Heartbreak
“Today he will pronounce me as his girlfriend, I can’t be less happy
the fact that we have been dating since our secondary school life and today we’re celebrating the admission we gain into MONICE College
How can I not be happy? When the one I love with my dearest hearts, the one I promise to unleash my virginity to, the only guy that drive me nut, he promise to announce me as his girlfriend, nothing can make me happy more then that,absolutely nothing
I stood infront of the mirror admiring my beautiful face
I was putting on a white short gown made with lace material, My hair dropping at my boobs and my sliver earrings dancing at the shake of my head, on a norms I prefer parking my hair in ponytail style cause it made me move freely but today was a special day for me so I have to look doll in-front of everyone because Justin my boyfriend was every girls dream, he was a handsome devil whose everyone worship as the god of beauty
I must look acceptable in-front of everyone
I Turned to my left side and stared at the silver pouch my best friend Lisa gift me On my last birthday
It was a beautiful bag which I cherish, even tho I have a lot of bag more worth then it but I still love it because of the relationship between me and Lisa
I took a long breath and picked up the pouch, I hung it on my right shoulder ready to go outside when I heard the beep of the door
It was her the Noisy one between us Jemima, she was a beautiful girl and A jovial soul but the fact that she talk to much made me irritate
I, Lisa and Jemima, are close friend right from our middle school cause our parent were also close not until I loose my mum 3 years ago
Even tho my relationship with Justin is Confidential but I fund a way to tell Lisa about it cause I trusted her most she will never betray me
Jemima smile brightly and run to me, she pulled me into a tight hug and inhaled loudly
“Why don’t you stripe your hair, did you feel okay with this” Jemima asked with a concern face, checking out my hair with her hand
Apart from been a noisy one Jemima was a caring type, she make everyone around her comfortable but the fact that she like poking nose made me dislike her a lil bit
“It’s okay, I prefer it like this” I reply with a smile and gestured her to the door
“What about Lisa” I asked when we’re about to Open the car door
“She went earlier” Jemima reply as she made her way to the passenger sit “please drive today I’m kinda tired” she pleaded with a pouted mouth and I don’t have any option then to smile and nod my head
Even tho I don’t like driving but the fact that Justin will made me his own today keep me doing what I don’t like
I started driving and it took more then half an hour before we get to the venue
“Wow” Jemima murmured in excitement just viewing the venues made me develop goosebumps
The Hotel was heavily big and well design, I couldn’t help but opened my mouth in awe
For some reason my body started shaking just with the thought that Justin will announce to the whole student that I’m his girlfriend
I grip my self together and inhaled loudly, after all Justin love me so he will defend me if possible some student want to troll on me
Jemima grabbed my hand and we both Entered the hotel together
A dim light blinking in different colorfully light welcome us immediately we step in, some student were shaking to the low beat played by the Dj in one corner
Nothing concern me more then to see the man of my dream, oh there is he with my best friend Lisa,talking and laughing at same time
I can’t do more then to smile and walk to them “hi” I waved when I get to them but Justin could only reply me with a nod while Lisa only let out a nervously smile
Without having other thought i sat close to Justin’s while Jemima walk to the Dj only god know what she was up to
I was hoping for Justin at least talk to me but his full concern was only on Lisa
I couldn’t believe my eyes,the fist time Justin will converse to someone when I was with him
wide imagination I flush the thought away with a gentle smile
“Justin” I called but the Roared voice of Jemima filled the whole room causing Justin not to hear me
“Welcome to the welcome party of MONICE College” Jemima announce loudly and round of applaud followed her word
“Today we prepared a beautiful Game In other to made our day brighter tho some people gonna feel heartbreak while some people will feel loved….Today we will embark on the game of chosen your crush”Jemima said and ‘wooooooooo’ sound taint the party
I kinda like the ideal, at least if Justin was shy to pronounce our relationship he can use the Opportunity to do so, I feel blushed by my own thought and shared a glance at Justin who only reply me with a smile
“Today…we will start with the name of the five people am about to call” Jemima shyly said and brought out a white paper, she cleared her throat before calling out the name’ Justin and Lisa name were include plus mine and the psycho girl I hate with passion doing our secondary school days
I don’t just hate people I hate them because of one or two things Evelyn was a arrogant freak, her pride can’t be measure and the fact that she assume in her scum that she is the prettiest girl in school made me sick, I can’t behold her behavior that’s why I took my distance far away from her
The five of us all walk forward and I can’t lie, I could feel my leg weaken and my 206 bone dancing to the rhythm of my happiness
“Our five first hostage are here can we please welcome them with a round of applause” Jemima scream and the hall welcome us with their two hand
“Now we will began the game, the two men should step forward first” Jemima squealed and Justin and Angelo the school psycho s*x freak step forward
“Justin did you perhaps have a crush among the girl standing?” Jemima asked and the hole in my body suddenly blocked causing blood to stop flooding, but I got relieve when Justin nod his head as yes, I couldn’t feel less happy cause I knew he was definitely revering to me
Jemima asked Angelo also and he nod his head as yes, nobody was surprised By Angelo answer cos we all know he almost have crush on every girl in campus so nobody got freak by his answer
“Please can the three ladies turn there face to the guest” Jemima said and we all turned our back While the two guy stay in our back
“Angelo can you pick your crush” Jemima said through the speaker I couldn’t see the reaction on Angelo face but thankfully He didn’t point to me rather he choose Evelyn
“Can you two shared a kiss… at least to made the part more excited” Jemima said and instantly I could hear the sound of Angelo and Evelyn kissing roughly, a loud noise roared in the hall causing everyone to giggled on there own “oh my god is this what I’m going to do with Justin here tonight” I could feel my cheek reddened on my own thought
Soon they both stopped kissing and walk to there seat leaving only three of us standing
“Now it remain two girl…wow I can’t believe the two damsel remaining are my friends….ohh gosh I can’t watch one of my friends gotten heart-broke” Jemima teased and the student bursted laughing
“Justin can you now choose your crush” Jemima said and Sweat started leaking out of my body, I can feel my body betraying me right now I feel so sicken and scared, I can’t firm me And Justin kissing here in broad light
I waited for Justin hand to touched me but I couldn’t feel anything the rule of the game wasn’t to turn back until you felt a hand on your back
“Ohhh gosh, don’t blind me” Jemima voice carjacked and I couldn’t hold it so i look at what she meant by that
What’s this? What am I seeing, Justin kissing Lisa roughly and he didn’t hesitate to massaged her body with his hand
I could feel my body consisted and tears slipped my eyes, i stay on a sport watching how life turn me upside down, my boy friend and my bestie kissing right in-front of me
“Justin” my voice limp but Justin wasn’t looking at me his whole attention was on Lisa as the both eat each other tongue
“Please stop don’t blind us here”Jemima said which made Lisa and Justin to stopped kissing
They both released heavy breath staring at each other admirably
“Don’t tell me you guys are dating cause I tense it” Jemima said and Lisa smile
“Yea today mark it six month anniversary” Lisa said and Justin cares her hair to the back
I couldn’t hold it anymore as I fall down heavily on the floor
The pouch I held already find it way to another part, tears steam my eyes as I watched the closer of me betraying me
What have I done wrong to deserve this? I could here Jemima calling out my name but I couldn’t reply cos my hearts went blank and my mouth slipped together
I raised my head up only to find Lisa and Justin sharing another kisss
Oh no this is to much to bear, I stood up and run out of the hotel not looking back despite the hearing of Jemima shouting my name
I walk tigtong tears keep streaming down my cheek, after the death of my mum the only two people that stand stiff beside me was Justin and Lisa even tho my stepmother made life miserable for me but I can’t feel any pain since Lisa always keep my company and Justin made me happy so how could they think of doing such horrible thing to me how could they
The more I think about it the more I get drowned in the pool of tears
I raised my head up and my eyes glittering at the small bar placed along the road side
What could I do more then to waist my self on alcohol
I step inside the bar and I was welcome with The smell of smoking and the reek of alcohol
On a norms I would have throw up just with the smell but right now I wasn’t my self
I walk to the chair at the edge of the bar and sat on it heavily, I’m already heavy before drinking
I rested my head on the table but got woke up by the called of the server at the bar
“What did you care for” he asked me with a warm smile which remind me the smile Justin shared me on our free time
I shook my head with the thought of him and orders for a bottle of drinking
I’m not a friend of alcohol cause I got waisted with just a cup of it
The sever brought the drink and opened it before placing it on the table
Without bordering to pour it inside cup I gulped it down
I drank till my throat got sore then dropped the remaining on the table followed by a heavy breath
I’m already filled with the alcohol and I could feel my eyes rolling upside down, I couldn’t help but to rest my head on the table and slept off
“Hey pretty” a Thick and cute voice whispered to my ear which made me opened my eyes slowly
Oh f**k, is this demon or human, my mind flow away immediately I set my eyes on the handsome freak in-front of me, I couldn’t help but to smile drunkenly
His brown thick brows wave hi to me and his pink lips shining brightly his black hair was curl to the back adding to his crazy handsome
“How are you doing?” His voice rang to my ear again and I couldn’t help but to nod my head slowly
I sat properly on the chair as I started exploring his handsome face
I could feel my pant shifting at my own crazy thought
“Why are you here? It’s late already” he said again with light smile revealing his side dimples
Ohh..shit, I feel wetted, what’s this crazy feelings
“I’m….i ….I’m here…..cause…..I don’t” I sauntered with a slow tears sipping my eyes
For some reason his question remind me of Justin and Lisa
“Why are you crying? Is it because of your Bestie and your boyfriend” he asked and my eyes became enlarge, how the hell did he knew about that
“Oh you must be surprised on how know..actually I was present at the party and I could read your reaction when those two kiss” he explained and I gently Nod my head, while tears decorated my pretty face
“Did you mind if I help you get away with the thought” he asked again and I narrow my eyes, what did he mean by that
“Let go to my place I will keep your company” he said and gestured his hand to stand up
I could only stared and my mind run errand trying to reciprocate to his word
The only thing I could think right now was the guy getting under my pant
If I followed him that’s the least that will happen
I won’t regret it if that’s the decision
He might be a stranger but his aura blinded me fully dragging me to like him more
I nod my head and accepted his hand