I closed my eyes and drew in a lung full of air to try and get my breathing under control. Him being here was not a good idea. Why was he here? I watched him as he flashed me a smile and returned to talking with Amanda.
I stood in the same position, still frozen and unable to move my legs. Ruby was going to kill me if she knew Ethan was here, and this was going to ruin any chance I had of fixing things with Ian.
I am so f****d. I moved awkwardly towards the table, and when I stood before him, I cleared my throat. They both looked up at me, making me shift uncomfortably.
"Can I talk to you?" I asked him, and when I saw that Amanda was not going to give us some privacy, I added, saying, "In private."
Ethan looked up at Amanda. "Right," he said as he got up. "Excuse me." Amanda nodded and
