The alpha afraid mate

my name is Erica Leah Thompson when I was 4 years old my mother has died of cancer. My father have took it very hard. For the first 5 years my father took care of me he showed his care for me his love and he took me to amazing places one year we travel 2 Hershey Pennsylvania he took me Hershey Chocolate Factory I never saw so much chocolate in my life Ben Cross the way was the Hershey amusement park with so many rides I was surprised but that all soon end when he met Tiffany Leia drend she was a very young lady mid-twenties. But I did not trust her though she had this evil look in her eyes this creeping the hell out sometimes but the first two years they were dating everything was fine until my father decide to remarried of course I was okay with it I want my papa to be happy I did like to see him sad. The first few years everything was fine until one day I found out by coming home from school early that she had another man in her bed and I asked her what was that man doing in Papa in your bed she slapped me across my face of course I did not tell my father about it I didn't think you would believe me for the first six months I left it go until the teacher start noticing hand marks on my face they asked me what happened told them step mom hit me because I called her doing something naughty she told me not to tell dada they call my father in and told him the situation he hate it me put Taken his new woman away because she was hitting me knowing that she was cheating on him he didn't care cell he went to drinking thinking that would solve his problem but that did not stop me from getting my education I went to school everyday no matter how tired I am from cleaning house clean that the bruise making sure that covered from his drunkenness. When I turn 18 years old I started to put money away to move away from my father abuse I was getting sick and tired of it I'm getting bruises on my face telling people I walk into a door with getting pretty lame at the point until one night whywhile working at the Diner. Then this boy came in his eyes glow for my sunset over the sea I was drawn to him I didn't know why from me being human by you now when someone that sweet comes into you you must grab it as possible so a girl like me Tuukka Rask and ask hi sir um...... I was wondering if you would go out with me??? His eyes trun dark as the air in the room just been suck out of the room my hreat beat fast as i heard him growl as he left the diner.  What the hell was that my breath was heavy as he left then i start it to relax again as my day want on i was thinking i did something wrong or maybe he was into guys then i be really f..k he was the most drooling guy i have ever meet then from magic mike xd. My name is alpha matt thompson i am 23 years old and hope i never meet my mate she will be my down fall my weekness to my enemy do not want her to have that kind of life for her that she would be afraid of lossing me i will not have it not like my mother did when she have lost my father i was 14 years old i had to take over the pack was the most hard thing i had to do in my life i had no time to have fun with my friends i had to leave that life behide me so i can run the pack. The last 7 years been hell for me so my dear old morher made me to go to her home town for a week she said i need time off and live my life again i said no to her for the frist 2 weeks in till i gave in and said yes she jump in joy hearing me just gave in after 2 weeks the irony me being bug to death by everyone in the pack just to get me to go so i can have a break from pack life.  I got on the 666 plane to lancaster , Pennsylvania the wonderful town my mother told me about the frist few weeks i spend at bars geting lay by any girl i could have fine i did not care for anything around me in till one day some hoe slap my face because i call he annabell by moaning wish i could remember what girls i have hook up with u know but i didnt care so i want to this upper class diner call Zimmerman as i want in i smell the wonderful sweet charry bellossom i see the girl that it was coming from so i walk very close to her then when i smell her she was freaking human.......... Why a dang human they are the weakness ppl ever....... I made a deep growl as she came close to me as my growl said when that dude but very liwer so i strom out of the diner and want to my mother family home as i call my beta joe up told him i meet my mate she was human tho . danm man i sorry to hear that but why a danm human the moon goddness most putinf a joke on you man. Ya that a joke and a helf my ass i will leave here tommrow since this sht want down. Dude just go have a good lay with her then leave just don't mark her u know. Ya ya i know but i dont want to know here tho. Man get drunk and lay with her. Fine i will just to get this tension gone from me. When the dude left the diner I call up my friends told them that this guy came in looking like Magic Mike like who does that so I told them I asked him out right there and then just blurt it out like it's blowing out of my mouth then he rejected me by growling like is he human or not like really who growls like an animal I never saw I heard of such things but I am willing to forgive him if he say sorry to me but you know men these days they always think the part below but you know if I see him again I will ask what is a stand problem because I wanted to meet new people but you know this is the way it's going to be then maybe he's not best for me then again it may just be he's just shy person I hope he's not shy because I'm make sure that shyness is out his but.  I walk hom drom work as i hear some odd sound from the woods the i see golden eyes as a wolf came near as he walk by mwe like nothing i was sht out of my own mind but his eyes was so drewing to me that i smile. At him i didnt care if it was dangerous so the rest of the day want home and sleep in till the next day.