PAST HAVE CONSEQUENCES THAT SHOW UP PRESENT

Neema made a choice in her first year of marriage that later to the breakdown of something for which she had worked so hard and persevered a lot of humaliation to preserve.It was a choice she had made out of her great love for her husband John John was seriously sick because of overwork and the doctor had takes a holiday in the warmer climes in italy.Neema tried giving hint to make him get loan for trip and eventually told him to get it, but he would hear none of it in this society, only John could get loan with minimal obstacles.Neema takes a loan of120 pounds to save her husband.The loan is given by Samuel who gives almost impossible condition and becky has to forget not only her father's name.Three days after the loan was extended,her father's she patiently repays the loan for eight years.She has to skim some household expenses,work long hours on her knitting and get a copy typist work to put enough to repay the loan and also keep her home running.By good luck her husband gets a job at a bank as a manager.Samuel is also employed in the same bank.In a twist of fate, Samuel engages himself in some indiscretions,forgery, and in John's housecleaning task,the first assignment is to get rid of Samuel as he cannot with the like of him.Samuel blackmail Neema to plead his Case to keep his job or else he reveals her past indiscretions.But there are zsome complications.First , Mrs Williams,an old school Friend of Neema, and a girlfriend to Samuel has requested for the job through.Neema,and it has been given.In ,Neema's guiles and white lies will not away John has even written a dismissal letter.Matter go from bad to worse.Samuel relents about the letter and tries to retrieve it.This after they have a discussion with his old girlfriend Mrs.linda and made up Mrs.linda is of the opinion that the letter should be read to end the lies and the hypocrisy in the house.Though apparently Samuel tried to retrieve the letter from the mailbox, he did not succeed, John discovered the secret the wife has kept hidden for yeai.He is upset that his image in the society will suffer a battering due to his wife's thuoghless action.Ironically,he does not even pause to ask why she had done it in the first place.In his estimation, his wife should not even be a mother.She will contaminate the children,a belief current in the society that vices among parents destroy the children eventually.He does not even contemplate living as Man and wife with such a contaminate wife and tells her that they can only live as brother and sister for appearance sake.Nora is upset.she feels betrayed that this is what her husband feels.In fact,she is disappointed because he does not even take the burden of her shame,or even try to understand.His judgment is devastating considering that she did it for him.She has always tolerated his openly condescending attitude towards her, petting her with the diminutive little this or that reducing her a play thing , action.She was woman ,or little lady terms degrading whatever the intention.Has always lived in his shadow in accordance with social expectation.John offer her a lifeline, and forgives her treachery.The chutzpah of the Man is truly unbelievable.Neema has had enough of the marriage and she feels she is not the woman for the patronizing and utterly insensitive John. She will no longer be a pet, action for him or the society to play with and she is walking out of the marriage to go and rediscover herself.NO pleading or even appeal to her religion or conscience is going to change her.Thus we can conclude that our present circumstances are usually the consequences of the choice.God ,or gods or both.It is determined by force beyond them.It is in light of this that the Samuel family can be examined.Perhaps they pray too hard them.Mrs Linda sewing going to be dressed up tomorrow morning and Neema I will what I shall come in for a moment and see Neema.As matter of fact,it is something you can help me with.In the evening there is ball at the stenborg.Samuel promised to get Neemat to get that amount,on a certain condition.Her mind was so taken up husband illness , and you were so taken with your husband illness, and you were to get money for journey that have paid no attention to the condition of bargain.Therefore, it Will not be a miss if l remind you of them . Now,I promise to get the money on the security of a bond which I drew up.It is only for the sake of the money, indeed that weighs least with me in the matter.There is another reason well ,l may have a discussion . My position is this I daresay John know like everybody else that once, many years ago ,I was guilty of indiscretions.Our present circumstances are usually the consequences of the choice we have made in our paste Neema made a decision out of a deep love for husband,not to lose him ,but ironically the decision comes back to split the two of them Neema and John.The marriage she sought to preserve is brokey up The consoling grace thought,is that she come with