Until You

Chapter one Aria How can a person be this self involved? How can a person be this stupid? Those were the things that were roaming around my head when my dad was talking about how he's holding up. The first time mom told me they were getting a divorce i thought it was the best news i ever heard. The thought that i wasn't going to see him gave me indescribable joy, but when i realized it means going to some crappy restaurant with my brother two times a month to listen to how dad sacrificed everything for us and how we should be grateful towards him and going back to home finally thinking you're gonna have a rest but your mom is waiting for you to"spill the tea". "Honey, are you even listening? " says my dad after rambling on about politics with my brother. 'No' i wanted to say but kept mouth shut. "Ya dad i was just thinking about what you said" he gives a nod. He turned his head to my brother to talk about god knows what and for me that was my que to zone out. The food got served and we ate in silence. After finshing my meal i excused myself and went to the restroom. I think about my friends and how they are spending their time. They are maybe out having fun or even just hanging out with their family just chilling. I wish i can tell them how lucky they are. My mom sucked the joy out of going out cause everytime i try to go out she makes me feel guilty somehow. And eventually i was tired of trying and just stayed home twenty four seven unless i was at school As i was washing my hands i hear some noise coming from one of the stalls. It was a woman's voice and it didnt sound like she was okay. Should i go and check if she's okay? As i was contemplating that the stall's door opens and to my suprise a man walks out. What the hell? I quickly look down and dry my hands. "Hey kiddo" he says in a deep voice. I look at him and o my god. He looks amazing. And that is saying something cause I almost always dont find anyone attractive. He is atleast six foort four, dark hair, and that face i dont even know how to explain it. He has the most beautiful eyes like the ocean. And he's definitely older than me. And that for some reason is making me feel stuff. "Are you done staring?" he asks. "sorry" i say and look away. I start to head to the door when he starts to chuckle. I frown and turn around. "Why are you laughing?" i say crossing my hands. He was about to say something when a girl comes out of the same stall he came out of. She stares at me for a bit and her face turns red. He glances at her and give her weired look like she interrupted him from something. He looks at me from head to toe and walks past me without saying anything. I didnt even know why i stood there in the first place but i just gave the girl a small smile and turned around to leave when she said "Ow um sweetie...ur dress" she says and i turned my head to look at my dress from behind and i almost fainted. My dress was stuck through my panties and half of my ass was out. Omy god.. O my god. That was why he was laughing. i quickly tug it down and leave the rest room. This is easily the worst day of my life. What the hell is wrong with me.?Why the hell did he had to see me like that? I want to kill myself. I walk back to our table and dad didnt even acknowledge that i stayed way too long in the bathroom which i was happy with. Even after i went home and told my mom how dad is i couldn't stop thinking about him. How his black shirt stretched on his body because of his muscles. How i saw a tattoo sticking out his shirt. How he was looking at me...ok stop aria he just glanced at you probably because i interrupted his...time with the girl. I change my clothes and grab my phone and text my friend of what happened. My life was so boring to the point that this enounter is like my adventure. Pathetic i know. That night i slept like a baby. Of course thinking about him.