Lanyi,
It was a busy day I'm not the president of the classroom but the representative of the school when it comes to looks and in sports.
I'm a sporty man and my favourite was teakwando. I am a black belter on it. About the looks no comment but I'm leading on it. I highly praises my self.
Miss Reba ordered me to be a head on decorating the stage which we used in the throw party in all the freshmen tomorrow night and I'm one of it.
I can't say no even i didnt want too. I accepted it and told all my classmate to do a decoration in the stage under my leadership.
All of my classmate hurriedly and excitingly went up the stage to clean and make it beautiful. I command the transfer student to get the decoration paper at Miss Reba office.
I follow him at the same time but he did not realize it. He took all the plastics and hurriedly back. I wanted to help him but i wanted to see how far as he could carry those heavy plastics. When I'm about to call him it was the time also that he bump with someone and all those plastics drifted in the air.
I really wanted to help him but I'm holding myself back because of Jinling. The one he bunp was him. Mingling with him was giving myself a chaotic thoughts. Its better to distance myself to him.
I watch him helping Yuan even how he hold his waist i feel something strange that i wanted to get Yuan from him. I clenched my fist to stop myself to approach them.
My anger boil up even more when he get off the waist of Yuan which caused him to fell off in the tiles. I wanted to punch him how rude he is. So this must be reason why want to get Yuan to him because of his rudeness. I think it was something silly thoughts.
I walk in another way going back the stage. I throw my thoughts helping Yuan. I pretend that i never heard their convo but then i can't deceive my hearing and deny the fact that i smile when he said those words to Jinling. Burn baby burn.
I'd observe Jinling and i wanted to confront him why he didn't help us but i think it was not a good idea. So i let him sitting there and watch us. I was busy putting those letters when i saw him beside me. With those kind of stare again. It was a resentment and hatred kind of look me for declining his friend feelings. I'm a kind of not giving a false hope to anybody coz it was really painful.
I felt it that's why i can't let anyone feel it too. My family is not perfect. We have a flaws specially my dad who cheated my mom. I really hate him for what he did i can't forgive him until now. I see how my mom suffers everyday. Crying at night and act tough when at day and when facing me but deep inside she's broken and ripping apart.
I can't bear to see anyone like that. So the early the better even it was hurt than to give a false hope to someone but in the end you leave them hanging that was most painful.
And i really didn't understand why he's so mad at me and hate me that much. I do what was the best and good to his friend.
I remain stoic when miss Reba threatened him. Of all the teachers in this school she's the only one whom you cannot resist if she please you. Can't say no or ignored her. Who would be those irresistible smile and those pretty face that can turn your bad mood into good. Her smile is like corona virus, it transmitted to those who can caught it.
Every one adores her. She is lots of suitor too but then she is not ready. And she doesn't give any hope to those man who wants to conquer her heart. She rejected them but in a nice way, that's why even those man rejected by here adore her much more.
We're about to finish decorating i can still work but others no so i told them to get some rest.
Just a little minute more this will done, have a rest for a while and eat snack to get again your energy.
Zizhen can you get the snack?, "still stoic and icy cold my face and voice".
My pleasure,, he smiled and winked on me.
He always like that, i think it was his habit. Yuan help him giving those snack and i clenched my jaw when he give the bottle of water to Jinling and Jinling grab his hand.
That shameless man i know he will do something not good again. No ones paid attention to them coz their busy with their business chit chatting on what would they wear tomorrow night specially girls.
Life js cruel on us. See him sitting their without doing anything he is so handsome. He's one of the god in mount olympus. Sent here for us to adore and thrilled by his looks..
"I can see the virtual heart all over their eyes".
I smirk they are annoying. Why are they worshipping someone who had a good looks. Still we are human. Doing thing the same as them. We didn't pop gold and vomit diamonds. They was so exaggerated.
I shooked my head with unbelievable thoughts of girls. I felt someone sit in the next seat. When i turned to see who is it i saw Yuan cleaning his wound with irritable looks and pouty lips.
His lips was inevitable. Naturally red and a heart shaped. He got that little chubby face that give him a baby face look and cute. His eye lashes was long and it curl. Did he curl it or its natural curl?. His nose was pointed and his eyes is brown hazelnut its mesmerizing to look at.
I found myself took the bandage and put it on his wound with my light hand and with caution. I even blow it before putting. What the hell I'm doing.
Next time be careful not to hurt yourself. Your so clumsy.
I was in daze that i can't respond on him. I was bewildered on his action and concern.
I am having an hallucination or something?. I mean i was bamp with the two heartthrob of this campus today isn't it to much?.
No no no... i won't allow this to happened again. I want a peacefully college life here. I want to be an ordinary student despite of my parents.
Now that i had a good start i will not allow to ruined it by this. If necessary i will not let myself involved to them.
You can sit, no need to worked maybe you will cut yourself again. I felt annoyed on what h
It was a small cut, its far from the intestine means its a minor. I can still work even until it dawns. You considered me a five year old child.
I stamp my feet in irritation and i suddenly stand up in the great impact the chair was about to fell but LanYi holds it. He raise his eyebrow to me. To my respond i look at him annoyed.
I go back to the wall to replenish the decoration and to check if something not good. I even forget to eat my snack or just drink my water.
I lost my appetite and replace by annoyance of all the people here why them. Aisstt... they're giving me worry. Is if its worth of my time. I did not realized instead of fixing i messed it even more and i crumpled it too.
Working without your mind intact to your body is ruining something without realizing. Be thankful i was the only one who saw it. Your putting yourself in the centre of gossip.
Its because of you.. i said softly head low while biting my lips.
I did not expect that you can talk back. Looking at you, you're like a porcelain need to be careful or otherwise you will break and delicate man. Your tough and can talk back and i like it though.
Goodness help me get out in this please i can't take this anymore. This is too much to bear. I mean each time he would open his mouth he keep saying things keep me stunned and the same time confused. He meant something i can't name. Damn its giving me shiver going to my spine that i felt something there.
I accompany him in one of the chair because he just keep on looking at me with his shocked and confused look.
So cute reaction. It was thrilling.
We came back to our worked. We need to finished this before it gets dark. I never looked again to Yuan. I was getting obvious already. Zizhen was there so no worries.
Thank you for cooperation and unity everyone very beautiful good job. Before you will go home i had an announcement. Mis Reba said with her killer smile and energetic voice.
No need to report here in the morning for you to prepare for the party tonight and to looked beautiful and handsome. No need to worry for anything ok just be yourself and we will enjoy and rock your nights.
All my classmates shouted for excitement and thanking miss Reba.
Your welcome my dear student. Ok now go home and prepare for tonight. Sleep well no need to get excited that much you might not be able to sleep and worst you will looked like a zombie. That was so ugly no one will dance at you so better sleep.
We laugh to her joke. That was an old joke though if she's the one who say it still funny.
Before i forgot wear your beautiful mask. Goodbye student. Go hone now.
She even give us a flying kiss before we scatters to get our things and go home.