Once rejected now accepted

Regret

Ash POV

Mitsubishi been five years since Midnight left, she hasn’t contacted us since my father died three months after she left. I wrote her apologizing for everything that I had done but she never answered, and she hasn’t come back I wish everyday that she will come back and forgive me for what I did. My rejecting her was the worst thing I ever did to her because I do care about her I always have, she has always been the most beautiful woman in the world to me, and I treated her like trash because everyone else was doing it. When I realized she was my mate I had to do something to save myself from the imbaricment I knew would follow everyone finding out, so I rejected her and even tho it hurt her she had the strength to reject me as well.

I haven’t been able to move on I can’t look at another girl and I haven’t been with anyone over the years I have grown up in ways that I myself don’t fully understand sometimes. I’m the alpha now and Chance is my beta, but he hasn’t been ok since his sister left, and is less ok knowing she won’t be coming back. He broke knowing what he had done to her tore him apart. He didn’t shower or eat until he meet his mat two weeks after his sister left. His mate brought him halfway back but we both know he will never be ok until Midnight is back.

i sent out a letter a few weeks ago telling the courts that my pack needed help with training, over the last month we have been attacked 25 times, today I got a letter saying they would be sending there best pack to help us and to expect them in two days, I couldn’t be more happy at this news my pack means almost everything to me and I want them to be safe and protected when I leave to go find my mate.