" Myla and my son will be okay without me. They have done it before and they can do it now. Nothing has to change though. They can continue to visit you as they did before. I don't want to be in their lives. This is the best decision for everyone."
Despite how confident I appeared while saying those things on the outside, my heart was in unbearable pain. I was hurt more by those words than I was showing. My wolf was blaming and berating me and yet, I could not think of a better answer.
I had wished to be a father for the longest period of my life. I had wanted to experience the joy of becoming a father but now that my deepest prayers were answered I could not celebrate. I could not be with my son and the pain of knowing it all was unbearable.
" What about you, son? What will happen to
