Training to be his girl

HIS STRANGE NIGHTMARE

"No Eve you can't did. You can't leave me hear." I cried as I hold my dieing sister in my hands. " way not?" She asked as she take her last breath. "You did this to me. You killed me. And now you don't want me to die?" She asked. "No I didn't kill you sis. I will never will." I cryed and I looked at her. But this time it wasn't my Eve talking. It was Elina.

My sister wasn't the one dieing in my hands it was Elina. "You killed me master. And I am grateful you did now I don't have to see you ever again." She cryed. I could see her fear in her eyes as she took her last breath she was scared of me and seeing her like that. It broke my heart like nothing ever did. I feel ashamed of my self. ashemed of what I did to her.

I looked over her body to see what I did to her. She was all naked and covered with bruises and wip marks. She was in a lot of pain I could hear it as she tryed to breath. "Hold on sweet hard you are not dieing." I cryed as I cared her to the car. But I can't seem to remember where we where and I can't find the door out side. "You killed me." She cryed and my heart aches as I heard her cry and as I see what I did to her. "I am sorry I didn't mean to." I cryed but that doesn't seem to change anything. "But you did." She cryed out.

And at this point I have given up on finding the way out. In stead i put her down and I hold her cloth. "I am so sorry." I cryed and at this point she was quite and I looked down to see a dead Elina in my arms.

"No no you can't die." I shouted as I walk up from this horrible nightmare. It took me some time to realize it was just a nightmare. But something about it feels so real. And I can't stand the idea of her dieing. The idea of me killing her.

And then suddenly I have this urge to go to her to lay next to her, to hold her cloth make sure she is fine. And feel her skin on mine. Not in a s****l way but in some weird innocent way. And as I sat in the dark this urge started to get stronger. Until I finally get out of my bed and head to her room.

She looked so peaceful in her cute pink pajamas. She looked like an Angel as she slept through the night. I stand at the door and watched. Before I intered her room and sat next to her. I smoothed her hair and I lay next to her admiring her beautiful face as she turned and turned trying to be comfortable.

And then the next thing I know she was laying on my chest. And she kind on looks comfortable as she stoped turning and slept peacefully. But that doesn't last long. After some hours she walk up and she realize she was laying on my chest. And that freaks her out. She role over and she covered her face with the blanket. And that makes me smile. "Is that how you great your master baby girl." I asked and she started shaking. "I am sorry master I didn't realize you where here." She apologies and she started strangling to get out of bed.

ELIINA'S POV

"No I don't want you to get out of bed." He barked.

I was so scared as I saw what I was sleeping on. The only thought in my mind was that he was there to kill me. And that scared me a little I know I say I am willing to die and all but deep down there is this part of me who wants to live and sometimes that part of me will just go numb and I will just wish to die.

"Look at me." He ordered as he turned me around to look at him. I hesitated a little and then I looked at him. He has this beautiful eyes I got lost in them and his chest. It gives me this urge to touch it. But I didn't dare. I know better than to anger him. And at this point I don't know what anger him and what doesn't. So I fear for every move I made.

He pushed my hair away from my face making me vulnerable for his touch and for his eyes. He looked at me like I was the very beautiful thing he ever sees. And then he started smothering my cheeks with his big hands and that made me so uncomfortable. As he touched my cheeks the only thing I remember was the sharp pain in my cheek the other day he slaped me. And every touch of his hand on my cheek makes me feel the pain of his last touch. "Am I making you uncomfortable?" He asked as he continued touching my cheek. I bit my lip and I answered honestly. "Yes master." He sounded heart by my honest answer and the next thing he did scared the hell out of me.

He started unbuttoning my pajama and I started shaking as I imagined the things he can do to me."Shh nothing will happen today. I just want to feel your body. I promise you will be fine. Just relax okay." He promised as he lifted my chin to look at my face.him looking at me like that with his hands removing my clothes. Brings all my emotions to the surface and I can't keep it on bay anymore. As my tears role down my face.

He seem to be heart although I can't tell way. He pull me cloth and he lay my head on his chest just like before. And I can't do anything about it. I was scared and sad. The idea that he can kill me anytime started rolling in my mind. And it became impossible for me to relax. "God I can feel your heart beating so fast baby girl. Are you that much scared of me?" He asked as he rubbed my head while I lay on his chest. Scared he might beat the s**t out of me like he did the other day. "A little....master." I answered as I figured out where I could put my hand. "You can put your hand on my chest if it helps you to relax." He sayed as he notices my discomfort.

"Thank you master but it is inappropriate." I answered hopping that I didn't do something wrong. It didn't take him a second to role me over and to hold my hands up. As he starred at me with a warning look. "I am sorry master please don't punish me." I cryed as he stared at me like a predator stared at his pray.

After a few minutes he seemed to relax. He pulled me to his chest again and I put my hand on his chest as he recommended and this time I feel something as my skin touched his built bare chest and I relax a little. "There that is better." He smiled as he closed his eyes and bare my face in his chest. And in a weired way it relaxed me a lot. He made me feel safe like no one has ever been able to and I don't want this time to pass I just want to stay in his arms forever.

"Elina." He called as we lay in the dark. "Yes master." I answered as I enjoy the moment. "You know you are a natural slave." He sayed as he fondle my hair. "Thank you master I guess." I answered trying not to make him angry. And my answer seemed to make him laugh and it was a very beautiful thing I have ever heard. "You guess." He laughed a little and he stopped.

"Tell me what would you do when you where in your parents house." He asked and it took every thing I have to hold my tears back.

"Don't be sad sweetheart it is just life and you are better off without them I promise. And you will be happy hear. I know you don't believe me but trust me I will make you happy even if it took every thing i have." He sayed and I wasn't sure what to say for that so I keep quiet.

"Okay I can see that this conversation is making you uncomfortable so. Let's see tall me about your friends."he asked as he hold me close. I bit my lip and I answer the truth.

"I have no friends." I sayed out loud after a lot of thinking and he seemed surprised. "Way how about boyfriend or girlfriends for that matter?" He asked again. and telling him that I was being lectured for this moment of my life makes me feel week and I hate the feeling. But the thing is I have to tall him the truth. I don't want him angry at me as I know where that leads and the last time I get punished it wasn't pleasant and I don't want to go through that pain again.

"No my mom doesn't allow me to have friends or boyfriends for that matter she is..." I took a long breath and I continued talking. "She was so protective of me and I thought that was because she loves me but at the end it turns out that it was because she wants me to worth a lot and from what I have heard she got payed well." I sobbed as I remember my life with my familie. "I am sorry baby girl I didn't mean to make you cry." He sayed as he put a kiss at the top of my head and that made me cuddle move to him and he seemed to like it. "Are you tiered? Do u want to get some sleep." He asked sounding a lot concerned than he should be. "Not really but I could use some sleep...um..master." I answered and he smiled on my reply.

"Okay then baby girl. go on cloth your eyes." He sayed as he closed his eyes himself.

And at that time I feel relieved like something have been lifted off of me. Some thing that have been pressuring me for a long time. And now it is gone. "Master." I called and he was a little sleepy I can feel it in his voice. "Um" he answered.

"Thank you" I sayed and the thing is I don't even know what I am thanking him for. Well the truth is I know way I am thanking him but I don't want to admit it. And then he asked the question I don't even want to admit to my self.

"For what?" He asked and I panicked a little and I started looking for something to say and it seems like he is reading my mind.

"You know I hate lies right?" He asked with a warning voice. "Yes master." I answered as I swallow my lies. "So tell me the truth way are u thanking me?" He asked and the thing was I can't lie to him. So I just closed my eyes and answered the first thing that came to mind.

"Because this feels good and I feel like something is lifted off of my shoulders and ....um..... I feel like I have to thank you." I answered and he opened his eyes and he stared at me through the light of the moonlight. "Okay then in that case you are welcome. Now go to sleep I don't want you tiered tomorrow. I have some plans." He sayed and the word plan makes me nervous.

"Nothing you won't like. Trust me you will love it. And as long as you be good nothing will happen just behave and everything will be good." He sayed as he continued massaging my head. "Yes master." I smiled and I kissed his chest. He seemed surprised and I didn't mean to kiss his chest it was just a reaction and now that I done it I feel scared.

"I am sorry master I didn't mean to it just happened." I apologize and he seemed to relax. "It is okay." He answered and he closed his eyes again. "Master" I called and he seemed irritated so I hold my questions for later and just sayed good night.

"Good night baby girl sleep wall." He sayed as he kissed my hade for the second time and we drifted of to sleep.