Once rejected now accepted

I woke up to a bucket of ice water being dumped over my head, if it wasn’t for the fact that I knew any better I would retaliate, but being the punching bag for the pack and knowing what standing up to them would get me I just sit up to see who is there. My last living family member making us twins by default. We were quintuplets until we were five, our brother born first, our sister born third, my brother Chance, and me the youngest. ”why are you just sitting there you pathetic waist of space, actually I don’t want to know just get the f**k up and get ready for school.” with that being said chance turning around and walking out. This was the nicest way that I have been woken up in weeks, normally he drags me out of bed by my hair, or by punching me in the ribs so this made it seem like I was going to have a good day, but you can never hope for something that hasn’t been true for a long time. As I role out of bed I look at my reflection in the mirror that I’m aloud to have, my face is sunk in from the starvation my body would be beautiful if it wasn’t arranged with bruises and scars, my platinum blonde hair is long but not pretty seeing that I don’t own a hair brush and I’m not aloud to shower until the third week of the month when the pack has its party’s and I have to serve the guests. Other than being unfed and unwashed I am a beautiful girl in my opinion. I throw on my normal of baggy sweatpants and an xl long sleeve tshirt. I take one last glance in the mirror before heading out to try and catch a ride to school. By the time I get outside there is only one person left that could take me. I’m not normally one to smile but whenever I see the georgous man standing in front of me I can’t fight the smallest smile playing at the corner of my lips. Ash is my brothers best friend, but he never talks to me and he never gives me a ride so this must really be a good day for me. ”will you stop f*****g looking at me and get in the car before I leave your pathetic ass here.” He said this without even looking my way I don’t understand how he knew I was looking at him, but I’ll take what I can get and go with it. So I get in his car, he takes off for the 30 minute drive to school and doesn’t say another word to me leaving me to stew in my thoughts. Thinking back on why the pack hates me so much I don’t even fully understand what happened I was five, my parents siblings and I were headed into the woods to do some hiking for flowers to give Chance because he was sick. It was my idea to go find flowers to make him feel better, but little did I know as I leaned down to pick the first one I saw my parents had surrounded us fully transformed into there wolfs howling and snapping. To me this is so in real that I curl up in a ball on the ground being covered by the tall wild grass. Soon my parents are fighting with what I now know is a pack of roag wolfs, the fight is over within five minutes my parents didn’t stand a chance without someone to help. I hear screams coming from all around me my mother and father being dead had shifted back to there human forms blood trickling out of there wounds. I stand to look for my brother and sister but there no where that I can see so I assume they much be dead, still I’m not alone as one of the roags jumps at me slashing across my chest with sharp claws. I never lost consciousness and soon my pack arrived having heard my parents cry for help but there just to late they scoring around looking for any life when they see me breathing. ” Over here one is alive, we need to get her back now or she won’t make it.” With that my tiny body is scooped off the ground and the pack member starts running. It’s not long before we’re back at the pack house heading for the pack doctor, I can see and hear everything around me and that is one mistake on my part I should be pretending to be unconscious but I’m five and don’t understand that. As I’m set down on the pack doctors operating table I hear the talking from the doctor and the alpha. “ What happened to you little one?” Asked the doctor as he started to work on my wounds, the pain was horrible almost unbearable, but I had to stay awake I was so scared that if I closed my eyes they would never open again. ”b-bad wolfs, b-b-blood all over.” That’s all I can muster as the doctor starts stitching me shut. Frightened of what will happen to me I just start to cry and can’t stop myself. Ash pulls into a parking spot at the school before reaching across me and opening the door to literally kick me out of his car. The pain in my ribs burns so bad I almost can’t breathe as I sand on my face on the asphalt. I get up about a minute later and head into the school only to be laughed at and mocked for the fresh cuts on my face. Before I know it I’m being punched in the face and ribs by none other than Chance. I don’t cry or Yelp I show no emotion as I take the beating from my brother. ” Walk away you lazy price of s**t excuse of a wolf before I put you in your grave” he snapped at me, so I do I walk right out of school and don’t look back I just walk until I’m in the woods under an oak tree to nap.