All of a Sudden

prologue

Life.

It is a journey.

It is a long journey that even us, don't know where it stops— or when we should stop. Life is full of surprises, but you have to open them, hoping for the very best. Remembering a wrong is like carrying a burden in the mind.

What we do today is what matters the most. Every wrong is a lesson that we need to change, to think, and a reminder.

You change your life by changing your heart. Because life itself is not just about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself. Life isn't always sunshine and butterflies. Sometimes you have to learn to smile through the pain. Your heart can be destroyed. And can cause your downfall.

Do not dream of your life. Live your dream. But... My dream is blurry.

My dream is so dreamlike that I can not even think it will come into reality. It was just a memory that passes through my mind and will never come back or even be real.

I smiled at those thoughts.

They say, live our lives to an extent. But how can I live my life if my life gave me reasons to be unhappy?

How can I live my life if I experienced too much pain? How can I love my life when my love took away all my happiness and stabs me in pain in return?

I started to hate my life with him. And the hate overpowered the love I felt. And the hate turned my love into anger.

When the sparks are gone, what will you do to stop tears? When everything falls into something, how will you cope with the pain? All of a sudden, everything changed. What will you do to stand again?