because she had finally realized how much pain she had survived.
And for the first time, she was proud of the girl who had survived it.
Across the cafeteria, someone had witnessed the entire conversation.
Michael.
He had come looking for Amara, hoping to invite her to lunch.
But now he stood near the entrance, wondering who the man was and why Amara had looked so heartbroken.
He wanted to approach her.
He wanted to ask if she was okay.
Instead, he gave her space.
He didn't know that, by doing so, he was showing her exactly why he was different.
CHAPTER FIVE
The First Time She Felt Jealous
Over the following days, Amara tried to forget her encounter with Daniel.
She attended lectures, completed her assignments, and spent time with Ifeoma.
But something had changed.
Whenever she sat quietly, Daniel's words returned to her.
I've missed you.
She hated how those words could still affect her.
She had thought she was completely over him. She had believed that seeing him again would mean nothing.
Instead, she discovered that healing was not always as simple as forgetting.
Sometimes, it meant remembering what happened without allowing it to control your future.
And she was still learning how to do that.
On Thursday afternoon, Michael approached her outside the library.
"Hey, stranger."
Amara looked up from her phone.
"Michael!"
He smiled.
"I was beginning to think you had disappeared."
"I've been busy."
"I can see that."
He studied her face for a moment.
"Are you okay?"
Amara hesitated.
"Why do you ask?"
"You haven't been yourself lately."
She considered telling him about Daniel.
But she wasn't ready.
"I'm fine. Just a little tired."
Michael nodded.
"All right. If you ever want to talk, I'm here."
There it was again.
That gentle patience.
She wished she could explain how much it meant to her.
"Thank you, Michael."
He smiled.
"You're welcome. By the way, there's a small event happening on campus tomorrow. Music, food, and a few people pretending they can dance."
Amara laughed.
"Are you one of those people?"
"Absolutely. I'm an excellent dancer."
"That sounds like a lie."
"It's a talent you haven't witnessed yet."
She shook her head, smiling.
"Fine. I'll come."
"Really?"
"Don't make me change my mind."
Michael grinned.
"Tomorrow, then."
For the rest of the day, Amara found herself looking forward to seeing him.
She told herself it was only because he was a good friend.
But deep inside, she knew her feelings were changing.
The following evening, the university courtyard was filled with music and laughter. Students gathered in small groups, taking pictures and enjoying themselves.
Amara wore a simple blue dress. Her hair fell neatly around her shoulders, and she had spent more time than usual deciding what to wear.
When she arrived, Michael was standing near a group of friends.
He noticed her immediately.
"Amara!"
She walked towards him.
"Hello, Mr Excellent Dancer."
He laughed.
"I hope you're prepared to witness greatness."
Before she could reply, a young woman approached them.
"Michael!"
The woman smiled brightly and hugged him.
Amara's smile faded slightly.
"Hi, Sandra," Michael said.
Sandra turned towards Amara.
"Oh, hello! I'm Sandra. Michael and I have known each other for years."
"Nice to meet you," Amara replied.
Sandra continued talking to Michael about an event they had attended together. She laughed at his jokes and occasionally touched his arm.
Amara tried to concentrate on the music.
But she couldn't.
Why was Sandra standing so close to him?
Why did Michael seem so comfortable around her?
And why did those little things bother her so much?
She had no right to feel jealous.
Michael wasn't her boyfriend.
He had never promised her anything.
Still, when Sandra suggested that she and Michael should attend another event together, Amara felt an unfamiliar ache in her chest.
Michael glanced at her.
"Amara, are you okay?"
"Of course."
"You seem quiet."
"I'm just tired."
She excused herself and walked towards a quieter part of the courtyard.
A few minutes later, Michael found her standing near a tree.
"Did I do something wrong?" he asked.
"No."
"Then why did you leave?"
Amara sighed.
"Michael, you don't have to follow me everywhere."
He looked surprised.
"You're right. I don't."
She immediately regretted her words.
He continued gently.
"But I thought you wanted us to spend time together. If something is bothering you, I'd rather you tell me than feel uncomfortable."
Amara stared at the ground.
How could she explain something she barely understood herself?
How could she tell him that seeing him with another girl had made her realize she wanted to be more than his friend?
"I don't know what's wrong with me," she admitted.
Michael's expression softened.
"There's nothing wrong with you."
She shook her head.
"I think I'm beginning to care about you too much."
Silence settled between them.
Amara's heart pounded.
She had said too much.
She had allowed the truth to escape before she could hide it.
Michael looked at her for a long moment.
Then he smiled gently.
"Amara, caring about someone isn't a crime."
She looked up.
"But I'm scared."
"Of me?"
"Of what might happen."
Michael nodded slowly.
"I understand."
She expected him to confess his feelings. She expected him to promise that he would never hurt her.
Instead, he said something she would remember for a long time.
"You don't have to decide what we are tonight. You don't have to rush into anything because you're afraid of losing me. Let's just be honest with each other."
Amara felt tears sting her eyes.
"Why are you so patient with me?"
Michael smiled.
"Because you're worth being patient with."
For several seconds, she couldn't speak.
Then, slowly, she smiled.
"Can we go back inside?"
"Of course."
He offered her his hand.
She looked at it, then placed hers in his.
They returned to the music together.
And for the first time, Amara allowed herself to wonder what it might feel like to be loved by someone who wasn't trying to win a battle against her fears.
Someone who simply wanted to know her.
Someone who wanted to stay.
Someone who made her heart feel safe enough to open.
CHAPTER SIX
The Confession
Three weeks passed, and something beautiful began growing between Amara and Michael.
They studied together, shared jokes, and talked about their dreams.
Michael became the person Amara wanted to tell when something good happened.
Whenever she had a difficult day, his messages made her feel a little better.
And whenever he wasn't around, she found herself looking forward to seeing him again.
She had never experienced anything quite like it.
There was no pressure.
No endless arguments about whether she cared enough.
No fear that she had to become someone else to deserve his attention.
Just two people learning about each other.
Then came the evening that changed everything.
It was a Saturday, and Michael had invited Amara to meet him at a small garden café not far from campus.
When she arrived, she found him sitting at a table beneath a string of warm lights.
He stood when he saw her.
"You came."
"Of course. Why wouldn't I?"
He smiled.
"I wasn't sure you would."
Amara sat down.
"Michael, you invited me yesterday. Unless the world ended overnight, I was coming."
He laughed.
They ordered food and spent the first part of the evening talking about their week.
But Amara soon noticed that Michael seemed unusually quiet.
He kept looking at her as if he wanted to say something.
Finally, she put down her glass.
"Okay. What's going on?"
Michael took a deep breath.
"There's something I've wanted to tell you for a while."
Amara's heart began beating faster.
"Tell me."
He looked directly into her eyes.
"Amara, I like you."
She stared at him.
"I mean, I really like you. Somewhere between our conversations, our arguments about music, and the way you pretend not to laugh at my terrible jokes, you became someone very important to me."
A smile threatened to appear on her face.
"Your jokes are terrible."
"I know. It's one of my greatest weaknesses."
She laughed, and he smiled.
Then his expression became serious again.
"I'm not telling you this because I expect you to say you feel the same way. I know you've been hurt before, and I don't want you to feel pressured."
He paused.
"But I would be lying if I said I only saw you as a friend."
Amara's eyes filled with tears.
Not tears of sadness.
These were different.
For so long, she had imagined someone confessing their feelings to her. But in her imagination, she had always prepared herself for the possibility that the person would eventually leave.
Michael wasn't promising her a perfect future.
He was simply telling her the truth.
And somehow, that meant more.
"Michael," she whispered.
"Yes?"
"I'm scared."
He nodded.
"I understand."
"What if I hurt you? What if I become too afraid to trust you? What if one day you decide I'm not enough?"
Michael was quiet for a moment.
Then he said, "Amara, I can't promise that life will always be easy. I can't promise that we'll never disagree or that we'll never have difficult days."
He reached across the table, leaving his hand open beside hers.
"But I can promise to be honest with you. I can promise to listen when we disagree. And I can promise that you won't have to beg me to tell you how I feel."
Amara looked at his hand.
Slowly, she placed hers in it.
"I like you too," she whispered.
Michael's face brightened.
"You do?"
She laughed through her tears.
"Don't make me repeat myself!"
"I'm sorry. I just want to be sure I heard correctly."
She shook her head.
"You're impossible."
"And you like me anyway."
She smiled.
"Unfortunately."
They laughed together.
For the first time, Amara allowed herself to imagine a future that included someone else.
She imagined walking beside Michael after graduation.
She imagined celebrating his successes and letting him celebrate hers.
She imagined ordinary mornings, shared meals, silly arguments, and conversations that continued long after midnight.
She imagined being loved without having to lose herself.
And for the first time, that future didn't seem impossible.
When Michael walked her back to her hostel, he stopped at the entrance.
"Can I ask you something?"
Amara smiled.
"You ask too many questions."
"Should we try this? You and me?"
She looked at him for a long moment.
Then she nodded.
"Yes. But I want us to take things slowly."
Michael smiled.
"Slowly is fine with me."
He didn't ask for more than she was ready to give.
He simply walked beside her until they reached the door.
That night, Amara lay in bed with a smile she couldn't explain.
She had spent years believing that love was something other people received.
Perhaps she was finally learning that she could receive it too.
But neither she nor Michael knew that their happiness would soon face its first real test.
Because sometimes, just when life begins to feel beautiful, the truth arrives with questions neither person is ready to answer.
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CHAPTER SEVEN: THE SECRET HE KEPT 💔
Three weeks had passed since Amara agreed to become Michael's girlfriend.
For the first time in a long time, she was genuinely happy.
Every morning began with a message from Michael.
Michael: Good morning, my sunshine. ❤️☀️
Amara: Good morning, Mr. Sweet Mouth. 😂❤️
Michael: Have you eaten?
Amara: Not yet.
Michael: Amara!
Amara: Michael!
Michael: Go and eat before I come there and report you to your mother. 😂
Amara would laugh at his messages, sometimes so loudly that Ifeoma would throw a pillow at her.
"Please, can you reduce this your happiness?" Ifeoma complained one morning.
Amara looked up from her phone.
"What's your problem?"
"My problem is that somebody has stolen my roommate. The Amara I knew used to complain about men every day. Now, all I hear is Michael this, Michael that!"
Amara burst into laughter.
"You're just jealous."
"Of course! When will my own prince charming arrive?"
"Maybe when you stop disturbing me."
The two friends laughed until tears filled their eyes.
But happiness, as Amara would soon discover, did not mean that life had stopped testing her.
It was a Tuesday evening when everything began to change.
Amara had just finished her lectures and was walking towards the university gate when she called Michael.
He answered after several rings.
"Hello, sweetheart."
She smiled.
"Where are you?"
"I'm at home."
"Really? I thought we were going to study together this evening."
There was a brief silence.
"Oh, yes. I'm sorry, Amara. Something came up."
"What happened?"
"It's nothing serious. I'll explain later."
Amara frowned.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm fine, baby. I promise."
He ended the call shortly afterwards.
Amara stared at her phone.
Something about his voice had sounded different.
For the next few days, Michael became unusually quiet.
He still sent her good-morning messages, but their conversations were shorter. He stopped visiting her after lectures and sometimes failed to answer her calls.
Whenever she asked whether something was wrong, he gave the same answer.
"I'm fine, Amara. Don't worry."
But she was worried.
She knew what it felt like when someone began pulling away without explanation.
She had lived through it before.
And she was terrified of experiencing it again.
On Friday afternoon, Amara decided to visit Michael at the small apartment he shared with his older brother.
She didn't tell him she was coming. She wanted to surprise him.
When she arrived, she knocked on the door.
A young woman opened it.
Amara froze.
The woman was beautiful, with dark skin and long braids. She wore a simple dress and held a phone in her hand.
"Good afternoon," Amara greeted politely.
"Good afternoon. Who are you looking for?"
"Michael. Is he around?"
The woman's expression changed slightly.
"You're Amara, aren't you?"
Amara's heart began to race.
"Yes. How do you know my name?"
Before the woman could answer, Michael appeared behind her.
"Amara?"
His face went pale.
"What are you doing here?"
Amara looked from him to the woman standing beside him.
"I came to see my boyfriend. I didn't know I needed an appointment."
Michael rubbed his forehead.
"Please, come inside."
"No. I think I'll stand here."
The woman stepped aside.
"My name is Vanessa," she said quietly.
Amara waited.
Vanessa glanced at Michael before continuing.
"I'm Michael's former fiancée."
The world seemed to stop.
Amara stared at her.
"Former what?"
Michael closed his eyes briefly.
"Amara, please let me explain."
But Amara could barely hear him.
His former fiancée?
He had never mentioned a woman named Vanessa, let alone a previous engagement.
She turned to him.
"How long have you known her?"
Michael swallowed.
"Amara—"
"How long?"
"Two years."
Two years.
The same period during which Amara had been trying to heal from Daniel.
She felt suddenly cold.
"And when were you planning to tell me?"
Michael looked helpless.
"I wanted to tell you. I just didn't know how."
Vanessa lowered her eyes.
"I came here because I needed to return something that belonged to him. I didn't know you were coming."
Amara nodded slowly.
Then she looked at Michael.
"Did you love her?"
He hesitated.
"Yes. I did."
That answer hurt more than she expected.
She knew everyone had a past. She had one too.
But why had he hidden this from her?
"Why did the engagement end?" she asked.
Michael took a deep breath.
"Our families arranged the engagement because they believed we were right for each other. At first, we tried to make it work. But eventually, we realized that we wanted different things."
He paused.
"We ended it before I met you."
"Then why didn't you tell me?"
"Because I was afraid."
Amara let out a painful laugh.
"Afraid of what? That I would think you had a past? Michael, I have a past too!"
"I know."
"Then why?"
His eyes filled with regret.
"Because I knew how much Daniel had hurt you. I didn't want you to think I was still attached to someone else."
Amara stared at him.
"So instead of trusting me enough to tell me the truth, you decided to hide it?"
Michael had no answer.
For several seconds, the three of them stood in silence.
Finally, Amara stepped backwards.
"I need some time."
"Amara, please."
"Don't."
Her voice broke.
"Please don't ask me to understand something you never gave me the chance to understand."
She turned and walked away.