Broken wolf

hi my name is Hope i am 16 i am a werewolf my wolfs name if Faith but not like anyone but me would no that. i am the second child of the Beta i don't know what i did to make the whole pack mad at me but i am treated worse than are Omegas. i do all the chores i live in one of the cells down in the basement of the pack house. i am lucky if i get any food i normally get a piece of bread every 2 weeks but i don't care anymore. but anyway this is my story. its 4 am and i get up like normal because if i am not up stairs by 430 i get a beating and that's no fun. i get dressed in one of my outfits and make my way upstairs to start making the food for the pack there's 60 that live in the pack house and we have 200 pack members but i only have to cook for the 60 in the house. i make Pancakes, eggs, bacon, grits, and other small snacks. its 6am by the time i am done so i start moving it all to the dinning hall where pack members eat at 630 they start coming down to eat i make my way back to the kitchen to clean up when the Alpha comes in i keep my head down. "do you know what your good for" the alpha ask i shake my head but don't say a word "NOTHING" is all he yells out before i feel his hand hit my face with such force i almost fall over. i stay down hoping he will leave me be and the funny thing is i don't even know why he's mad but i never get told why they get mad i just know that they do. he starts punching and kicking me after 15 minutes he walks away its taking everything in me not to pass out i stand up and finish cleaning than start on the long list of chores i have to do. by the time i am done with everything is 3pm and i am having problems standing any other wolf would not even be sweating but due to my lack of food i am barley able to stand. as all the teenagers get home from school they are smiling and talking. it hurts me to seem them like this but i don't have a choice after they all clear out the next Alpha and Beta are only left they come over to me with smirks on there face and i don't like it "you know you made my father mad right" the Alphas son Chase says i nodded my head "then why did you make him mad freak you know we all suffer when you do that s**t" my brother and the next beta Ash says i did not even know what i did but instead of saying something i kept my mouth shut knowing it would be worse if i said something. "are you not going to speak freak" Chase says i still don't respond i feel someone hit the back of my head making my head fly forward it hurt but i still don't make a sound they finally get board and walk away talking. i walk to the kitchen falling a few times because my legs give out i try and think of the last time i ate its been almost 3 weeks because i did something wrong the Alpha gave me another week without food and last time i got food its was one small piece of cheese after i make dinner i go back to my room to find it trashed why wont they leave me alone i think. i am going to die and last thing i want is to die here so with my wolf in agreement i wait till everyone's asleep and then head to the woods behind the pack house i strip and tie the clothes to my ankle and shift it hurt like crazy its not ment to hurt but i am so weak and i have not shifted it hurts.