The next three and a half moths came with more photographs that were all destroyed. The phone calls, I have not once answered. I dread the time that they come still, but knowing that I will not pick it up when it starts ringing has also given me a sense that I have been able to ignore the man out there. I don’t know why it feels like I am winning in such a situation, but that is the only way to describe it.
Unlike at the manor it feels like things have gone back to normal somewhat in my life. I thought the maniac out there was furious I was now with Alex Hayes when he clearly wanted me in a sadistic way. I thought my relationship with Alex now would lead him to finally do something horrific and come after me. It just hasn’t happened. Maybe he was moving on realizing his infatuation was n
