Special Thing Called LOVE

I got to sigh and deep breath when I'm about to enter my new school. I felt nervous, fear and the same time sad. My old school thought me how to be scared when i see and hear the word school. But as what my Dad said this new school of me was a good place to start with. I hope so.. I directly go to administration building to get my schedule and also to meet the dean and teachers. Ohh... a new student fresh from kooku university. All student in that school was brainy so i guess.." said the one teacher with an old look and a bread". He gets my class cards and when he saw it. I see disappoinment on his eyes. Not all the student in that school was brainy. I will agree if he would say that 99.9 percent of student in that school was a bully. Its not bad you will get high grade of you will study hard. Keep it up. "He's serious while saying it and tap my shoulder before leaving that room". Never mind what he says, don't take it to heart. High grade is not a basis to be a good man a successful and a helpful one though being brainy is a bunos. " she smiled on me. A soothing smile, that reminds me of my dad. Thier smile was contagious, that can ease your burden. I can handled it miss this is not the first time whom i got encounter people who had a higher expectations on me because of my parents. That's good. You can be for who you are as long as you do good deeds. Lets go i will introduce you to your new classmate. I felt relieve. I hope this will be a good start. This teacher never look down on me. She even say i can be for who i want to be which opposite to my former teacher who always nag on me if i cannot meet their expectation. They always insert the name of may parents every time i got lower grades and something they are not contented with my work. Why your so brainless and doing this kind of ugly arts while your parents was so popular before. Lots of people look up on them because of their achievement. Are you not ashamed of giving disappointment to them?. "I always hear that hurtful words to all of my teacher. I never told may parents about it too. I always hold to may dad words whatever you will achieve it doesn't matter to us. Just be kind and helpful its ok for us. While we're on our way on the classroom we can hear a loud noises. Shouting laughing and giggling. Those students was so naughty. Haist. Teacher Reba says while shaking her head. We enter the classroom with a student who was playing and doing different stuff. Their voices was so loud and not good to the ear. Student your noises was hear at the teachers office and principal office too. You want that our principal will give you lecture today?. As they hear those words of miss Riba they come back to their designated seats just like nothing happened. like they hear something scary. Good. Now i want you to meet your new classmate and a new student on our school. "Introduce yourself". I nod at her, hi my name is Yizhan Yuan but you can call me Yuan. Nice to meet you all. I shyly say while my head low. I never heard anything on them so even I'm too nervous i rise my head and look at them. Confusing look was visible on their faces. But why?, i mean why are they confus?. Ok be good to your new clasamate if i hear anything bad i will punish all of you you will clean the grandstand for whole week understood?. I hated bullying so better keep it to your small brains. It seems like a joke but the way she said it it was a threat. I feel relief. Yes miss Reba. My new classmate said in unison. You can sit beside Lanyi, Yuan. Can i had a request miss?. I shyly asked. What is it?. I got a problem with my eyes. Can i seat in front?. Oh! dear that was a big problem indeed. She is thinking and she look so adorable and friendly. Zizhen can you exchange seat to Yuan?. She say it in cuteness way and with her puppy eyes. Of course miss how can i declined those puppy eye?.. Ohhh... thank you o much dear. Always welcome miss. You can sit down now Yuan. I nod to her and i mouthed thank you to Zizhen for giving his seat to me. We started our class with a jolly and exciting because of miss Reba. She is so bubbly. She lectured with a joke and the way she talk, she takl with a smile there is no dull moment on her class. The bell rang for break time. Everyone was so excited to go out not because they were already hungry but because of the boring class with our own principal. 99.9 percent of student inside the class not listening to him im not exempted to it. I got sleepy goodness this is my first day i need to be good to the eyes of every teacher but i can't help my self not to get sleepy and yawn. After we dismiss i directly go to the canteen because I'm too hungry. I forgot to eat my breakfast because we wake up late together with my parents. When i arrive the line was too long already. Thanks i got a long patience i can wait until its my turn already. the food in the canteen was free because i our parents paid it together with the tuition fee. Someone tap my shoulder from behind so i face to know whom it is. Hey remember me?. I nod, what do you want?. I ask while i started to get scared and panic. I close my fist to surpass my trembling. I wanted to be friend with you if its ok. Im Zizhen the one who give a chair on you. I did not notice that i smiled on him. Thank you for giving me your seat. Much appreciated. Oh its ok. I gladly give it to you. Don't be shy on me talk to me as if we're an old friend. Like we knew each other for a long long time. I got a little laugh on it. He just raised his eyebrow on me and smile. We talk random things as if we're an old friend and like we knew each other too long. I got comfortable on talking to him even sometimes i got shy. We get food and find a vacant table. While eating someone sit beside zizhen. Our new student was a good looking man. Hi my name is Lisa can we be friends?. "She held his hand out on me". I smiled sparingly, of course but i cant take your hand as what my parents say holding a hand of a woman it have a double meaning and I'm clueless what was the meaning of it. Sorry. "I bowed my head a little". She chuckled together with Zizhen. So i look at then confused. "Why are you laughing did i say something funny?. Yes, your parents was a bit conservative and old class. "The girl Lisa said". I winced while looking at them. Yes they are conservative when it comes to opposite s*x. I think that was their style not to give hope to women right?. That's ok although i got embarrassed. I want to stay longer but i can't i need to go to my class bye new friend. See you again. When she left Zizhen had a smile on his face. I never mind him i continue eating. I stop eating when the girl come and talk to me. You quite attractive to girls Yuan. Well you had that good looks though. I will not surprised if one day you will receive lots of flowers chocolates and gifts to you locker and also you will be popular. I hate being popular and center of attention of everyone Zizhen its scares me to death. Your right its scary, you've got lots of stalker too. Now i know what was the feeling of Lanyi. Lanyi?. I ask curiously. One of our classmate. Also had a very handsome face and a good looking god. Every one was fascinated on him dreaming to be his girl but he is sociopath. He hates attention also and pretty savage seldom talk and a spartan. I never paid attention to what zizhen talking because my mind was in havoc on why they laugh on me when i say i don't do shake hands. And also for what my parents told me. I really wonder why, when i say those words they will laugh on me or get disgusted to what I've said. Its not a new word right?. I mean they hear it somewhere too but why laugh. Its not laughable. It just mean no touching no giving hope or I'm really clueless about it. I will ask dad later so i can answer them when someone will laugh at me again when i say those words. Also to clear my mind. It really distracting me.