His hazy mind was instantly cleared from his animalistic desires.
" you… he could not say anything else, he didn’t know what to say to say to her. " you are still a virgin?”
he asked, a clear disbelieve evidence was obvious in his tone.
He knew it, at the back of his mind, he knew she could still be a virgin. He avoided looking at her face ones he started touching her because he felt he was doing a wrong thing, but he ignored the feeling and convince himself that he was wrong because of how she responded to his touch. The way her body moved, the way she moaned and the way he felt by just touching her, distracted him so much that he chose to believe this signs instead.
When the girl nodded, his black pupils narrowed and a fleeting emotion flash in them but he blinked and they returned to normal, as if it was an illusion.
He breathed deeply as he closed his eyes looking as though he was counting 1 to 10. When he opened his eyes again, he seemed angry even though his face was indecipherable. She just had that feelings.
Kelly was shocked, did she fail the test?
" tell me, why are you still untouched?”
She blinked. She really do not know what exactly to say to him so she decided to say the most logical thing she could think of.
" because i have never dated any guy before "
" why?”
" i wasn’t interested in anyone, i don’t know… i haven’t thought about it”.
she knew the reason she had decided not to have a boy friend but off course, she wouldn’t want to let the cat out of the bag.
" don’t tell me no one has ever kissed you before?”
She kept quite for a while and looked at him straight to the eyes, then few secs later, she couldn’t still say a word but instead she looked around the room.
The man shook his head in disbelieve upon knowing the answer of his question. He ran his hand through his head, he sensed that she might have never been with a man before but… not have been kissed before that night was something that she could never believe. This was why he couldn’t shrug away the possibility that he must have been wrong in thinking that she was pure and innocent but it was too hard for him to believe that a girl of 22 was still a virgin in this present generation.
He stood up and dressed him self.
" get dressed " he ordered and the still stunned Kelly helped her self up, covering her self with a bed sheet.
" i… i… wait! Did i pass the test?”
" no, you totally failed” he said running his hand through his head again.
Kelly was so shocked, she couldn’t speak for a while.
" w… why? Or is it because i didn’t attract you at all?” she asked and Alex could tell right then that Kelly was so disarmingly unaware of her beauty. She just don’t have any idea, but he wasn’t going to say that to her. Instead, he brought his mind back to the current issue.
" i don’t do virgins” he replied instead and Kelly was again dumbstruck.
" dress up now, i will take you home” he said and Kelly started to panic. How could this be? How could she not have passed his test? She still could feel her skin throbbing where he touched and kiss her. Her heart was still beating uncontrollably and her body was still flushed red from his advances. After all of that, she still failed the test?
She shook her head and said " no! I am not going anywhere not until i pass your test and become your girl friend” she was so sure and determined that the man had to pinch the skin in between his brows in frustration.
This girl… this little dove was driving him insane.
" i told you, i don’t do girls, i don’t do inexperienced girls. You failed the test” he repeated. The girl just glared at him, showing no sign of giving up any time soon.
At that moment, Kelly didn’t know why, she just felt that if she gave up on him now, she might never see him again. He gave out that feeling that he was going to disappear from her life after this and the thought of this made her clutch blanket beneath her hand so hard.
" okay, if i return as a woman of experience, i will pass your test right? Is that what you are saying?"
The man was completely speechless for a moment.
" what did you say”
" that is what you want isn’t it?”
Then i will go out there to get some of this so called experience… until they won’t be any reason for you to reject me again.
The man was dumbfounded but does not know why but he felt uneasy in the bit of his stomach.
Since he does not do virgins, then why was he uncomfortable when he heard her say she was going out there to get some experience until he have no more reasons to reject her. Since he doesn’t do virgins, why was he feeling for her when she said it? Could it be that… oh. My. God. It better not be.
Love is really a good one, when you love someone, no matter how harsh and rude a person may be towards you, that word called “love” was the only thing that could make different things right. But Kelly never wanted love, she didn’t mind if he loves her or not. She just wanted to love someone and experience so many things for the first time.
Now that she was rejected, could it be that her wishes in her wish list will never come through? Will she see Alex again after now? Oh my God, what have this so called " Experience” done to her. Her destiny will determine what will happen next.