"What the f**k did you just say?" Kevin asked, snapping his fingers in front of my face. "He freakin' came to my house and had dinner with us," I said, turning my gaze back to Kevin after I had been staring at Ethan as he entered the cafeteria. "He has some balls," Kevin said as he stared behind his shoulder at Ethan. "Tell me about it," I said, sighing, and took a bite of my banana. Kevin looked at me with a concerned face. "Are you okay?" "Why do you ask?" "Well, you look like crap. Have you been sleeping?" "Nope," I huffed. "I hardly sleep these days. There's a lot on my mind." "I can imagine. I wouldn't sleep either if I were in your shoes." "Yeah, well, I can't change anything that's happened, can I?" "No, you can't," he said. "Have you seen Ian?" I asked. I did not see hi

