The wolf-less Omega has a secret

Andorra's POV Mother's disappearance. I sat across my father's farm house, watching the emptiness of the barn as the animals on the farm died one after the other as a result of the illness. I noticed the situation got worse as my mother left the house unannounced. She was the only one that knew how to heal them. My father, on the other hand, leader of the Stone pack, always kept our pack hidden and tries his best to keep the family together. My uncle, the second in command, behaved nearly like my father, but in a harsher manner. My eighteenth birthday is a few months away, and I'm expected to transform, but I am really scared I might disappoint the whole pack by not transforming into my wolf. I have never had a sign of shifting. No voice speaks to me, and I'm beginning to have doubts about transforming soon. A loud bang on the back door brought me back to reality. I got up and walked towards the door to see my father drunk as hell singing in a very sarcastic manner. Oh no! I thought to myself. “Not drinking again, are you?" I asked him as I rushed towards the door, trying to hold him to keep him from falling. It was quite a struggle to control his moves as he was moving uncontrollably, tossing himself without control. "My darling dora" he said. "You will understand soon", mumbling my mom's name in between his songs. I tried very hard to keep the tears from falling, but it wasn't working. The whole memory of waking up and finding none of her luggage struck me hard and made me doubt if my parents were ever in love. "I have to go clean the Alpha's garden." He said pulling himself away from me as I struggled to take him to the bedroom" he mumbled. "You can't go anywhere, you're not fit." I said, pushing him with more strength into his room. "You're a good child Andorra, I'm proud of you, my darling mate will be proud of you.” Finally, I pushed him onto the bed, taking off his soaked-up shirt and pants, after which I forced him to drink some water, so he would throw up the Brandy. I kept a bucket at his feet, just so he could grab it whenever he got himself. Sighing in relief that he would be fine, I shut the door slowly, making sure he wouldn't be disturbed. I didn't think it'd be this bad. Walking straight up to the library, I avoided my room, as it would bring memories. I relaxed in father's old heavy leather favorite chair. On the desk was the Brandy he takes every time he flared up. I tried to resist the urge to take a sip, but it kept calling me. I gave in and took a little sip. It choked me a little at the first sip, but it tasted better than I ever thought. I drank to the point where I totally lost all sanity, I was sprawled all over the floor, trying to knock off being drunk. I picked up a book to read, but the faces of the Alpha's mesmerizing twins struck me. I began fantasizing about them, then the voice in my head reminded me “Unfortunately, you’re not in the class of the twins, you’re down the chain. An Omega, or would I say daughter of a gardener, and they always make a ridicule of you. I still couldn't understand why mom left, she shared everything with me. Thinking about it only made my emotions overbearing, as I let it all roll in tears. "I wish she could come in and tell me everything is fine", I mumbled to myself. Just as I thought about it, a miracle happened. She walked into the library, towards me, her sparkly eyes piercing deep into my soul, hugging me wholeheartedly. She gently stroked my honey blonde hair and mumbled into my ear. "I'm here my darling." kissing the tears off my face. This must really be a dream, I thought, as I leaned in closer, taking in her scents as I let go of all the anger I held inside of me. I allowed her to hold me in her arms. This continued for a longer time until I began to doubt it was mother, as her hands wouldn’t go down my butt. I opened my eyes a little, peeping to see if it was really her, or I was hallucinating. It was rather the face of the Alpha twin. I gave in to his subtle persuasion, as I felt numb and couldn’t move away. The years of fantasy with the twins have finally come to be. I delved in deeper, ignoring the nudge to stop. Letting go of everything that bothers me, I allowed him to touch me. After that, I couldn’t recall myself. I woke up half dressed, scouting my brain as to why I was half dressed in the library. I sat up a little bit thinking about how I ended up in such a scenario. "Andorra!" Father called out. "Our meeting is now" he said from a distance. "I'll be right there" I shouted, quickly putting on my dress, as I remembered my Fathers pack holds their secret meeting they wouldn’t let me partake of every Monday morning. Realizing it was morning, I became tensed. The morning sunray shone brightly in my eyes as I made my way out of the library, with one hand brushing my hair backwards and the other adjusting my dress. Somehow, a small white envelope caught my attention. I picked it up, hoping it was full of money. With excitement, I ripped it open. "Why are you in the library?" Father asked me, startling me a little with his presence as I quickly slipped the letter into my pocket as I didn’t want him complaining about the guys always writing me letters. "That is for you, I guess" He said, as he scratched his beard, his eyes fixed on my pocket. "It’s unlike you to sleep in the library, hope you’re good?" He asked, raising his brows "Yes, I’m good dad." I said adjusting my dress without realizing it was the back. “I wish you could let me into the meeting, I tried to hide in there, so I could understand what the gathering is about.” I said covering up why I slept there, not sure myself. He just stared at me with his compassionate hazel eyes. "No darling, it's not the right time for you to join the inner circle, so we're waiting for you to leave the house. Hurry up," he said, gently pushing me towards the door, away from the library. "Don’t let Mrs. Nibs get on your nerves" He said, "Fine, I'll try to bear it when she starts nagging." I replied. "Hello, sunshine, " my uncle said, as he walked into the library, he joked with me, tapping my cheek gently. "Be loyal until you’re out of high school.” He said firmly. The strictness of my uncle makes me so scared of him. I hide when he’s around and his anger is quite thunderous when ignited. My room was opposite the kitchen because of my eating habits, it was far from the library. As I walked into my little plain room, no decorations, no wall papers, just ordinary, I heard Dara’s voice "There's a rumor going on in school about you?" she said as she jumped from the open roof of my room as always. "Not today Ruby, I'm late, you constantly have news about school, you should be in press. Wait! About me?" I snapped the moment I thought about what she said the second time. "But, I always keep to myself, what the rumor be?" I said. "Really? You now keep secrets from me and pretend you don't know what the rumor is about you" she said, a look of disappointment on her face. She climbed onto the roof, leaving me thinking about what the rumor could be.