Sarine’s POV
“ I was only 14 years old, when I got raped in my own house, in my own bed, by my father. Mom never spoke, I begged for her help but she turned her back and left the house. I don’t know why mom hates me so much. Why did she allow him to do so? I really have no idea.
Then it happened every single night for a week. I was feeling no pain anymore. I was ashamed and afraid, but I couldn’t do anything. I couldn’t escape. I couldn’t raise my voice. A week later, the one I call mom, called me and said:-“you are going to work with me. You have to bring money. I will teach you everything, just do as I say, and you will not get hurt.” I just shook my head. I was afraid of her. The man I used to call father was my murderer. I couldn’t stand him but I also couldn’t do anything.
That w***e, started to give me lessons. She taught me everything, she even joined. She called a guy, in his 20s, she forced me to sleep with him. She explained every single thing, every single touch. The guy was touching me in front of her, she did nothing to protect me. She did nothing when I was being raped by her husband, my father. f**k them both. Then after we finished, I went out and she had s*x with that guy. Dad was sitting outside, and I couldn’t understand what was going on.
You were born, but I’m really not sure, if this bastard is your dad. Any man could be your dad, and Roupi’s too.
Gasia:-“are you serious?”
Sarine:-“yes honey, I am serious. I doubt many things. Can a father do that? These 2 are like a gang. The are s*x traffickers. I have heard too many things with these both ears and seen many things with these eyes. If I tell you, you can not believe me.”
Gasia:-“why didn’t you report? At least you could tell the police.”
Sarine:-“no way, they kill me. Even if I did, bo one will ever believe me. These 2 are my parents. Ugh, I hate my life. I hate myself. They stole everything from me. They stole me from myself. I became a s*x worker as they wanted, one of the best in the town. I was the youngest, the prettiest and above all, I was the expert. Everyone wanted me.
I once remember, a man in his 50s paid a lot of money to Zarmig. I really didn’t want to sleep with him because he was too old and I was just a teenager. Zarmig forced me to go with him. I couldn’t say no, I gad to do it, because I was trained and raised for this.
The man was really kind to me and he seemed didn’t like Zarmig. I was denying to go with him, if I’m not wrong it was my 3rd or 4th time, I started crying. The man whispered, he said:-“ stay calm, I am not the one to touch you. Come on lets go.”
I followed him to the car and left.
We reached a beautiful white villa, it had a huge beautiful garden. Tall trees, colorful flowers and the green grass were absolutely heavenly beautiful. I noticed a woman in her 40s, she seemed the helper of the house, because she was collecting the leftovers and there were 3 others sitting around the lunch table. A woman, and 2 guys.
When we entered, the woman stood up smiling and welcomed us. I was confused. What was going on? I saw the man paid Zarmig a lot of money, it was obvious he wanted s*x, for what else he was going to pay that money? But… everything was different this time.
Mrs. Pardi was a really nice ma’am. She held my hand and kissed my cheeks. Her eyes were glowing and her smile never faded away.
One of the guys stood up to greet me, he was a young gentleman almost 25 years old. Garen, greeted me with a smile and whispered:-“ he is a nice guy but his heart is broken. Don’t get hurt if he gets rude.” And he left.
I didn’t understand what he meant at first.
Mrs. Pardi:-“whats your name sweet girl?”
What!? Sweet girl?
Does this lady have any idea who am I or what am I ?
I guess she doesn’t.
But later, I knew everything they were hiding.
When mrs. Pardi pulled my hand and took me near the table, she yelled:-“ Sako… Sako, look at me, look at this pretty young woman.”
The guy didn’t even turn around to look at me. He suddenly moved fast. The shock hit me.
The guy was on a wheelchair. A handsome guy, only 18 years old, was on a wheelchair. His heart broken, his dreams all gone. He was disappointed, I could see it in his eyes. He never looked at me and was grumpy. He was nervous of my presence and I felt like he was ashamed of his situation.
I wanted to get closer but he passed by me like a tornado, I couldn’t even greet him.
Mrs. Pardi:-“ I am sorry my sweetheart. He is a little sad, that’s all.”
Sarine:-“oh no that’s ok. But why am I here ma’am? I guess you know what…”
Mrs. Pardi:-“ shhh. Don’t say that please. We already know that your parents force you to do this job. This is the reason we chose you.”
Sarine:-“chose me for what?”
Mrs. Pardi:-“ we chose you to company him. He had an accident a year ago, and he lost his ability of walking. But the doctors told us that he has a chance to walk again. And its up to him. What we want from you is to spend some time with him everyday. We will pay for your parents as if you are hanging out with some guys. And we will keep you safe here. We hope you also don’t tell them anything.”
I was flattered. I was happy I was saved.
Sarine:-“ no no, I will not tell anything. This is our secret. Thank you.”
Mrs. Pardi:-“ so everyday, at 11:00am we will send you our car, and the driver will bring you here, so that you spend time together. And at 6:00 pm you leave. But I want to tell you that, Sako is really upset, he shut himself down, he doesn’t talk or laugh or even smile. He is always angry and shouts. Please be patient with him.”
I shook my head and thanked them. She showed me the house and to my surprise, a room was prepared for me. “I didn’t know I was going to sleep here.”:- I said.
Mrs. Pardi:-“ this is your room honey, you can do anything you wish for.”
I didn’t understand what she meant.
Mrs. Pardi:-“Sarine honey, we are going to pay for you everyday. You are a sweet young lady, and your parents are exploiting your beauty. As I told you before, you are not here as a s*x worker. You’re here for my son, to change his mood, to spend some time with him.”
Sarine:-“The same day I went home early, I had no s*x with anyone. I was just paid for nothing. Paid to be a friend. I worked there for years and I was really happy. I wasn’t s*x worker anymore, but mom and dad thought I was.”
Gasia:-“ what happened then? Why did you stop?”
Sarine:-“ I fell in love!”
Gasia:-“what? With whom?”
Sarine:-“ I was spending all my time in that villa. I was spending time with HIM.”
Gasia:-“who is HIM? Tell me!”
I saw tear drops in her eyes and…
Gasia:-“don’t you want to tell?”
Sarine:-“I fell in love with Sako.”
Gasia:-“which son is Sako? The older one?”
Sarine:-“no, the younger one. I was spending my whole time with him, and I fell for him.”
Gasia:-“and then???”
Sarine:-“I really miss those days Gasia, I really miss him.”
Gasia:-“ what happened? Tell me more.”
Sarine:-“ at first, everything was really difficult. I hated him and I hated myself. I wished I was a s*x worker, I wished I never met him. He was unbelievable. His words hurt me deeply, his looks were belittling me. I was broken inside but then… he started to look at me softly, his words have changed, his tone has changed. He started to talk sweetly and politely. And that’s when we started to spend a good time. I used to talk to him, walk him, eat with him, have a nap with him, we started to have fun, watched movies, played, sang and painted together. I used to go to the doctor with him. And I convinced him to begin physical therapy, we started to go swimming together and I helped him try his best to walk once again. This took a lot of time. He started to talk about the accident, he started to tell me about his life and secrets. About a year and 10 months later, I was prepared to go to my usual job. At 11:00am, I went out and the car was already waiting for me, and to my surprise, Sako is inside. I got into the car and he said:-“ we are going to have breakfast outside.”
I was really happy, I felt something inside my heart. I couldn’t resist and I hugged him and kissed his cheek, but he got away from me and looked inside my eyes so differently. I was shocked but I said nothing. When we were having breakfast he told me how much he appreciates me and how valuable I am for him, how special I was.
Sako:-“ Sarine, I am experiencing every single little thing with you, and now that I started to feel a little, I want to try something new with you.”
Sarine:-“what is it? You know you can ask for anything.”
Sako:-“ as you know, its been a while I am not having s*x, and I really miss the feeling, I want to know if I am still able to do it.”
I didn’t expect this. But in the end, I was a s*x worker.
Sarine:-“if that’s what you want…”
Sako :-“its not what I want from you, that’s what I need.”
Sarine:-“ ok! So??”
Sako:-“ oh Sarine, please don’t get me wrong, I’m not asking it from you, you don’t have to do it, its ok I would pay a girl, its just, I need it after a long time.”
Sarine:-“oh, I am sorry I got you wrong.”
I didn’t understand what was happening. I felt shocked, but when he said he wants to try it with someone else, I felt jealous. I didn’t know what to do.
Sako:-“today in the afternoon, at 4:00pm, a girl will visit, and we are going to go to my apartment. We’ll see if it will work or not.”
Sarine:-“ok then I will be waiting for you at home. When you finish and come you tell me if it worked, if not, its ok, you will try it another time. We don’t lose hope, remember? We always have hope and positive energy.”
Sako:-“ummm, no Sarine. I want you to come with me. Its not that I am afraid or something, but I need you there with me.”
Sarine:-“ but I can not help you there. You are going to be alone…”
Sako:-“… please, you give me hope, you give me courage. I need you with me, I need you to push me, I need you to believe in me.”
Sarine:-“ok I will come with you.””
Gasia:-“what? How could you handle?”
Sarine:-“oh Gasia please don’t ask, I was dead inside, My heart was ripped apart. I wanted to shout “I LOVE YOU” but I couldn’t. It was torture for me.”
Gasia:-“and then, tell me what happened? Please continue.”
Sarine:-“it was 4:00pm, the door bell rang. No one except us and the helpers were at home, no one knew about the girl I guess. So I opened the door to welcome her. My God she was gorgeous. A beautiful young girl in her 20s, wearing all red, a sexy brunette. My God she was really sexy. She asked:-“is Sako here?” I replied:-“yes he is waiting for you.” She passed by me thinking I was a helper inside the house. Her confident killed me, but I could do nothing. I went in and saw her sitting beside Sako and trying to touch him. I disturbed her saying:-“ are we going or what?”
Sako:-“yes yes lets go.”
I helped Sako to sit on his chair and went to the car, and she followed us. She was only beautiful and sexy, but I guess she had no brain, giiirl, was she absent when God was distributing brain?? She was a fool a stupid person.”
We reached his huge and gorgeous apartment.
Sako:-“Sarine, I am getting inside, wish me luck sweetie.”
Sarine:-“gd luck.”
Sako:-“whats wrong with you?”
Sarine:-“nothing.”
Sako:-“you’re rude. I know something is wrong with you when you’re rude to me. You are always sweet to me.”
Sarine:-“good luck.”
Sako:-“tell me…”
Sarine:-“go and have fun honey, you can do this.”
I left to the terrace leaving him in the living room. When I looked back he was going to the bedroom.”