The dark side.

Do you remember youre first memory? Where you happy? sad? Scared? Lonely? I was happy, sitting on a chair looking at my new White socks. Swinging my smal legs back and fort. I cant remember who I was with. But someone was there. Then al of the sudden, nothing. Darkness came over me and happy was no more. I wake up whit a jerk. Same dream again. I lay there on my smal bed and look up at the fan spining. It was still early, maybe 4? I turn my head and look at the sidetabel were my phone was. 04:04 - Pretty close. I say to my self. Might as well get up, I wont sleep more today. Getting up and heading to the bathrum. I dont need to turn on eny lights. Being a shifter has its perks i supose. Standing infront of the mirror i let my Grey eyes wander over my face, the huge scar that flows from my left eye down to my neck. Still cant remember how i got it. Never mind. My dirty blond hair needs a wash, later. My eyes keep wondering down my muscular body, that i worked really hard for too. Not beeing to tall, about 169 cm last time i checked. The scar on my face was not the only one i had, i had a few more here and there. Most of them came with some memorys. Pain. All if them pain. well getting scares are not that mutch fun for enyone I supose. Doing my morning stuff fast i needed to go out for a run. The beast clawing at my chest whanting to get out. * Hold on for shitsake Morrigan! She only growls in respons.Not bothering on getting dressed I walk down the smal hallway and out the door. I like living out here in the forest. The trees surround my smal cottage. I take a deep breath enjoying the cold air filling my lungs. *Dont run to far morrigan, i need to get to work in an hour. * Thats plenty of time. she purrs silently. I feel my bones breaking and changing. It dosnt hurt enymore. The first one hurt like hell. But that was a long time ago. Morrigan Had come to me on my 16 birthday. Giving me a big suprise. I didnt know I was a shifter. Back then I lived in a orphanage. When the shift was done morrigan stretched her legs and shook her black fur. She was taler than most werewolfs i had seen. She was all black with Red eyes. She took of in a slow run first. Jumping over logs and rocks. I drifted back in to our mind, letting her have full controll. Thinking back to that day when she first showed up. # 5 years ago It was dark, my eyes flashed open when I fellt a flash of pain in my bones. *Just relax Arwan. The voice in my head scared the s**t out of me. -Who is there?? I said aloud. My voice ful of pain. *Dont worry about that just jet. You need to go outside. Now hurry up. Confused and in pain i got up and walked out of the big room they had al the children sleeping in. Slowly walking down the stairs so i would not wake up eny of the nuns that where there to take care if us. As i reached the door i rememberd that it was locked. Only headmaster Britt had the key. - I cant get the door open, its locked. I said hoping the voice from earlyer would be gone and this was just one of my wierd Dreams. * Go to the Window and break it. You need to go outside now. I cant hold it mutch longer. Shit, the voice is still there. Am i goding mad? * I can hear you, now stop staling and just do it. I sighed and whent to the closest window. The pain got worse and I let out a smal gasp holding my left hand thight. Looking at it I saw my hand changing. The nails got longer. - Ohshit! I gasped. What was happening to me?! * Now Arwan! The voice sounded angry. So I hit the window and the glas whent everywere. Crawling out the broken window, trying to avoid getting cut. When I got outside the voice started screaming at me again. * Get to the forest now, so no one will se us. Easy for her to say. Im the one in pain and my body was changing. Both my hands looked like hair started to grow out if them now. s**t s**t s**t! I started runing as fast as i could manage in to the Woods. It wasnt that fast, my back started to hunch over and I could not stand up enymore. - I cant move eny further. I said to the voice and fell down in a pile. * Its ok. Try to relax now. it will be over soon and we can talk about what this al is then.. Relax? Was she serius?? This hurt like hell. Im turning in to a bloody monster and im supose to relax? I fellt my jaw move and moaned in pain. And then it when al black. I woke up a cuple of hours later. Dawn was coming and I could hear birds. They sounded loud. Like they where next to me. I opend my eyes, everything looked wierd brighter. Shaking my head trying to get the bird noises away.i looked down and saw paws....Big black paws. I made a growl sound...what? I groweld? * Easy Arwan. shit..it wasnt a dresm, there is that voice again. Panic started to set and I tried to get up. I had 4 legs now..What???? * Just calm down Arwan. *Easy for you to say!! im the one who woke up as a monster! * We are NOT a monster. We are a werewolf. The voice said sounding angry. * Im a what now?? * A werewolf. * How is that possible? Did someone bite me?? * No, you were born like that. Its in youre blood. In our blood. * You keep saying our, where are you? * I am you, you are me. We are one. * We are one? * Yes Arwan. I will be with you always frome now on. * Whats youre name? * My name is Morrigan. Thats how my lonelines ended. Morrigan had helped get me stronger after that first shift. We left the orphanage and she took me high up the mountains. Up there she told me al about werewolfs. I was not the only one. Most wolves were in packs. She didnt know what pack i was frome. or what hapend to my parents. The nuns at the orphanage didnt know either. I was found in the Woods as a baby. That didnt matter eny more, I had morrigan. I didnt need enyone else. We stayed up in the mountains for a cuple of years. Training and getting stronger. I feelt free being Abel to do what i whanted when I whanted. We sleept in a cave and Hunted our food. We had what we needed. Then one day i heard a howl. Lots of Howls. * Morrigan? can you hear that? * Yes Arwan. Its a pack of werewolfs. Sounds like they are hunting. I started to feel angry. This was my land. * I dont whant them on my land morrigan. I saw a grin apear on her face in my head. * Me neither. We shifted in to our wolf form and stared sniffing out their scents. Taking of after them. It didnt take long befor i could hear them. They were fast but i was faster i thought. Letting out a big Howl made them stop in their tracks. Al but one, he keept on running. * Let him run for now, we will hunt him down later. Morrigan purred in my head. I was standing on a big rock when the litle hunting party slowly started walking up to me. I shifted in to my human form. Not giving a s**t about being naked. - Get of my land. One of the wolves came up a bit and shifted. He looked ragged and dirty. - This is no mans land. He groweld. - You have no say in who can be here little girl. You also made us lose our prise. Now we will have to take you insted. We will have so mutch fun with you. I stared laughing. An evil kind of laugh. The men started too look at each other. - Fools. I will have fun with you. I jumped at them and shifted in the air. Strait for the neck of the man that spoke to me. He was dead before enyone had the chanse to move. Feeling the warm blood dripping out of my jaws i let the mans body drop down at my feet. The others started barking at me and tok a step back. Morrigan streched her body up. Showing of her big form. Towering over the other werewolfes. A brave one to my left tried to jump me but I smached my big paw on his head, crushing it eith one go. 3 more to go. They were all growling and stepping back. * Dont let them go morrigan * Never. She jumped them. Tearing flesh right and left. Blood was now all over my face and I loved it. Our blood lust was high. We loved to kill, feel the life drain out. The last one standing shifted back to human form and pleeded for me to let him go. We didnt let him finish. Ripping his head of his body. * Awww no more to kill now morrigan? She giggled in my head. * One more to go, remember? The one they were hunting? * Ahh yes one more to go. We lifted our nose in the air and took a big breath. * Found it. Morrigan purred. We to after him. It didnt take long befor we were right at his tail. Nipping at it and playing with him. We can take our time with this one, we can have some fun. .