Perfectly imperfect

The beginning

A/N please bare with me and give feedback this is my first time letting my imagination run

When you tell your story are you the hero or the villain?

Because depending on which way you tell this story I’m as innocent as the guilty but never once do I regret my decisions it lead to my biggest blessing. I have to take you back about a year and some odd months for you to understand, im going to have to take you to the beginning.

My name is Nevaeh Jackson.

After graduation I got to work to provide for my college lifestyle and although my family was far from poverty my dad made sure none of his kids were strangers to hard work. I had a plan for when I left to attend Columbia. Me and my best friend Maddison would get a apartment in the Upper Eastside in the same apartment complex as my older brother Justin. My dad insisted. My dad would only pay for my housing and not my lifestyle he made that abhorrently clear. After leaving I would study law just like my mother, what could I say I loved to argue.

(Nevaeh’s pov)

After packing up the truck to leave from my hometown to Columbia I kissed my ex coworkers, my dad, and my little sister goodbye. While Justin loaded up the last of my boxes for our new apartment. Maddison and I would drive down separately while Justin and his girlfriend drove our stuff back . Me and her never got along she was snobbish and overly clingy as if I had a thing for my own brother the girl was an odd one.

ONE 8 HOUR DRIVE LATER

“Maddison did you have to bring so many clothes this is the eighth box we’ve brought up and I’ve seen three more boxes marked graphic tees” she looked at me though i slapped her “ You know i’m going to fashion school and presentation is everything,” “and speaking of presentation did you see our neighbor,” I rolled my eyes running through men was nothing new to Maddison. Before i could scurry off to my room to put away my things Maddison interrupted “WE ARE GOING OUT TO NIGHT AND WE ARE PICKING FROM MY CLOSET”. I looked back over my shoulder I glared at her. After five minutes she had me in body-con dress with accessories and matching shoes with flat irons warming up for my curly hair. “Don’t you think you’ve went a tad overboard”

“No, Nevaeh you have a great body from track, literally girl your ass is to die for.” I brushed her comment off she always tried to build my self esteem so I’d venture out. “And you’re getting laid tonight girl after that boyfriend you had you desperately need someone new” she was referring to Jason a number of reasons we didn’t work and one was I was more invested then him for another set of reasons for another time. Maddison was a tall she had this vibrant red hair and full lips she was every mans wet dream walking she was genetically blessed. Most times when men realized I was unobtainable they would quickly move on to mads, and she always played them after some mystery guy dashed on her 2 years ago. After some time went on we called for a cab and went to some new big upcoming club called Dreme the music was to loud and the drinks were never ending madison had boys drooling over her the moment she stepped. I on the other hand needed liquid courage to warm up to the audience after two shots I was starting to feel the drinks and thats when a handsome tall brunette man with ocean green walked up to the bar the scent of sandalwood infused me. The scent mixed with the alcohol was turning me on. He glanced over for a few seconds before He spoke.

“Are you going to keep staring or are you going to ask for my name”

“ I don’t need your name” i glanced up from my drink in my best attempt to be seductive and I was pretty sure I was failing but the man seemed intrigued.

He laughed and now I’m annoyed in my attempt to make a dramatic exit I tilted back but before I hit the ground he grabbed me sobering me up I felt. Looking up his face was serious and slightly annoyed and I took it as my chance and grabbed his face I made a snap decision and brought his full lips to mine. He tased of peppermint and whiskey and that had me devouring him. It took him a while to kiss me but once he finally did it was an out of body experience and we were just kissing i started to feel a bulge against my stomach. His mouth started to move down my neck. I was starting to feel hot all over and not from the alcohol it was starting to be originating in my lower regions. I let out a moan and he growled if we didn’t go somewhere soon I was going to take it further in the middle of this club, with that thought my hand moved further down to grab his rock hard member

“Holy f**k” I moaned as he moaned against my skin reciprocating the same action “your wet” my breathing was staggered he quickly asked if I wanted to leave and without Secod thought i shook my head I looked back for Maddison she was already gone I looked down at my phone to see she did in fact text me and let me know she was going to be coming back late.

This was all I needed just a quick meaningless f**k with a stranger i’d never speak to again.

From the club to the cab we were inseparable his lips never left mines hands stayed on me hot and bothered was taking it lightly and by the feel of it he was massive and fully erect. At some point in the cab he took of my underwear and started fingering me and with the words he was saying I was about to c*m right there but every time I got close he would withdraw by the time we made it to the apartment i had juices sliding down my leg. We basically raced to his apartment everything about the place felt familiar but I was so caught up I didn’t realize my surroundings til I was in the bedroom and it was down to the wire of what I really wanted and he wasted no time losing his pants we were both so primed and ready we didn’t need foreplay when he was lining his member up with my opening I finally spoke “I don’t think its going to fit” he looked and said “it’ll just take a second for you to get accustomed to my size you are really tight but it shouldn’t hurt”’ I just remembered a small important detail that I forgot to tell him but it was to late i felt the moment my hymen was broke i closed my eyes and a tear slid down my face and he looked at me an he knew. The pain was unbearable at first and instead of panicking he whispered soothing words before he looked at me for approval to move and I nodded. And he started to move he started cursing and praising me he was leaving marks on my neck i heard the splashing nosiness and his moans it felt so good I started screaming he had my body withering away i felt as though i was about to explode. “Oh my f*****g god” i heard him moan in my ear I mustered up the word “im about to c*m” and he lost it i was squirting and soon after I felt him c*m inside me

And the next morning I woke up in bed alone.