Alpha's Royal Princess

Chapter No 5 Heat

"I shift? I shift?" I heard a whisper in my head. Wait, whisper? How can it be? I mean, it was not more like my whisper.

"Hello fellow," I heard the same voice again.

"Am I going crazy?" I said.

"No, you are not," said the voice with a giggle.

"What is happening to me?" I asked in panic.

"You have shifted silly, I am your wolf," said my wolf.

"What? My wolf, how can it be, I had no wolf," I almost screamed.

"Are you crazy or what? You are a late bloomer," said the voice.

"Who are you?" I asked. I could sense her disappointment.

"I am your wolf and my name is Alexa," she said.

"So it is not a dream," I asked, timid.

"Oh come on it is indeed...whoa..." my wolf screamed.

"What happened?" I asked but before I could say something further, I heard a growl. I turned.

A big white wolf was standing behind me. His eyes were strange, unlike any other eyes I have seen before. They were half blue, half purple.

"It's a wolf, we need to escape," I screamed but Clara on the other side was not reacting at all.

"Hello," I called her again but then something, something that made me feel my body floating away. Darkness all I could see was darkness.

I could hear my wolf whining but I was unable to see anything.

I felt my body was nowhere but I could feel s****l excitement.

"Hello," I called for my wolf again but I got no response. It was all new to me, finding my wolf and not only this but finding myself here in the head of my wolf and sexually excited.

My wolf was mating to that wolf and whining, I heard the growl of that rogue as well. Only if my father knew that I was shagging with a wolf and not only was I feeling sexually excited for him and responding to his moves, he would clearly disown me.

Just then I heard my wolf howled, a very low kind of howl that every werewolf does when they hit their o****m.

I felt my breath was getting faster and now the same heat I was feeling in my body. Maybe our wolves already mated and reached their orgasms but their encounter led us on the edge of the sea of desires and s****l feelings.

I was going crazy and then I started feeling my body again. Arms, legs, nose and torso.

I opened my eyes. I was in my human form now. I could feel a heavy body on my body but I was unable to see his face, it was too dark because the trees in the wood moonlight were unable to illuminate us. All I could feel was his holly warm body on top of me. I could sense he was all naked just like me. I wanted to resist him because I could not do it to some random stranger but I found myself getting lost in his touch. I could feel his breath on my neck. He was holding me too tightly. He might have lost control as well. I tried to push him despite all of my appeals to have him but he was stronger than me. I felt his lips on my neck. He softly kissed my neck, his fingers were slowly moving inside my hair. I liked his touch. I closed my eyes in pleasure when I felt his lips on my upper breasts. The burning sensation was rising inside my body but I was not feeling pain. Pain was all gone, now all I could feel was pleasure.

I moved my hands softly in his hair. It was dark. I could not see him but I could bet that his hair was wavy. He kissed in between my cleavage making me moan and pulling him down on my chest, his nose pinned my chest hardly. He grabbed me through my waist as if he was losing it as well. I opened my legs and his lower torso automatically fixed in my legs.

My hands were moving on his back, he arch his body and moved up, kissing me, it was the first time I was kissed. He stole my first kiss. Dirty thieve but my guilty pleasure. The kiss was something, it did not terrified me but instead it gave me butterflies in my stomach. Whoever he was, he was indeed a good kisser.

I put my hand on his back and pulled him closer. He lost his control of my move and I crossed my legs around his back.

"You ready Sugar lips?" I heard his deep voice. His breath touched my ear, giving me chills through my body. It was only a whisper but It was a deep instant whispered-voice that made me give in. I have never heard such a divine voice before. I wanted to see his face; I wanted to know to whom this voice belonged.

He pulled my hair softly and brought his lips near mine and rubbed his lower body against mine making me shake in pleasure.

"Do you want me to repeat?" he asked again. I nodded, words were nowhere in me at that moment but I was sure by my nodded moments he would be able to know what I wanted.

I heard his chuckle and then I felt his back arched in a position. I was unable to determine what he was up to now, all of my senses were now lost but the next thing I felt was enough to make me scream. He was pushing his junior inside me. My eyes become teary.

"I....I..." I tried to say something but due to shyness I was unable to use words.

"You are a virgin?" I heard his confused horse voice.

I nodded. He tried to pull it out and stop pushing it further.

But my desire was not on my side. I wanted him to do it because this pain and heat was making me crazy.

I kissed him hardly on his lips after knowing he was withdrawing. He kissed me back and my head hit the ground again.

He pulled my hair softly again. I heard a thunderstorm. I always used to be afraid of thunderstorms but tonight it was all different. The light rain started but we were doing little care as we were so lost into each other.

He tried to put his junior again inside me and I held him in order to ease my pain and get some support.

He pushed it and I was about to scream but he locked my mouth. He held me through my waste and thrust again and I lost my virginity to him.

He was thrusting inside me, giving my body a shock. I never felt this before.

Whoever he was, he was so good at it. My feelings were making me do it more and more. I, a daughter of the infamous Alpha Nigel who never lost any battle, who was one of the best rulers, was shagging around with a rogue.

My hands were moving in his wavy hair and I forgot about the world and all I wanted was him. His junior was hitting me and I felt my body was about to explode.

"You are so needy sugar lips," he said in a horse voice, I felt my cheek burning. I was all new to this. In my life in pack, no one had ever asked me for a date not only because I was the daughter of Alpha but because I was a wolf-less girl.

After a while I felt his breath fast and on the other side my body was about to explode. With few more minutes of thrust he held me tightly, I felt the blood stopped around my veins from where he held me.

Everything went silent, rain drops were on my face and I was feeling his heavy breath on my neck.

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I took a deep breath, the scent touched my senses. The birds were singing. It was cold but I was feeling body warmth at my back. I felt something heavy around my waist. I opened my eyes instantly. Someone was holding me too tight as if he was afraid to let me go.

I felt my body was aching. A very unknown pain but the pain I was feeling during the engagement was now gone.

I tried to push him away but his hold was strong. My heart was beating so fast because I knew what this meant. I gave my first time to some rogue. A tear fell from my eyes. This is how I end up, like a w***e. Guilt, all I could feel was guilt.

I slowly rolled my body and got free from my 'fling's' arm and got up instantly. I looked down at my body, I was all naked. My modesty was gone. I did not look back and ran as fast as I could.

I had no idea when I reached next to my window.

I climbed up on the pipe instantly before someone could see me. Surprisingly, it was so easy for me to do so.

I ran inside the room and locked the window.

I was still unable to believe what I did last night. Kicking my bed angrily I screamed. I lost my virginity to some stranger.

"What have I done?" I said while crying.

I got up and walked towards the shower. Turning on the tab the warm water was touching my body making me relax.

"I found my wolf and after the same moment I shag with some rogue?" I questioned myself.

The water was dropping down through my neck.

I touched my neck and a sharp pain hit my nerve. I looked at myself in the mirror and much to my horror I found a hickey on my neck. I turned bright pink. Last night I was dancing on the screen of my eyes.

"I lost control," I whispered.

"Holly s**t, what have I done, Alexa, are you there?" I asked, annoyed because all this happened because of stupid wolf.

I got no response from her.

After cleaning up, I turned off the shower and got out. My legs were still aching due to the last encounter.

I opened my cupboard and chose a top that could help to cover the dark hickey on my neck.

"This is insane," I whispered after wearing clothes and adjusting myself.

Luckily, no one had seen me going there in the woods.

My door knocked and I composed myself.

I opened the door, Alpha Nathan was standing there with his cold eyes.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, expressionless.

He took a few steps ahead, making me walk behind.

I stared at the door while raising an eyebrow.

He turned towards me.

"We are engaged and I want you to act nicely in front of my father and mother," he said while clenching his teeth.

"And your father and mother?" I asked with the same expressions. He raised an eyebrow on me.

"Alpha and Luna of my pack, the Grim Shadow pack, after marriage I will be the next Alpha and you will be my Luna," he said.

"In your dreams," I thought.

"You are coming with me next week evening as my parents are coming here," he ordered, making me anxious.

"Where?" I asked.

"Start taking interest in pack matters," I heard my father's voice that shook me for a while.

"We have decided to get you married next evening and I want you to act properly," said my father.

I gasped.

"Next week but father..." I tried to say something when he interrupted me.

"I need a heir as soon as possible," he said while clenching his teeth.

I was no one to him, just a machine to carry an heir.

He left and Nathan stared at me for a while and then he left as well.

My life was taking leaps. I was feeling as If I had lost all of my strength. I shut the door angrily and walked towards my bed.

I got forcefully engaged, I discovered my wolf and then I lost my virginity to a stranger and now my dad announced my wedding. Now my wolf was not talking to me, I was messed up.

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