After her

Let me take you back to where it all began. It was my first day at a new IELTS institute. I went there under family pressure. The place was filled with both boys and girls, but I didn't talk to anyone. I was quite depressed at that time, which probably explains why I wasn't able to socialize. Two months passed, and I still hadn't spoken to anyone. Then one day, a girl with short height, beautiful eyes, lovely hair, and a cute, chubby body arrived. I felt a connection with her on her first day. To clarify, I was in a relationship at that time. Don't get me wrong, my girlfriend was loyal and loving, but I felt something was missing. Whenever I was sad, she would also be sad, and she never seemed to understand my perspective. Back to the main topic, the new girl’s name was Sam. I watched her for 12 days. There was also a talkative girl named Diu, who was married and always smiling and speaking more than anyone else in the class. For the first time, I smiled in class, and Sam noticed me smiling. The following day, Diu made a joke that made the three of us smile. It was the first time she and I exchanged glances. I often looked at her secretly. One day, Diu jokingly said Sam could be my sister, trying to clarify if my feelings for her were genuine or if I was like other guys. As time went by, Sam and I grew closer, and meeting her every day became a habit. We talked daily; she was enduring similar struggles to mine. Her father was absent, and she was emotionally shattered, seeking freedom at the institute due to her mother. One day, I confided in Diu, whom I regarded as an elder sister. My sensitive heart prevented me from lying, and I ended up ruining everything in a moment. Diu was elated when I disclosed my feelings for Sam, although I hadn't proposed yet. Diu encouraged me to express my feelings to Sam in the next day.