Nareg’s POV
We reached the resort. Arsho was very happy but I was still drowned in thoughts and questions.
Arsho was asking too many questions and she was really annoying, but I had ti handle her as much as I can.
Arsho:-“baby! Why are you so quiet?”
Nareg:-“Arsho, I’m here to relax. I didn’t come here to party and drink alcohol and do drugs. I came here to think, and if you are willing yo go party, go ahead, have some fun, but I’m out.
Arsho:-“whats wrong with you? Did you bring me here to sit silently? Aren’t we going to have some fun? Do some activities and party and then have fun with each other in the bedroom?”
Nareg:-“I told you why I am here.”
Please we need 2 bedrooms.”
Arsho:-“what? 2 bedrooms?”
Nareg:-“yes why?”
Arsho:-“ are you out of your mind? I am your girlfriend…”
Nareg:-“…you are not my girlfriend, and if you were, now you are not.”
Arsho:-“I can not handle this, I am leaving.”
Nareg:-“goodbye.”
Arsho:-“what? Are you kidding me? You’re crazy. Never call me, do you understand?!”
Nareg:-“please, just one room.”
Receptionist:-“room 88 mr. Nareg.”
Nareg:-“plz I need dinner in my room at 6:00pm. And please do not disturb me, no calls no visits. Thank you.”
I left to my room and fell sleep.
I opened my eyes at 5:00pm, took a warm shower and turned on a soft music. I was enjoying my wine when the door knocked. My dinner was ready and I was feeling really hungry.
After I had my dinner, I went out and had a walk in the nature. I smoked my weed and once again drowned in thoughts and reality took over me. I didn’t have any answers, I didn’t know anything about anything. I was lost and confused.
I returned back to the resort and had massage, and at 11:00pm I went back to sleep. I was feeling too tired and I couldn’t stay awake, but woke up at 6:40pm. Woah.
I had my breakfast and when I was done, I ordered my coffee and sat wondering.
I suddenly stood up and headed to the lobby, where all the employees knew me already.
Nareg:-“hello. Send me a girl today. Let her meet me in the restaurant. I need a young and a beautiful one.”
The receptionist:-“of course mr. Nareg. I am calling right away.”
Nareg:-“wait, I don’t want a girl from a super night club. I want a street prostitute.”
The receptionist:-“ mr. Nareg, I know this woman who she has some girls in my neighborhood. Do you want me to call her? But she gets more money…”
Nareg:-“call her.”
The receptionist:-“ hello Zarmig how are you?”
Zarmig:-“hello Levon, fine and you?”
The receptionist:-“ I need a young and beautiful girl for today in the hotel. Do you have any?”
Zarmig:-“I am the one who has!!! Who is he? Is he rich?”
The receptionist:-“yes, yes. In the hotel.”
Zarmig:-“ I have a virgin. Is he interested or?”
The receptionist:-“mr. Nareg, she’s saying she has a virgin, are you interested…”
Nareg:-“let her come.”
The receptionist:-“but mr. Nareg, she is a virgin I don’t think she’s…”
Nareg:-“I’m in my room.”
The receptionist:-“ Zarmig, let her come.”
Zarmig:-“ she is expensive.”
The receptionist:-“ I’m not the one to pay.”
Zarmig:-“ok, at what time?”
The receptionist:-“ send her at noon. But she may stay long.”
Zarmig:-“got that. Bye.”
Sarine’s POV
I was dying. I loved that guy. I loved him so much, but now he is with another girl in his bedroom, trying to sleep with her, and I am waiting outside, just in case if he needed me.
5 minutes…
10 minutes…
…and he shouted.
Sako:-“get out. I said get out. I don’t want you.”
The girl:-“ but…”
Sako:-“ no more talking. Leave, just leave me alone.”
I ran inside to see what was going on. I opened the door without knocking and got in, I saw the girl wearing her shoes, and Sako lying on the bed covering himself.
Sako:-“Sarine, pay her and call a taxi for her.”
Sarine:-“ok Nareg, calm down. I’m gonna send her. Just please calm down.”
I paid her and called for a taxi and sent her.
I felt happy, and I smiled in secret, because they couldn’t do anything. He didn’t touch her, she couldn’t touch him. But in the other hand, I felt bad for him. He wanted to know if he could feel it again but…
I went to his bedroom sat on his bed and…
Sarine:-“what happened?”
Sako:-“I couldn’t do it.”
Sarine:-“ oh you tried.”
Shit. s**t. s**t.
He tried but couldn’t.
What a fool I am.
Sarine:-“its ok. You will do it the next time.”
Sako:-“ no. I will not try it another time.”
Sarine:-“ but you can not lose hope. You will do it. I believe in you.”
Sako:-“Sarine. I couldn’t touch her.”
Sarine:-“how? I don’t understand.”
Sako:-“its not that I couldn’t feel.”
Sarine:-“then what happened?”
Sako:-“come closer to me.”
I got closer, he took my face in his palms and…
Sako:-“because…”
He kissed me.
Shock, shock, shock.
He kissed me.
Sako:-“ because I want you.”
Sarine:-“what?”
Sako:-“ Sarine, I love you. I tried to get rid of you, I tried to be with anyone else, but I couldn’t. I want you.”
Sarine:-“but...”
Sako:-“you don’t want me? Don’t you love me? I thought…”
I kissed him back.
I stopped. Opened my eyes and saw his eyes closed and smiling. He opened his eyes…
Sarine:-“do you really want to feel it?”
Sako:-“if its with you, yes. I want.”
I pushed him slowly and he laid back. He was already half naked, wearing just his boxer. I knew he couldn’t move as he wished but I was there to help him.
We started kissing. He started to undress me. I was all his. I let myself to him. He started to touch me. I was enjoying his every touch, His every breath. He unbuckled my bra, but I felt ashamed. Although this wasn’t my first time, I had s*x several times long ago, I was raped but I was ashamed in front of him. I was in love with him madly. I couldn’t resist. I put the shame aside and felt free with him. The most beautiful feelings I’ve ever felt was that day. The only time that I enjoyed s*x was with him. I helped him feel comfortable and in return he made me feel as if I was his queen. He was soft, he was sweet. He whispered in my ear, saying:-“ I love you. Don’t leave me.”
It was the best day of my life.
I forgot I was raped.
I forgot the others, the ones who tortured me. The ones forced me to do thing I didn’t want to do.
He was my hero. He was the reason I loved s*x. I lived s*x with him.
Although it didn’t last long and he was already done, I enjoyed every single second of it.
Sako:-“sorry.”
Sarine:-“what? Why?”
Sako:-“I couldn’t make you orgasm…”
Sarine:-“hey, its ok. We didn’t do this for me. See, you could feel it. Lets celebrate this.”
Sako:-“its not that I feel it. Its you. Its because of you.”
Sarine:-“I am glad I was able to…”
Sako:-“may I be honest with you?”
Sarine:-“please. Be honest with me. Always be honest. And feel free with me. You know I will accept anything from you.”
Sako:-“ I love you Sarine. And I want to spent my time only with you. You were with me in my worst days, you handled my worst situation, my worst words and behavior. And I adore you. I know where you came from, it doesn’t matter, and I know how and why you accepted this job, but I fell in love with you. And today, I tasted your delicious lips and I am craving for more.”
Sarine:-“what do you mean?”
Sako:-“lets continue doing this together, I want to have real s*x with you. Would you hell me?”
Sarine:-“ Sako, I’m feeling the same for you. I love you. And I really enjoyed today. And you know what? I want to have s*x with you, even today was perfect. And I am not searching for more. I want you, no matter what.”
Sako:-“I will try my best. I will walk again like before. And I will f**k you as you wish. Deal?”
Sarine:-“ hahaha deal.”
“And we started like this. Day after day. Everyday. Twice a day. Trice a day.
Finally, he started to walk alone and without my help.”
Gasia:-“and…”
Sarine:-“we did it for the first time. It was magical. It was something else. That was making love. He wasn’t raping me, he never forced me to do anything. I was free. I became wild. I felt innocent, I felt love. When I first slept with him, I felt that was the day I lost my virginity. I was his, I was only his.”
Gasia:-“and then???”
Sarine:-“then?”
Gasia:-“tell me, I love this story.”
Sarine:-“we started dating.”
Gasia:-“oh really!! Wait! What about his parents? Did they accept the idea?”
Sarine:-“they loved me so much, they wanted to save me out of that house. They did their maximum but…”
Gasia:-“but what?”
Sarine:-“mom found out about everything.”
Gasia:-“what? How?”
Sarine:-“she never wanted me to stop the job. She wanted me as a slave. So she didn’t let me go out. She started to bring the clients home. I wasn’t able to go out, I wasn’t able to see him. He came many times so that he sees me, but mom didn’t allow. She locked me. Starved me. She hurt me a lot. She also threatened me by hurting him. So I stepped away. And finally I told him that I was only doing my job, I never loved him, never wanted him and I was a slut. “
Gasia:-“what? How could you?”
Sarine:-“Sako became a lawyer, his brother is a judge and his father is a lawyer too and they have a law firm. Mom threatened to disgrace them. So I had to stay away and give away my love.”
Gasia:-“why did you do that? I wouldn’t do it. Why didn’t you tell him about everything?”
Sarine:-“ I couldn’t Gasia, I couldn’t. I was afraid to hurt the people I love, the people who helped me, they took care of me for almost 4 years. I couldn’t disappoint them. I had to do what I did.”
Gasia:-“don’t you regret?”
Sarine:-“sometimes I do, but whenever I see him on tv or hear about him, I feel proud, and that’s enough for me.”
Gasia:-“this must be real love, true love.”
Sarine:-“ hahaha, yeah right. Now forget about me, did you learn what I taught?”
Gasia:-“ Sarine, I guess I can never do such things.”
Sarine:-“Gasia, I am sure, will come a day you will need these tips, use them so that you earn much more. And if not for clients, then for the one you will love. Keep them in mind ok?”
Gasia:-“ok I will. But Sarine, I really don’t want to do something like this.”
Sarine:-“I know honey. No girl wants this, but in case something bad happens, these will help you, ok?”
Gasia:-“ ok I will…”
Gasia’s POV
Sarine was telling me her story, and made sure I understood everything about s*x and pleasuring, suddenly the door opened.
Zarmig:-“get prepared. Get a shower, wear beautiful cloths. You’re going to your first client.”
Gasia:-“what?”
Zarmig:-“ come on, you heard me. Don’t be late.”
And she left. I was shocked. Sarine was also shocked. We were here for 2 days, but she got permission for a week. What I was going to do?! I had no idea.
She once again opened the door and got inside.
Zarmig:-“ if you want Roupi to stay safe, you have to do this. And you have to do it in a perfect way. The client is paying a lot for you, you have to pleasure him the maximum. Or else, you go back to where you were, and Roupi stays here, and why not, I would sell her.”
Gasia:-“you can do nothing…”
Zarmig:-“hahaha, you can try me if you want.”
And she left.
I looked at Sarine with tears in my eyes, and saw the same pain in her eyes too.
Sarine:-“ it’s time to decide sis. Sacrifice or not.”
Gasia:-“ I don’t have any other choice?”
Sarine:-“I didn’t have, I didn’t find. What about you? Can you find a solution in an hour?”
Gasia:-“Roupi is valuable for me…”
Sarine:-“ so were you.”
Gasia:-“so? Does this mean sacrifice?”
Sarine:-“its up to you sis. You decide.”
Gasia:-“ got it. And whats next?”
Sarine:-“ you go get prepared and when you go see the man, be confident and remember everything I taught you.”
Gasia:-“but I forgot.”
Sarine:-“you will save Roupi. Keep that in mind, and everything will be ok.”
Gasia:-“but this is torture.”
Sarine:-“I know baby, I know. I’ve been through this, as a child, and then after I fell in love, and did it for him.”
Gasia:-“why do you always sacrifice for others?”
Sarine:-“ that’s my nature. I can not do the opposite.”
We hugged each other, we cried together, and fell sleep in the same bed, Watching Roupi sleeping like an angel.