CHAPTER - 1 (Why I Can't Put My 100% Heart)
It's finally a sunny day after so long. Yes, it's been raining since last week, so finally, our cute little boy is going on his date today with his girlfriend, but wait, is he sleeping till now? His sleep got interrupted by the alarm,which was constantly snoozing for the last 30 minutes. He opened hi wanted to roam around the city , and they decided to do that. Everything was going fine, but you know life right, out of blue Tae heard someone calling him from far behind, to make it sure he turns around and he regrets it, "F*ck,not right now " he cursed after seeing those chater box from his high school, "Hey Tae, right?, the topper of our class , what are you doing here", He side eyed the girl next to Tae, "OH My Gosh, who is this beautiful girl bro?"OH, Max, stop it, you are embarrassing him, I think he is on a date," It was the girl with Max, "Do you think so? Let him answer then. What do you say, Tae?
The questions were like bomb on him. He was quiet till now, but he knew now his secret is not going to be a secret anymore, "yaa... She is my girlfriend, Hubi," he introduced them to Hubi, Hubi was actually happy because Tae never introduced her to his any of his friends, and he himself introduced her." How are you guys doing, I mean, everyone of our class, do you guys contact each other, or hmm.. the .. the teachers are you guys in contact with them. " He was curious about everyone's doing. ok, ok, specifically, he was curious about his crush
"Ahh. I mean , ya .. we do contact, but not the teachers, though, why is there anyone you want to contact back? " Max has a grin on his face while teasing him, No.. no.. I mean.. aa, it has been so long , like 3 years, right?, and I didn't have anyone's contact, so I was just.. mm curious,haha, " he was cursing himself in his mind for asking those ridiculous questions, knowing they would make a fuss about it too.
"Hey, I think we should talk somewhere else. What do you say, Tae, let's go get them teat, hmm. " it was Hubi who was more than excited to talk with Tae's friends than Tae, and Tae just agreed even though he didn't want.
Now that they are finally at the cafe again, Hubi started the conversation, "A.. guys, I want to know about Tae's school life, how was he back, can you guys tell me about him, he never talks about it", Tea was just silent, hoping they don't babble anything, "He was ... genius, I mean, he was good at everything, like goods in math, science, English , sports, everything, he was the topper of our class , and you know what he was so handsome, he is , but back then he got too many of proposals from girls and boys too, but he rejected all of them", it was Lily who was making so much expressionand hand gesture,Tae was shocked at first, I mean how can their be so nice words for him.
"What, really, I mean, I knew he was great at studying, but I didn't know about so many things, and the girls- boys things too, I was kind of nervous that he might have to many girlfriends , because he so handsome, but after knowing him for so long time, I got the idea that , he never dated anyone, you know ". Hubi was happy to know that there was no one in Tae life before her. She was his first gf, "May be he was waiting for you." Lily said that with a wink at Hubi, and the blush cheek appeared on Hubi, but it didn't last long.
Max chuckled as he said, "I think you are wrong," he said, eyeing Tae, and made Hubi's face pale." What , what do you mean?" Hubi couldn't control her emotions, as her eyes asked so many questions to Tae, and he could clearly read it, he know where it's going now, and he wanted to stop it but it was to late, "I heard that he had crush on someone, in our school," Max had a teasing smile on his face, as he was showing he he won a prize, "What,,,," Hubi and Lily shouted in union,"what are you talking about, how come I don't know about it", Lily said as asking to Max, why she didn't knew it before," Because it was a secret, but not of all , as I knew, there were some more people who knew about it, you wanna know who was it?" Max was about to tell , as Lily was nodding her head eagerly to know it, but Tea could only see one thing, and that was Hubi eyes, which shows how hurt she is, after knowing all the things that he kept it from her.
"Stop it ! That's enough. if you guys are going to do this stuff, then I am leaving," Let's go, Hubi," he started to make Hubi get off from her seat, "Hey I am sorry, I was just messing around", Max was so shameless, he was just smiling the time, "It's OK Tae, I am ok, it's fine, we... aa.. we came here to give them a treat, right? let's not forget that," Hubi was genuinely heartbroken, but stills she was smiling and trying her best to not show her emotions.
"Ok, let's change the topic. What do you guys want? Let me order it for you guys. " Hubi ordered for everyone, as it was her own Cafe, she went for billing too. The room was full of silence as both the boys were starting at each other, the silence was broken as Max spoke, "you know Tae, he got married, when we were about to passed out, and I heard he had a child to, probably of 3 years old now, I am pretty sure you know all the details as I can see you don't love your girlfriend,why are you with her when you don't even love her?"
Tea was so furious right now, but he knew that Max wasn't wrong, he like Hubi, but as his friend, he don't love her, because his heart belongs to someone else, who doesn't even know about it, but he is still with her because Hubi her self wanted in this relationship, even after rejection, she kept asking him for date, he finally gave in but said it clearly that he don't know if he loves her or not, or he will love her or not, but he will try his best to make her happy, because he also needed someone to move on from his first and last crush.
"I hope you make it clear for her too, don't make her suffer in this, she don't deserve it, I'll better be going, let's go Lily" Max fall for Hubi at first site but she is in vulnerable state because of this stupid Tae, so he wanted to make him realize that she don't deserve this and he should make his mind clear, gave her his 100% as she gave him, but if can't then he will steal her from him.
" If I meet you again, and you are still not clear, then be ready to lose her because I will win her heart at any cost." damn, it hurts. Each and every word of Max hurts him. He really needs to decide what he wants and stop fooling himself and Hubi, too.
IN OTHER COUNTRY
"Stop it, I am not in mood," Jung shouted on her wife, who was trying to seduce his husband, "what is wrong with you , I am your f*cking wife", Jennifer shouted back, and started to remove Jung's shirt, "I can't do it, can't you understand this simple thing" he stopped her and pulled the blanket and pillow from the bed "I am gonna sleep on the couch today", He turned around, but pulled by his wife, "it's been so long since we get intimate, don't you want me, we came here to make some memories right?, so why can't we do it", she had tears but it didn't effect Jung.
"You can forget about our child but I can't, it's only been 3 months since we lost him, i just can't be happy, put mask to say i am ok, I still miss him, I still think he is with us, so stop this, I don't want any child, " he too had tears now, " I came here to make my mind clear not for this", he grabbed all the stuff and went to couch,
"I am going to sleep now, so do not disturb me," he left the crying Jennifer on her own.